Part 1
Sweetheart,
Love. Forbidden fruit it was for me. I had vowed to myself never to take that bite. But i was, after all, only human.
I remember the day i first met you. The first time i sensed you watching me, i sensed your dislike for me. You didn't even know me, hell you hadn't even talked to me. I could see the dislike in your eyes. I guess you never intended to like me. I on the other hand, thought you were attractive than the others. Just a general opinion. Nothing harmful of course.
Fast forward two weeks and we're on talking terms. We say hi everyday. We're in the same group so we have to interact. You start to get to know me. You find out, to your immense surprise, that i'm not a freak like you thought i was. You even mention that in the time to come.
Forward...
Broken Hearts
Rest when you need to.
You are not melodramatic for staying in bed for three days.
You are not crazy just because you almost ran your car off the road.
You are just different now. Becoming.
I promise that you won’t have to hear that scream again. There will be a lot more screaming, don’t get me wrong — but no more of that primal, guttural sound that you couldn’t be sure had even come from you because you had never heard anything like that. You hadn’t known you were capable of creating sound like that.
This past year, you’ve found yourself capable of a lot of things you never previously imagined.
That was the sound of the breaking.
That was the sound of the beginning.
It feels like an ending to you now. And how could it not? It feels like an ending you’re not ready to...
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First off let me start by saying thank you for an amazing year and a half. You have truly made a huge impact on my life and I will never forget you. I am blessed to have met and loved you for as long as i have.
With that being said, let me explain myself...
-When I say I'm not happy, I don't mean that you do not make me happy. It's way deeper than that. It's like an emptiness that can't be filled. It's a never ending craving for something I cannot put my finger on. It's darkness that over rides your light.
-I'm not breaking up with you because of anything you did. You are perfect in my eyes honestly. I just can't do this anymore. I'm mentally and physically drained from trying to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I get too caught up in trying to make you and everyone...
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I have had plenty of friends come and go. Some hurt more than others, but I realize now it's for the best that we went our separate ways. Girl friendships can be complicated and drama filled and downright mean.
You, on the other hand, were the best friend I've ever had. You were my other half. We went on vacations together, saw each other every day, and we're constantly texting. Even when we were on each other's nerves I still loved you. We survived fights, moving away, and anything else that tried to separate us.
But I never loved you like you loved me. When you joked around about us getting married I laughed along but I knew there was a hint of seriousness in your voice. I established that what we had was strictly friendship, and you respected that.
But I could never stop...
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Dear you,
I hope you're doing well; I genuinely do. I want to begin with saying one thing: I'm writing this letter to find peace in myself. I'm not trying to hurt you or guilt you; I would never intentionally do either of those things. So let's begin.
We broke up what feels like a year ago, but it's only been a month I think. I remember you telling me that the thought of losing me petrified you. I guess that was a lie. I remember the first time you didn't say "I love you" back; I remember the knots that formed in my stomach and how I cried and screamed into my pillow that night. I remember when you wouldn't kiss me back that day at the park and how my heart sunk. I remember going to your house on March 13 knowing deep down that my heart was going to break. And it did.
You made...
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Basically you were my life, my entire world revolved around you. We were unstoppable, had plans to move together, went dancing and drinking, had plenty of nights watching AHS at 2 in the morning on the couch til one of us passed out.
I'm not going to sit here and cry and beg for you back. I definitely deserved to lose you. But I do want to thank you. Thank you for picking me up and driving me 2 hours just for me to spend the weekend with you. Thank you for taking everything and making it better. Thank you for being so amazing and helping me keep my head up. Thank you for listening to me while I cried over some loser you said didn't deserve me.
I love you. Still to this day, you mean the world to me and I hope that you are happy. Maybe I'll see you again someday and I'll be able to...
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Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Writing you this letter to understand where I was and where I am now.
1. The lie and the truth, all in one.
I wanted to write this letter but didn’t know where to start. I’ll start with the day that ended us to this day. One of the hardest days I have ever gone through. Losing someone to death is easier to cope with then what happened to us. So many times I hear quotes about best friends and even love, which makes me think of us. Don’t get me wrong not in a romantic way but the in-separation, the bond that lasts a life time. To say we are happy where we are in life is a lie, we both know it. Where our lives are at is wonderful but the road we took to get here wasn’t. We should have walked it together and carried each other when needed. Instead we both took...
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First of all, I want to say, thank you. Thank you for attempting to ruin my life so desperately the way you always did. Thank you for intentionally, falsely accusing me of horrid things that you cooked up in your own twisted mind, and then taking the time to pathetically try to convince everyone that they were true. Thank you for the hateful words and insults that derived solely from your own bitterness, jealousy, insecure/anti-social personality, and broken heart. But most of all, thank you for helping me realize that you're the one who needs help, not me. No matter how hard you tried to make it seem that way. And I am truly sorry if I have ever done anything that has hurt you in any way because I take no pleasure in bringing others down, unlike you. It hurts me to hurt others. So I...
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It's funny that's what I call you... you and I probably have two completely different ideas of who I am nowadays. We haven't talked in a very long time, and for good reason. All we ever did was fight for months until finally you put an end to it as best you could. So I realize it's odd for me to come out with this letter all of a sudden. The reason I write this is not to apologize, or try to fix anything. No, this is as shattered as a glass hitting the floor. We've picked up the pieces and tossed them out a long time ago. There's nothing left to fix. The reason I write this is to finally give you the truth. Being free from the chaos surrounding us has given me a lot of clarity, something I didn't have years ago. I'm sure you have no interest in listening to me, but I wouldn't write...
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Dear -Insert Name-,
When I first met you, I would've never thought you would've had such a big influence on my life. You made me so happy for so long- many moments that I'll never forget. I remember reading a blog someone posted, about how their biggest fear was someone falling out of love with them, for simply the same reasons they fell in love with them. When I first read that I was shaken. I didn't realize at the time I read the blog, the reason it shook me so much is because that was exactly what was happening between us: those silly habits of mine that you fell in love with were now things that made you cringe. We began to have many differences and even more disagreements about those differences.
I can't put all the blame on you for the failure of our relationship; because I...
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