You Bastard!

Dear LC... It's time I talk to you about what you did to my future the first night you decided 11 year old me was who 16 year old you wanted. I am torn between thank you and f you. Torn between tears, anger, frustration, numbness, forgiveness. I have had years to forget what it was like to be afraid to fall asleep, afraid Id feel your hand brush upon my skin. I have had time to move on with my life, but how do you move on from losing a part of yourself? So, please forgive what may become babbling and ranting as I write you one final letter: I stayed awake for hours the night I met you. I couldnt believe I'd be getting to spend time with someone who brought such joy to my life. You knew how to make me laugh and it was then that I knew laughter would be the key to my heart. Time passed...
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Lettre à un gros CON qui l'a toujours été et qui le sera toujours. Les hommes ne changent pas, je me souviens lorsque tu étais gamin, comment tu te comportais : irrespectueux, moqueur toujours à se foutre de la gueule des gens et jamais on ne savait pas s'il fallait te prendre au sérieux ou pas, bref tu avais le degré d’intelligence d'un gamin attardé, je n'ose pas dire trisomique par respect pour les personnes atteintes de cette maladie, eux ne l'ont pas choisi mais toi tu as choisi d'être un imbécile toute ta vie. On s'était perdu de vu une bonne vingtaine d'années, et c'était tant mieux, et puis un jour tu es réapparu demandant de reprendre contact avec moi sur Viber puis sur Facebook. Mes nombreuses enseignements dans la vie m'ont appris certaines leçons et je savais que je...
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When we first met, I had a crush on you. Every time you looked at me and talked to me I got butterflies. I was 9 years old. I was a child with a crush on an older boy and you took advantage of that. You were supposed to be like a brother to me but the things you did to me were not brotherly. When you had your hand down my pants with a blanket over us so no one would know what was really happening; that was not brotherly. Things like this happened but it never went further. Until one day it did. We were in your basement and you had me locked in the closet with you. I was screaming as you pulled down my pants. You put your hand over my mouth so no one would hear my screams for help. I clawed at your hand but you were so much bigger than me. You said if I promised not to scream you would...
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You know I'm a private person. Behind my happy, open book attitude lies a woman who prefers to deal with troubled times at home, behind closed doors, sort of speak. So it was no surprise that when I asked to divorce you 4 1/2 yrs ago, I didn't go around telling people about your continuous verbal and emotional abuse as you threw temper tantrum after temper tantrum about being let go. And while eventually you found a new person whom you should have loved and cared for, the only constant the girls and I have had in the last 41/2 years is your obsession with me.
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You are probably thinking you've done nothing wrong, that she's perfectly fine with the way you treat her. Just because she doesn't speak up, doesn't mean she's fine with it. You are taking advantage of a girl who not only would turn down other men for you, but wouldn't stop to tell you, that you are constantly tearing her down. She doesn't want to see you go, why? Because you've been that fake knight in shining armor for her. You pretend that you love her, just to keep your head above the game. She's going to let you do it too, because love can blind her, take away the ability to see the wrong. You're lucky, not because you're getting away with breaking her heart. You're lucky because she gave you her heart. You don't deserve it, I'm not the type to judge someone else's...
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There are many of you. Some of you know me. Some of you don’t. You don’t know each other, but you all have something in common. You have had sex with my husband while he was married to me. Some of you were one night stands. He told elaborate tales of how he had just come back from war. In reality he was living off of me at the time and had never deployed and got kicked out of the Air Force after three years because he had a hard time following orders. Some of you knew me. He spun tall tales about how I was mean to him. In reality, I did everything for him. He contributed nothing. He couldn’t even get himself to work on time and would get angry when I woke him in the mornings. I knew he flirted, but I wanted so desperately to believe that his words were true. “I would...
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To the boy who broke my soul by publicly humiliating me in the most personal way. Sharing the pictures of sandwiches and comparing them to my woman parts has scarred me in more ways than you could ever imagine. I couldn't eat I couldn't sleep for weeks, maybe months. I just kept replaying those pictures, words, your friends all laughing on social media. It's been a year and I still hate myself. I will never look at myself the same. I can't enjoy sleeping with my boyfriend for the fear he is grossed out touching me, seeing me, thinking about me. It makes me tear up everytime afterward. I can't even bring it up to him because I'm too embarrassed. You've ruined me and the view of myself. It's lead to seeing all the flaws in my body. It makes me physically sick. I feel ugly. My chest gets...
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My Open Letter To The #Stanfordrapist, His Father and Judge Aaron Persky: Dear #BrockAllenTurner #DanTurner #JudgeAaronPersky I’ve been raped and sexuatlly assaulted, two of those times I was unconscious. These gross acts were done by people I knew. I was sexuatlly assaulted by a family member when I was a kid on a family vacation, not even a teenager at that age and hadn’t even had my first period. I caught them in the act when I awoke to them leaving my bedside. And afterward I couldn’t sleep…for years and still till this day at soon to be 30 years old. For about 20 years now I haven’t been able to sleep. All I could think about, was when I closed my eyes, apparently my body no longer belonged to me. Someone thought it was OK to do things to it while I was unconscious. Sleep now...
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You don't deserve an opening line. You destroyed my life since I was 8 years old. I was a child, whether I was your biological child or not, I was a helpless child. While you never laid a hand on me, the emotional scars you left, were quite possibly worse. When I witnessed you abuse my mom, starting at a young age, that burned holes in my soul. I will never forget the night you dragged my mom down the stairs by her hair, when you got to the bottom you choked her. I will never get that image out of my brain even if I burned it with bleach. I thought that was the worst of it, little did I know. This went on for years and years. I watched you abuse her countless times, and while you never touched me, your words that you would say to me were worse than poison. As I have aged...
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Dear All, I'd name you all, but I fear I would run out of room. I'd like to think you would see this, read it all, and know I'm talking about you. But you won't. You were nasty, nasty people. Eight years, you put me through hell. You didn't all know each other - I think you'd all get along swimmingly, encouraged by a mutual dislike of me. You suit each other, I guess. When I was eleven, some of you told me to kill myself. One of you threw a pencil in my eye like a javelin and nearly blinded me. Most of you called me ugly, fat. You teased my clothes, my hair. You laughed because I was intelligent. That was the first half of you, which continued until I was fourteen. Then came the rest of you. The names got worse as we grew older. You mocked me on social media and made...
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