Broken Hearts

Jagiyah... (Korean) honey, sweetie, love, darling. Used between couples in a relationship to address each other. Normally used by younger couples (old generation does not use this phrase), and can be between unmarried or married couples. It can be addressed to both men and women. What this word means to me... hmmm. You. The one I spent 5 years with. Calling you this meant that you were someone very close to me. Someone who held my heart in their soft hands, caressing it to soften and live. Not just to live, but to love. Could you ever have dreamt, or imagined we'd be together for 5 years? I called you this, because babe, baby, honey, bae, and everything else that is used nowadays just didn't mean it the way jagiyah does. It's my korean side that took over... But the fact...
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Dear Nanny, I think of you every single day, so, so many times a day. There is a hole in my heart and has been ever since the day you went to Heaven, that hole will not ever be filled. The more days that pass the more hurt I feel living without you. They say, "Time heals all wounds...", in my case, time seems to have given me more and more wounds that never heal.
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Listen Boy, I see you everyday. Each day, I pretend that you don't exist. Each day I wake up feeling dreadful, knowing that I'll have to see your face. I dread the time when I'll know you've entered the room. No matter how much I try otherwise, I always know it. I feel it every time. I can smell it. The toughest time is when we each other and smile through pursed lips. We smile on the outside, but I can see the sadness in your eyes; I know you can see it in my eyes too. You also see hurt in my eyes. I know that eats you up. God knows I have no intention to make you feel guilty. You broke my heart; it was me who gave you that choice. And every time I turn back from you, I pray in my heart, to never have to see you again. Yet I wake up every day, knowing that what is coming is my...
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To the girls that “Friendzone” the Good Guys, You are some of the nicest people that men will ever meet in today's society, but you seem to always go for the the men that treat you the worst and when you’re told what he is doing or wanting to do you blow us off and say “That not true,” or “You’re just saying that so I will break up with him,” etc. The thing is you are the best thing that would ever happen to those guys but you are not the best thing that had happened to them. Most of the time you girls are the smartest and prettiest girls us good guys know but when to guys you seem pretty ignorant when it come to his intentions Have you considered that we might actually care about your well being and your happiness? If only a few of you have then you are the real keepers, as a...
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Part 1 Sweetheart, Love. Forbidden fruit it was for me. I had vowed to myself never to take that bite. But i was, after all, only human. I remember the day i first met you. The first time i sensed you watching me, i sensed your dislike for me. You didn't even know me, hell you hadn't even talked to me. I could see the dislike in your eyes. I guess you never intended to like me. I on the other hand, thought you were attractive than the others. Just a general opinion. Nothing harmful of course. Fast forward two weeks and we're on talking terms. We say hi everyday. We're in the same group so we have to interact. You start to get to know me. You find out, to your immense surprise, that i'm not a freak like you thought i was. You even mention that in the time to come. Forward...
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Rest when you need to. You are not melodramatic for staying in bed for three days. You are not crazy just because you almost ran your car off the road. You are just different now. Becoming. I promise that you won’t have to hear that scream again. There will be a lot more screaming, don’t get me wrong — but no more of that primal, guttural sound that you couldn’t be sure had even come from you because you had never heard anything like that. You hadn’t known you were capable of creating sound like that. This past year, you’ve found yourself capable of a lot of things you never previously imagined. That was the sound of the breaking. That was the sound of the beginning. It feels like an ending to you now. And how could it not? It feels like an ending you’re not ready to...
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First off let me start by saying thank you for an amazing year and a half. You have truly made a huge impact on my life and I will never forget you. I am blessed to have met and loved you for as long as i have. With that being said, let me explain myself... -When I say I'm not happy, I don't mean that you do not make me happy. It's way deeper than that. It's like an emptiness that can't be filled. It's a never ending craving for something I cannot put my finger on. It's darkness that over rides your light. -I'm not breaking up with you because of anything you did. You are perfect in my eyes honestly. I just can't do this anymore. I'm mentally and physically drained from trying to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I get too caught up in trying to make you and everyone...
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I have had plenty of friends come and go. Some hurt more than others, but I realize now it's for the best that we went our separate ways. Girl friendships can be complicated and drama filled and downright mean. You, on the other hand, were the best friend I've ever had. You were my other half. We went on vacations together, saw each other every day, and we're constantly texting. Even when we were on each other's nerves I still loved you. We survived fights, moving away, and anything else that tried to separate us. But I never loved you like you loved me. When you joked around about us getting married I laughed along but I knew there was a hint of seriousness in your voice. I established that what we had was strictly friendship, and you respected that. But I could never stop...
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Dear you, I hope you're doing well; I genuinely do. I want to begin with saying one thing: I'm writing this letter to find peace in myself. I'm not trying to hurt you or guilt you; I would never intentionally do either of those things. So let's begin. We broke up what feels like a year ago, but it's only been a month I think. I remember you telling me that the thought of losing me petrified you. I guess that was a lie. I remember the first time you didn't say "I love you" back; I remember the knots that formed in my stomach and how I cried and screamed into my pillow that night. I remember when you wouldn't kiss me back that day at the park and how my heart sunk. I remember going to your house on March 13 knowing deep down that my heart was going to break. And it did. You made...
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Basically you were my life, my entire world revolved around you. We were unstoppable, had plans to move together, went dancing and drinking, had plenty of nights watching AHS at 2 in the morning on the couch til one of us passed out. I'm not going to sit here and cry and beg for you back. I definitely deserved to lose you. But I do want to thank you. Thank you for picking me up and driving me 2 hours just for me to spend the weekend with you. Thank you for taking everything and making it better. Thank you for being so amazing and helping me keep my head up. Thank you for listening to me while I cried over some loser you said didn't deserve me. I love you. Still to this day, you mean the world to me and I hope that you are happy. Maybe I'll see you again someday and I'll be able to...
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