You Bastard!

It is hard to express in words the rollercoaster of emotions that came from your time with my husband. I know that the blame does not rest squarely on your shoulders and at some level we are all to blame. Him, for his choices in not owning up to his emotions. In not letting me know that he was unhappy. You for betraying your husband and so called moral high ground. Not least of all I, for not listening to my instincts. For choosing to believe in the fantasy rather than face the reality of what my life had become. I can’t say that everything that stems from your actions is bad. I could sit here and pity myself or see myself as the victim but I choose not to. I refuse to become less than I am. I decided that I need to thank you for presenting me with the biggest obstacle I have...
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To: Wayne Schoppaul, Justin Young, James Curran, Dieter Uchtdorf, Thomas S. Monson and all the motherfuckers of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints: How many times do I need to tell you to fuck off and leave me alone???? Jesus H. Christ... you disfellowshipped me. Was that good enough for you? Not really. You were sued in court. You failed to show. A default judgment was entered against you for $7,500. You have NOT paid that yet, five years later. I am now required to demand ten times that amount, or $75,000. I had also put in my resignation letter through a website because I don't want to mail it. I have been taken off your rolls. But now I am still getting your "familiar spirits" and according to the Bible, Joseph Smith got it all wrong. THEY ARE NOT GOOD! Are...
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I am truly amazed, I really am. You are an expert at turning smart, strong and loving people into a pile of shit. Congratulations give yourself a pat on the back. You Are a narcissist, it's a medical term for a mental illness, another name for "asshole" You did this my husband. Most of his adult life was miserable because of you. You stole from him, black mailed him, used his children against him, brainwashed them to hate met. Then when he was dying you felt entitled to see him. He hated you. You ruined his life. You took everything he loves away. I think he held so much emotion in that it caused his early demise. Now finally he is dead and you can no longer kil his soul anymore. You can't break his spirit. He is free of you. You acted so sad when he died. What a crock of shit. You...
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Hi, I can't even explain to you how many times I wish I could've written this to you. How I wished I'd see your face more instead of your back. You created me but you also destroyed me. Father. A person who is supposed to guide you without judgement, let you know that you are worthy. Show you the way. A person you never were for me. Your love is for show except it wasn't so clear for me what exactly you were trying to show. Were you trying to show off the awkward smiles that were hiding the fact that we didn't know you? Were you trying to show off our beauty and take credit for our growing minds that you had no part of creating? Were you trying to show off the fact that you just might have two kids that you haven't fucked up yet? You were doing all of this to show off, so you could...
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When I was entering the 5th grade I moved 30 miles away from my friends and family. When I started at my new school, your daughter was the first real best friend I had, that is still by my side today as we are about to start our senior year of high school. Despite your attempts to always keep us apart, we have remained close and strong. Your attempts to keep us apart have also worked in many ways, I hope you're happy. My first question is: why? Why do you keep us apart? I have never done anything but respect you. I have never given you a reason to dislike me. So why? Why do you keep us apart like were some damn version Romeo and Juliet? She is my best friend in the world, my better half. What in the world did I do to make you torture me like this? When I am actually allowed to see her...
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I wish to forgive you, the thing is, you made me hate you to the point that I actually find you irrelevant and illogical. I really understand that you suffer through lots of pain. I understand you are insecure of yourself to the point that you blame others of the things that you know deep inside your heart and mind that it’s really you that you should be worried and blame about it. It all started after your break up with your ex-boyfriend who is actually my boyfriend now. I know you are mad. I clearly understand. But, I said yes to him six months after your break up with him. I’m so confused with your attitude. During those six months of what you call Moving on stage; you clearly have relationship with the other boys in our school. You are so delusional that you...
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Dear Theresa May, Firstly, to keep it civil, I want to congratulate you for calling this snap election; it has been truly overwhelming seeing the passion and determination of voters all around the country - no matter what party they've been rooting for. Above all, you have created a political fire amongst a lot of young voters, hoping for the turn of progressive politics - so, I congratulate you. Sadly, last night wasn't a win for progressive, developing politics - a lot of us woke up with joy, seeing the news of a hung parliament - but, by the afternoon, that joy has turned into anger, frustration and disappointment. Dear May, your choice of ally - a creationist, gay-hating, terrorist party - screams anything but progressive. It screams desperation. You have really let us all down...
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People always warn not to make a person your home. I didn't listen; you were perfect. You listened to everything I needed you to, you said the words that made it all go away and you protected me. See the thing is, you were the only person who I let see the broken side of me. And you still accepted me. You were the person to pull the words from my throat when I was choking and suffocating on them. You were the one that talked me away from the blade when I couldn't stop myself. You saved me over and over. You were the person I needed, you were my truest friend. The only person I could trust. You know me better than anyone else in this world. You knew... but you stopped stopping me. You knew... but you still left... and that kills me more than anything else. You opened me up in a way that...
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Dear Ex, I know I walked into a trap, willingly, with you and your wife. I accepted the conditions of this relationship. However, I realized that I wasn't: A) That Desperate; and B) the type of person to live a life of polyamory. However, what I never thought you'd do, is rape me. You knew when I said I wanted time off from the physical side, what it meant. And you hated not being able to have a "choice," between me and your WIFE. You "understood," and still wanted to be "friends." I continued to hang out with you two, as "friends," or so I thought. I never would have thought, that two years later, when my new husband wanted to try a unique move for him, that I would cry uncontrollably during intimacy. When he grabbed me and turned me that particular way, I cried, and shook, and scared...
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Dear Jayse and Gary, Growing up, I remember a lot of kids saying some insensitive stuff all the time, but the fact that you two, two grown men, have the audacity to publicly bash my people’s culture and way of life is just a line you do not cross. From the moment you rolled your eyes, to the moment you had the words American Samoa in your mouth, I could not help but feel utter contempt towards both of you. I cannot remember a time when I was this disgusted in such a short amount of time. I could go on and rant about you guys, calling you names and such, which I would have absolutely no problem doing so, but in the culture that I grew up in, the one you guys don’t know anything about, the one that you guys publicly disrespected, it taught me that that it is the wrong thing to do...
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