Thank you.
I am going to describe someone. Simple words, but I want you to imagine this person in your head. Imagine:
A boy.
You’re best friend,
Someone who you love,
Someone that you trusted.
Every girl has this one boy. You can love them with all of your heart, but you know that you cannot be with him. You can’t be with him not only because he’s your best friend, yet because you are also toxic. You guys fight more than you love each other, but he consistently tells you that he loves you. Imagine, giving him the one thing that you can never give back. Your heart and body. You loved him with all of your heart, and he used you. Let me guess, you have someone in your mind. If you do this letter is for you.
I can honestly say that I never thought I would be writing a...
Broken Hearts
I know we're more than friends. I can feel that and I know you, too. But, we're not lovers. We're undefined.
I'm hating myself for being a coward. I cannot even ask you what I mean to you. The way you treat me. The way you talk to me. The way you care for me. I know, it's all special. But there are also moments that I know you are chasing other girls. And it hurts me. Do you even know that? It kills me every time. You're hurting me, without even you knowing that you do. I don't know what to do anymore. We're the best of friends, I can't just leave you behind. I'd be too selfish if I do that. And you know the perks of being the best friend? You can tell me anything, any time. But deeply I would really like to shout that I don't want to hear it. You know why? Because it's killing me. I'...
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A few months back I parked in this same spot as we discussed your mistake. With tears in your eyes you told me you'd never hurt me like that again. You promised me. You never broke that promise. Instead I hurt you, in a different way. Who would've thought months later I'd be sitting here wondering if there will ever be an "us" again. Everyone is worried about me, and I can see it. My dad begged me not to hurt myself, and not to take anything. The truth is, I haven't even thought about it. The last time I took a tool to my skin you knew without even seeing. You could sense it. I promised you I wouldn't do it again. I won't break that. And I refuse to let myself stoop to the low of needing medicine that's not mine to take away the hurt. Maybe this is my karma for hurting you. I think I'm...
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Today, Sunday november 13th, made me think. It made me think about all of you, it made me think about myself.
I thought about the evanescence of my fursona, and the person that's behind it.
The first part of this letter is dedicated to you, my friends.
My days are, indeed, counted. Some of you already know this. I will eventually move on and leave the cove behind. And this day seems to come sooner than i hoped. It's a day of no return.
And we will all not return, some day. Some of us get banned. Some of us find another chatroom and some of us just quit the whole fandom.
It made me think. As superfical as it sounds, the answer is quite simple: I thank and love you all for the time I was able to spend with you*. When I turn around and look at the past, look at the way we went...
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i met you in 7th grade. we were good friends, i guess you could say. you would support me at my basketball games. i would look over in the stands and see you cheering me on.
i guess our problem was that we fell in love too young. we started dating the summer going into freshman year. you came to my house everyday, nearly, and we would hang out on the trampoline, swim in the pool, or ride a boat (or kiddie pool used as a boat) down the river. everything we done together was so much fun.
you made me the happiest girl on earth. we spent most of our time laughing and cuddling. we would fall asleep outside on the trampoline most nights, just watching the stars. i felt the happiest in your arms. you never failed to make me feel happy, or beautiful. with you, i always had a smile on my...
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This is my opinion, my ideas and only mine.
For everyone protesting the election. This is enough. The greatest thing about this country is FREEDOM. We have the right to burn the American Flag which disgusts me because of EVERYONE, all races, sexes and religions who have fought and died for our rights. You want to burn the symbol of freedom just because you lost an election???
What is the problem? You are the only ones entitled to an opinion and to elect the next president? Were you voting for Hillary because she was a woman or because you thought she was the right person for the job?
Think long and hard about the answer to that question because before you become offended, I am a middle-aged white, fairly well-educated woman and I didn't vote for her because I didn't...
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You,
It's been a year already, I moved on and I can confidently say that I am totally healed but I can still feel the guilt for living you behind. It is the right thing to do, we both know that. We also both know that you are just too weak to handle me. I can't live with a guy who is not even having his own decisions and dream in life... Well, yeah you have dreams but you are not even making a single step to reach it. You're just literally dreaming. I know I am being unfair but you know that I can't let anybody to hold me down. Not even you. I think, I did love you and I also think that I've been a good girlfriend to you. I have given you my all. I tried to convince myself that you are enough but truly, I know deeply that you are not. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for breaking your heart badly...
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You,
I do not exactly understand why you're thinking that way. You told me that you will be just "toxic" for me. You didn't even give me the chance. You just assumed.
It hurts me because you are all I ever wanted and I know somehow it crossed your mind that there could be an "us". You've always been so good to me. We shared a lot of things, experiences, even our own lives. Why can't you just drop it all those excuses and at least follow what your heart is telling you? Yes, I am like this... I am like that... but didn't you even realize? You are one of the reasons why I am reached all of these. You keep on slapping me the things that I achieved, but you're not even giving me the chance to at least achieve the man that I love.
Sometimes, I'm thinking how stupid these achievements...
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Listen.
I still love you. I've always loved you, from the second we sat next to each other in 1st period English. I loved you when all of our friends pooled our money to buy you the one Hetalia thing you wanted for Christmas. I loved you when you laughed and when you cried. I loved you when you brought me flowers you grew in you backyard and told me you loved me, and I remember loving you so much that I had a video prepared. It was me, playing guitar and singing a sappy love song I found on Youtube. I remember that the composer's name was Dodie Clark.
You were the first girl I admitted to myself that I loved after a childhood of catholic schools and normalcy. I feel like I should hate you for throwing me into a world of not knowing who I was and stress over if you loved me back. But...
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You know who you are.
He still has fears about cheating and he still looks back and is hurt of the thought of you cheating on him. You didn't deserve him. He would go out of the way for you and treat you like a princess but all you could do was be with other guys. He's a great person, an amazing boyfriend but above all that he's the most forgiving person I have met.
You aren't here anymore, you aren't part of his life anymore. I don't know what you are up to or how you are doing but I hope that the fact that you cheated on him stays with you forever. I hope that you never know what it feels like to be cheated on, because it hurts. I hope you are doing well and I hope you have everything you want.
He forgives you. I know he does. He regrets the relationship but he...
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