This is a little hard to write because I'm not sure if he's with the same girl he just was with back in December. If he is with another girl hopefully it's because the last one wiser up and saw he will never change.
But to whoever is holding his hand now I want to say you're a lucky woman because he treated me so great it almost seemed untrue and then it did become untrue when I found out he was sending pictures of his dick to one of my friends whom I went to school with at the time. If it wasn't for that I'd say he was one of the greatest man I ever dated and there's so many days I wish things could've went differently maybe if I hadn't have hitched a ride from my ex and his mom to the fair that night maybe he wouldn't have broke up with me but the more I think about it he might have just been waiting for an opportunity an excuse to break up with me.
He ignored me for a whole month after that and then we'd see each other on and off behind his parents back because according to him they didn't want us dating because of me being under age and because of his crazy ex-girlfriend whether that was true or not I'm sure I'll never know. And the last time I had heard from him was April 2013. Just a little over three months from my 18th birthday he dropped all contact with me. And almost 2 years later to the exact date he reappears and starts talking to me again.
At this point I have someone and so does he but that didn't stop either of us from talking and seeing each other a few times for the next eight months. And again I'm not sure if you're the same girl or if you're a different girl so I'll put it in perspective as every time I asked him about her he always told me she got on his nerves and he was tired of the shit and the whole 9 yards stuff but yet he would never leave her, but chose to cheat on her with me and then I found out from his stepmom quite a few other girls too.
And hearing that from his stepmom shouldn't have broke my heart because I wasn't his girlfriend, but indeed it did crush me because he had lied to me. Here I was thinking it was just me and her and here it was me, her and the term his mother use was "15 other women" Now I don't know if she was exaggerating or not but knowing him she probably wasn't.
I remember it being about a month or two after him and I started talking I told him I was afraid to talk to him because I was afraid I'd fall in love with him again and I don't want to fall for him if I wasn't going to be caught and he told me "Mackenzie I love you and I will catch you when you fall."
And guess what I landed straight on the cold hard ground like I did back in September 2012 and April 2013.
I'm only hoping that he's different now with you and doesn't hurt you like you did me or if he already has I'm so sorry that I couldn't get to you in time to warn you but if you're anything like me when ex-girlfriend's try to warn you about him most times you think she's just jealous and she just wants you to be gone and so you ignore her but I've come to learn that the few boyfriend's I've had whos ex-girlfriend's did try to warn me there are usually right and I just wished I would have listened to some of them and I just wish I would've had a ex girlfriend of Chris's to save me from him before I would've started dating him.
But then sometimes I think to myself "I don't regret what happened. if I had known he would dump me only after a short month I'd do it all again because out of the many many boyfriends i've had, he's the only one that ever had such a big effect on my life and ever meant so much to me."
I wish you both the best of luck
