Dear Ex,
Do you realize what you did? Do you realize you just threw away something that was so amazing, and was a huge part of your life? Now I know that I could be an absolute bitch sometimes, and neither of us deserved each other, but I truly did love our relationship. You think that this would be better, and it would make me happier. But, you're wrong. All this has got me thinking.
-How could you after two years of all these amazing memories just throw it all away..? OVER TEXT TOO!!!
-Will you always listen to what your mother has to say? Because obviously you chose the wrong time to do so.
-Did you cry yourself to sleep the way you let me the night you left?
-Even though it's the next day, am I still racing through your head nonstop the way you are to me?
-Was I in your...
Broken Hearts
So this is going to be long, and it has been long overdue (3 Years of stored anger!). There are going to be a lot of air quotes, so brush up on your sarcasm. I don’t expect a wider audience. Valentine’s week is upon us and all of you are busy. It’s like that crash course just before the semester ends. 7 days to achieve “some” + “thing”. And the ones who already have something, you would rather be “cuddling” with each other than listening to a single guy rant. So you go ahead and do that. This doesn’t concern you anyway. This is for other fellow victims such as myself.
So Valentine’s Week almost here. A full week of desperation, testosterone charged men running around looking for an outlet for their pent up “energy”.
A man is always expected to compromise, isn’t he? Having said that...
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I just want you to know how despicable of a man you really are. For 3 years I have loved and cherished you, everything about you. Even your many many faults. I am the only person who has ever loved you without any expectations, and you took and took and took from me and then with no warning whatsoever, you just threw it away like it was nothing. And you did that for what? To return to a woman who does not love you, who has no passion or feeling for you, who is constantly interrogating you, who HITS you when she's angry, who never has and never will trust you. Not that it is right, but all of these things that you have always resented, you walked right back in to, and you just threw away someone who put you first, who went above and beyond to rebuild your self esteem, who ALWAYS made...
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To my partner in crime
As I sit here again awaiting your newest dismissal I wonder how I ever got here to start with?
Beautiful I'm told, successful and free of any baggage, free to have any man I might wish. Yet here I sit aching for one that is already taken.
Its silly really for me to be here agonising over every flippant word, wondering if you might ever be mine. Its actually quite outstanding how you managed to pursue me until I gave in to your charm then cruelly manipulate me into believing that this time 'it was different'. The very way you eased my guilty conscience by convincing me of how wicked your spouse truly is and how incredibly unloving a home to which you belong. Of course not quite wicked enough to actually leave.............
Yet despite the fact that I know...
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I don't know why I'm writing this, maybe I think it'll help me get over you. Or maybe reading this will help someone feel less alone tomorrow, or next month, or a few years from now. That would be alright too.
I feel incredibly stupid. I always thought I was a pretty smart person, but how smart can I be if I couldn't even see what you were doing. Looking back on it, I know now that you were using me. Or perhaps I'm overreacting and reading too much into all those late night texts.
Actually, no, I am not overreacting, because even if it wasn't your intention, you hurt me, and the way I feel is valid, even if it's hard for me to admit to myself. And I feel stupid saying these things, it's not like you cheated on me. You were never mine and I was never yours to cheat on, but somehow...
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To my husband who just told me he wants a divorce
I have a question; how can you just ask for a divorce as if it is as easy as picking between a giant loaf of bread or a small loaf? Did you think at all before you said it? Did you regret it as the words slipped off your tongue? Marrying you was the only easy decision I have every made in my life, divorcing you will be one of the hardest. I do not understand how you can love me so much and then just stop. Ohh Yea, you probably never did to begin with. I want you to know how much I do care about you as much as you disagree, in case you were wondering I have never cheated on you, I have made sure the kids were bathed and fed before you got home from work, and I have never failed to have you a hot meal to come home to. I have always gotten...
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There are some things that need to be said, and I think you should listen. I really thought you were different. Every kind word and thoughtful message sent my way didn’t just make me happy, it made me feel like I was someone. Not just a nameless nobody, but someone that another person was thinking about enough to send a message to. I was no longer the pathetically single girl sitting in her room laughing to another episode of The Office, or the girl cooking dinner for one, or the girl getting out of class with no new messages from anyone. I was someone with a personality, with a sense of humor, with a thought worth sharing. I was someone that resembled something more than a nameless nobody. I was someone with hope. And then just like that, it was gone. All of a sudden I didn’t matter...
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sobrang mahal na mahal kita hon..
sobrang sakit talaga.
akala ko mahal mo din ako..
kasama ang Panginoon sa pagmamahal ko sau.
alam ng Diyos kung paano at gaano kita minahal..
kung paanong umasa ako sa pagmamahal mo.
hanggang ngaun napakasakit..
d ko kaya ito.
paano ko haharapin ang lahat hon.?
sana pinili mo na lang ang lolokohin mo bakit ako pa na walang kalaban laban sau.?
napakasakit bakit mo ako ginanito.?
ano ang kasalanan ko?
napaka tanga ko naniwala ako sau.
pinakamamahal kong jeffrey..
sinayang mo ang pagmamahal ko sau
paano pa akong magtitiwala ngaun sa tao sa ganitong pinaranas mo.?
akala ko mahal mo din ako..
akala ko..
ipagdasal mo na lang ako hon..
sana may natitirang kabutihan jan sa puso mo
mapalad sya kasi lubos ang pagmamahal mo lahat ng...
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An Open Letter to The Guy Who Doesn’t Chase,
The chase isn’t about you.
The chase is about me.
You think I want you to chase me because I like the attention or that I crave the drama. The truth is I want you to chase me because I want to see that you care enough.
The world has taught us that love is hard to come by. There are many times throughout our lives that we thought we were in love. And perhaps we were. But we also learned that love is cruel. It tore us, broke us, and transformed us into what it wanted us to be. It wore us down until it wasn’t love anymore.
It wore us to the point that we became runners. When times get tough and things get hard, we flee. We need to distance ourselves from the pain in order to seek clarity.
We run partly because we’re terrified...
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First off, let me just tell you that you ARE good enough.
I know that empty feeling in the pit of your stomach that you're feeling on a daily basis. I know the pain of lying awake at night, staring at the ceiling; wondering when you'll find someone worthy of the spot beside you. I know how many tears you have shed for boys that will never know what they did to you, and probably wouldn't care even if they did.
I know this, because I've been in your shoes.
I am you! You are me.
So believe me when I say that things will get better. I am living proof that a fresh start is possible and happiness is obtainable all on your own.
Some people will never appreciate you regardless of the time, the money, the love, the encouragement, the positive influence or the numerous other...
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