I can only pray that you read this but I'm sure you won't mainly cause you'll probably never find it.
For the last almost four years of my life you've affected me in many ways. Even though you weren't around for two of those years.
I just want you to know that every time I hear "our band" play no matter what the song is I start to cry. I will never forget the times we had together though they were short it made a very big impact on my life. The biggest question I have is "did you ever mean anything you ever said to me?" Unfortunately I will probably never have the answer to that question. Because after not hearing from you for two years you reappeared. I had you in my life again it was great. And those eight months went by so fast. I had you longer then, then when we were...
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It's been more two years. Two years since you left me for another. And yet I'm here, taking care of our two year old who doesn't even know she has a dad. I cry almost every night, wondering what I did wrong to make you leave me while I was 6 months pregnant. Wondering, if we found out I was having a boy, would you have stayed? I know you really wanted a boy. I cry, thinking what did our daughter do to deserve this? It's been more than two years... And I can't stop thinking about it. About you. I suffer from depression and anxiety now. I work three jobs and haven't gone out on a real date in two years. I take care of my girl. I do what I have to in order to survive. I can't believe after all this time, your still on my mind.
You broke me to the point I KNOW I'll never be the same.
You...
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It's been a minute since we've spoken. What were the lyrics from that Flyleaf Song "So I Thought"? "A year goes by, and I can't talk about it". I think I'm ready to try, to talk about it, I mean.
Do I start with how you lied to me? How about with the fact that you weren't just "not there" for me when you promised you would be, but you didn't even try to be the friend you said you were? Or maybe the fact that you blamed the sexual assault I endured on me? I gave you my heart - it was a bleeding, torn mess from my ex already, but when I care about someone I don't hold back my devotion for them. I was there for you at any hour if you needed a friend to listen, I encouraged you in all things you pursued, and I practically begged you to go back out with your ex even though we both knew how I...
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First off, I call you a boy (even though you were 20 at the time) because our whole relationship was childlike because of you. You strung me along until I lost sight of who I was. If you were a man, you would have ended it when you stopped having feelings for me. Sure, I should have known better; I don't blame you solely for the relationship, but I do blame you completely for that night.
Sure, I should have released all you wanted was a your stereotypical college booty call, but part of me hope you would change. If you would have gotten to know me, you would have learned that the first man I ever loved, my father, decided one day that I wasn't good enough to be his daughter. When we first started seeing each other, my parents were in the middle of a messy divorce that divided my...
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I want to start off by saying thank you. You led me down a long journey that was filled with laughs and memories. I will never forget all the good times we had and I hope you still have endless amounts in your life.
I fell for you when I first met you. You were quite and I knew there had to be more. When you opened up I realized who you were. Your humor could make any girl fall for you. You were strong when it came to what you wanted and the dreams you had and I admired that. You are one of the smartest people I know and I loved that about you.
When I met you I knew that you were going to change my life. I just wish I knew if it was going to be for better or worse. After I had just got out of another toxic relationship with the ever so common, “it’s not you, it’s me speech” you...
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You don't remember who I am, and you probably never will, given how careless you are. You'll never see this letter either so this really is just for me, but in case you do, just know that you are the lowest person I've ever met.
My mom bought Bella from you a couple months ago. She was so tiny and beautiful. You told my mom that she was a runt and that's why she was so small. Yeah, maybe there was something fishy about how you wanted to meet us at Walmart in the dead of night, but we didn't care because we were getting a brand new puppy!
After about a week, my mom knew she was not okay. We all did. I denied it because I had already fallen so deeply in love with her that if something happened, I would lose myself. The vet told us she was fine (the first time,) she just was tiny and not...
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Good morning,
I know last night was a long night, I can hardly remember what happened past the blur of me frantically trying to find a movie to distract the fact that you were yelling at me. You seem to be yelling at me a lot more lately, and over simple things that we never used to fight about. Last night you rudely reminded me of the time I accidentally kicked the dog. Does that really need to be something you have to yell at me about? And it doesn't stop there either, the night before that, you yelled at me because my socks didn't match. Seriously? Socks? When have we ever had a problem with socks?
But hey, every relationship has its flaws, no? I guess we're just the next step in the process. I hope you slept well last night though, I didn't get much sleep sadly. But at least you...
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A letter to the dog who changed my life on my first Christmas without you...
I remember it clearly, the day I met you. I was an excited 8 year old, gleefully surrounded by tiny Labrador puppies. This was a dream come true for an animal lover like me, and I could hardly believe it was happening. I could never have imagined how much you would mean to me, or how you would shape my life for 13 years.
I look back at the pictures now: you were a tiny puppy, I was a tiny girl. We were partners in crime from the moment we met. We would have races down Grannie’s garden (you would always win) and we’d hide in the den I made under a tree. We’d snuggle up on the kitchen floor under your blankets; we’d hang out and watch TV together. I’ll never forget the way you used to look at me, or the way...
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Dear Birth Parents who Gave me Up,
Hey, It's me. I don't think we know each other but I just wanted to check in with you. You've been on my mind lately, I don't know why. Maybe because I'm moving onto the next stage of my life and leaving the one where you gave me up. But it's fine, I'm thankful to you for it and I'm grateful to the parents who took me in. I'm 18 years old now. I'm graduating high school in a few short months. I have some hobbies now, real ones.
I know I was a baby when you left me. I know I was picked up by police and dropped at an orphanage. I actually visited the orphanage some years back and met my foster mother. She had me for an entire year before I was adopted by the best parents in the world. She cried, I don't remember her that much and I didn't really...
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To whom it may concern,
Look first things first let’s talk about your self image issues, you try so hard to make people who already love you, love you. You are the funniest person I know so that’s a plus. You are intense and to make things worse you are hyper aware of how insanely intense you are which only makes you more self conscious of it causing more problems.
You are messed up when it comes to issues of the heart, we all know this but we are patient and remember time heals nothing it just gets filled up with other things to care about along the way. Your worst fears may come true but relax you are still here and it’s going to be OK, learn to make the best of what you have.
Forgive yourself…for EVERYTHING, whats done is done and you can change nothing so embrace who these...
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