You Bastard!

Dear Evil Stepmother, Stepmother, not such a pleasant word, is it? Makes one think of Cinderella. In my case, true that fairy tale was for me—how Cinderella’s stepmother was downright evil. It is so easy for you to fit that stereotype. Now I am speaking to you; the one made my life miserable. I imagined my father would get married one day. I also imagined someone who would love my father and welcome me. I did not ask you to be in my life. I never wanted that, and I still don’t. I remember those days when I still lived with you and I wish I could forget. I can't explain why you despised me so much. Is it because I look like my mother? Because I'm not your child? Or was it the jealously, because you're not the only special person in my dad's life? Although you never put your...
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Dear Henri. Dear, the boy decided to cheat on me: Dear boy who thought he would get off easy! Don’t worry, you know me. I’m not gonna come to shatter your car window or toilet paper house. I’m not going to late night call you crying or post any more cheating screenshots of you on social media. You know I’m forgiving. You know I have an open heart who will let anyone in. You know I only see the best in people. That’s what I’m known best for- helping my community. But you also know that I stand up for what’s right. I kind of knew it was ending. You know that feeling- where you feel free? Where you feel that you have your whole life ahead of you but you have this leech attached to you? I was describing more of when I get addicted to my phone, but that describes you too. Knowing...
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Today, today was the last day you’d ever call me names or put your hands on me. You destroyed a lot more today than just sentimental things around my house. You broke me in a way I never thought I could be broken. As is sat in my bathroom floor with the door locked crying my eyes out because once again you had wiggled your way back into my life just to break me down even more than before. Every time you came back the situations just got worse. Mentally I couldn’t take much more but tried being strong because I didn’t want to be another person that walked out on you. I wanted you to feel loved and cared about. Because I loved you more than you’d ever know. I made everything my fault in my head even if I never said that out loud. I lost myself along the way. And that. It scared me. I wanted...
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Mr. Dean Guida, I wanted to reach out to you and tell you that even though I understand business decissions, what you did was highly unprofessional and careless. I'm not talking about me alone, but about the 20 guys you fired in Cranbury, and the 10 you fired in Montevideo. I hope you won't do the same in the rest of the offices... Wouldn't it have been humane, or at least professional, to explain the situation in advance? To let people prepare? Do you know how many children are left with unemployed parents due to your company's lack of empathy towards its employees? What the hell happened with that little booklet you drilled into us each week? What happened with all the company culture work we did for years? I know what happened, they were all corporate propaganda just...
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Dear Sir, You may not remember me, but I remember you. It was many years ago, I’m sure you were not then the man you are now, but you hurt me, you violated me, in a way I hope your daughters never have to experience. But reliving it or reminding you of that moment is not the purpose of this letter. We were both different people back then. You were a jerk. Perhaps you were just a product of your raising, maybe your father treated your mother the way you treated me, and you hadn’t yet learned that it was wrong. I don’t know, but I don’t want to carry hate in my heart, even though you deserve it. I was a different person too, I was meek, and frightened. I don’t know if you saw me as someone you could easily take advantage of, I just don’t know, but I’m not going to waste my energy...
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Your name will not come out of my mouth, so this letter is not addressed to anyone. Thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting me through the ultimate test. I left you as a broken, beaten down, and hopeless woman. These past few months have been a rollercoaster of emotions. I’ve been fucking mad, devastatingly sad, lonely, filled with shame and filled with guilt. Thank you for putting me through this test. I have learned how to fight for myself. I have learned that I am a strong woman. I have learned that I deserve love, and more importantly, I deserve to love myself. I’m letting go of the anger that I have harbored toward you. It is eating me alive and it has stayed last its welcome. I feel sadness. Sadness for myself, but sadness for you as well. What happened to you...
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Dear... I don't even know what to call you... Most people say your first child is the most special one. Because you get all THE FIRSTS. Unfortunately for you... That wasn't the case with us because 2 years after I was born and a loooonnnnggg custody battle. You decided to leave. No goodbye. No warning. You just dropped me off like any other visit but unlike the other times... You never came back. I was two years old when you decided I wasn't worth the hassle - or worth your time. That is years of neglect and wondering where I went wrong? Why I wasn't enough for you to stay and love me ? What made you walk away from me? At this point of my life.. I know I will never get those answers from you, not because you do not have one.. But because there is no good reason for abandoning...
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It’s been nearly a year since we last spoke, and I’m guessing I don’t cross your mind much anymore. But I am writing this to tell you how awful it is when I wake up in the morning and remember what you did. Not every morning, but the mornings when I awake in a fog and remember how it felt when I woke up with you on top of me. With your hands in places you assumed I wanted. Note that I said assumed, as there was never any consent, as you didn’t seem to need that to have your vile way with me. And yet here you are, still living a normal life, still pretending to be a decent human being. I always wanted to be an actress, but I am subpar compared to the painted mask you wear to the world, one of innocence and charm, that you continue to wear even now. You acted like the nice guy, and I...
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"Mother is the name for god, on the lips and hearts of all children..." That is why she does all she can to keep you happy and you use that to your advantage and always will. I must congratulate your efforts in driving a wedge between us that is probably irreparable now. Granted us being 6000 miles apart with a 7 hour time difference must have made it a bit easier for you to ply your trade but your countless lies during this period helped you achieve it. Most mothers, when their daughter seems to be struggling with her partner being so far away, would be supportive and try to help her through with kind words and good advice. Telling her that I had no intention of following through on any of the plans that we made, when you and I have never even discussed such things, and that it...
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"You know I didn't take advantage of you right?" Those were the words that came out of your mouth when I woke up. Do you think you did something wrong? On second thought, don't answer that question. We both know the answer. So let me ask you, Why did you take it that far? When you saw me in my bed, almost unconscious, what exactly was your thought process? You could always say you were trying to help me, that you just wanted to hold my hair back while I puked, but that's not all you did is it? Did I say I wanted it? I honestly have no memory of saying that. You saw an opportunity, when you saw me in bed, and you took advantage of it. Do you feel like a man now? Do you feel accomplished? You shouldn't. There are so many things I have wanted to say to you but I've been scared...
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