This goes out to the next women that ever finds herself searching his name. I apologize way ahead of time, because I know how your stomach maybe knotting in all sorts. I'm sorry that you are just another one of his victims, probably VICTIM 4000000!
Ishmaeel, the gust of wind that blew in out of nowhere, swept you off your feet and before you could breathe a gush of air, you were inlove. He was bombarding your phone,blowing you up, texting, calling, the video calls, the 15 minute pop ins, the random im picking you up and the night drives.
It was all fun and games, everything was rosy and all his excuses was valid. He painted this picture perfect stories, so you will never for a moment doubt anything. Remember it's new you still finding your way, he hypes up your social media and...
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I'm sorry for the things I'm about to say and I'm giving you a chance to ignore this so you won't have to get hurt with my words, I just want to let everything out if moving forward is what's really the best thing to do at this point.
I'm upset with a lot of things but I can't help but still see the good in you, like you're really a good person, you're loving and you know how to spoil your loved ones, you pay attention to them, you make them feel loved your own way thats why it's so hard for me to digest and accept everything that hwppened in the past 7-8 months ngl hahahaha. My brain still refuses to acknowledge the pain I went through. I really had so much trust in you. I really wish things were different for us hahahs.
I'm most upset with you for always wanting to give up and...
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ᴀ ᴅᴏʀ ϙᴜᴇ sɪɴᴛᴏ ϙᴜᴀɴᴅᴏ ᴠᴏᴄᴇ̂ ᴇsᴛᴀ ʟᴏɴɢᴇ ᴅᴇ ᴍɪᴍ
Ter você por perto é o que me ajudar a não desistir de você e de toda a minha vida, sei que quando você está perto eu te trato de uma forma meio chata e que possa ser injusta separarmos para relembrar tudo que você já fez por mim, teremos
certeza disso.
você teve que ir porquê eu te decepcionei pelo menos é nisso que eu acredito mesmo você tendo motivo para ter ido embora quando você sai de perto de mim, é uma metade da minha alma saindo do meu corpo, tenho que confessar estou com tanta saudade, saiba que sempre ouço uma música que me faz lembrar de você toda vez que eu ouço ela e lembro que você não está ao meu lado meu coração acelera meus batimentos, meu peito solta a dor é meus olhos enchem de lagrimas como se não fosse ter fim.
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my world went from happy as long as i was with you- to dark, depressing and constant wondering why you ghosted me after 7+ years. You cannot even fathom what you did to my heart, my mind and my soul, feeling as if my body had been drained and left empty with no explanation. What you did to me was cold blooded, and nearly killed me. I never in a million years thought you could be so cruel. I loved you so much that it blinded me and didnt allow me to see that side of you. I loved you so much that it drove me crazy, you drove me crazy. You were all i had, and all i wanted, and when we would fight , it wasnt me being mad at you, it was me being mad at the situation. My world revolved around you. Its now 2023 and youre in my thoughts almost daily. I wished you werent but you were part...
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I had a mental breakdown today this one was one of a kind, I questioned everything even my existence it was so bad, I was restless and then I started crying, I cried as if someone took my most prized possession from me the crying turned into hiccups and then this is where it gets worse.
I had suicide ideation, I need to talk to someone I've never felt this way before everything was just coming all at once it's like I've been keeping things bottled up and the bottle broke this morning, I had to get up walk round my small room lol.. to calm my self when I was a little bit better I remembered what Samuel use to tell me when you are sad watch something funny and I did next 5 mins I was laughing like nothing happened but deep down I knew something happened it was just there at the back of my...
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It was a beautiful moment having a little chat on the bow, in the tiny cabin, in the studio, in the gondola, in the cafeteria, on top of the hill, even ended with quiet emptiness on the way to see you flying. I would like to thank you for your graciousness and deep apology for not following your way which even planned by nature, still I wish I could return...
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Were you...
the Seabourn photographer?
the Majesty photographer?
having trinity on your finger?
taking pictures of solar eclipse in Carribean?
giving away Seabourn pen?
loving Subway?
enjoying the night sky on the deck?
loved to drink beer?
watching the shooting stars?
outing on gondola in St. Thomas?
got stranded at stranger cabin?
loved to chat at cafeteria?
escorted to airport?
had a beautiful shy smile?
If so, someone is looking for you...
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I hope this letter finds you in a moment of reflection and honesty. It's not easy for me to sit down and write these words, but I believe it's essential for both of us to find closure and understanding. Our journey together, spanning almost six years, was filled with love, laughter, and countless cherished memories. However, it was also marred by a painful truth – your infidelity.
Betrayal is a heavy burden to bear, and the scars it leaves run deep. There were times when I questioned the very foundation of our relationship, my unconditional love for you, and your commitment to us. Your actions shattered my trust, but it's my belief that love can be complicated and that people can make mistakes.
Despite the heartache, there's something I want you to know: you will always be the love...
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I hope you're proud of yourself. Congratulations on successfully breaking apart what was once a meaningful and loving 6year relationship. I'm writing this letter to express the overflowing hatred and resentment that has built up within me since the moment you decided to insert yourself into my life.
It takes a certain level of audacity and heartlessness to knowingly pursue someone who is already committed to another person. Did you think about the devastation you would unleash when you chose to stay, disregarding the pain you were causing? I can only imagine that you took delight in ripping apart the dreams and plans my boyfriend and I had meticulously crafted together.
You've single-handedly shattered the happiness and trust I once had. The dreams we nurtured and the future we...
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Aug 9, 2023
Hi JK,
I can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about the moments we had together. You were the sweetest, so caring and I couldn’t ask for more. I still remember how happy I was during our first month of dating.
All I ever did was to doubt you. I was selfish and didn’t think your feelings. All I care was to see how worthy I am for you not realizing my childish act. You were the perfect man.
The timing was not right and I was broken that it affected our relationship. I am sorry I couldn’t able to make you feel happy. I am sorry I couldn’t able to give you the best of me. You loved me at my worst and I couldn’t be more THANKFUL.
I regret everything that I did. And wish I could go back. But I know it’s too late. I have already ruined what’s...
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