You Bastard!

A thank you To the guy who thought he broke me: Thank you..... Thank you for breaking my heart Thank you for cheating on me and hiding it for so long Thank you for leaving me out of the blue Thank you for leaving me with questions unanswered Thank you for making me come to terms with reality THANK YOU!!!! There is this saying that "if you lose someone, but find yourself, you won" At this point I am proud to say that I have won Well here we are months after I thought life would not carry on. At the time I thought you were the only one who could make me happy, and make life fun. I have come to learn that I am beautiful girl with an even more beautiful heart. I never ever deserved to be treated and dogged up the way you did to me. You did me wrong, but I have come...
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Men were asked “Why do you fear women?” and they answered “Because we are afraid they will laugh at us.” Women were asked “Why do you fear men?” and they answered “Because we are afraid they will kill us.” I am a survivor of “sexual assault” as people are so politely phrasing it now days. Sexual Assault…what does that actually mean? What that really means for me is that I have been kidnapped, gang raped and sodomized by three men. What that means is that l I have been incested by a relative. What that means is as a child, when I would go to visit my friend; her pedophile father would sit across the table from me and try to force me to touch him. What that means is that when I would walk home from visiting my friend, and another equally frightening and creepy neighborhood...
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Okay, real talk here. I'm sure you're a very nice person. But stop looking at me every time the racial wealth gap is mentioned. Seriously. Because when you look at me, the rest of the class looks at me, and I hate that. The racial wage gap doesn't even affect me or my family. Both of my parents are in well paying jobs. It's the gender wage gap that affects me, and, well, that hasn't come up yet. If it did, at least not everyone in the entire room would be looking specifically at me. I'm not an exotic beauty from foreign lands, ok? I'm a second gen half-Pinoy girl who's never even left America. No, I dont say prayers in other languages, and if I'm speaking another language around you it probably means that I'm cussing you out for being racist. Actually, there's a second person I'd like...
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It's been three years and here I am still trying to convince myself I'm happy. Asking myself everyday when I'll give another man the time of day because I'm deathly afraid of them thanks to you. I want to thank you for showing me how easily trust can be broken, also for showing me the person who was supposed to protect me could so easily fail me, and that I'm the only person who can truly protect me. I endured three painful years of physical and emotional abuse. Every no I screamed, every punch, every slap, every push, every bruise, and every scar I've suffered from your hands has made me who I am today. Every tear I cried made me stronger than I could have ever imagined. I so vividly remember that night and the clothes I was wearing, you didn't even let me get through the door...
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You always did have a problem with hearing "no". You were entitled and you had to get what you wanted. I just ignored the red flags like I always do because I like to see the good in people but it has never backfired like this. It was the summer I was 16. I had been with my girlfriend (who I still think was amazing) for two years, I had the best group of friends that I could ever ask for, and I was staying with my sweet grandma because she needed a little extra help being taken care of. I did have a history with depression but my life was going great at that moment in time. Then one night changed everything. You wanted to hang out so I asked my grandma and she decided to go to my aunts to give us some room because it wasn't a huge apartment. I don't remember what else happened that...
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Dear Dad, Fuck you. Your psychological, emotional, and verbal abuse has haunted me everyday since I last spoke to you 3 years ago. You have permanently altered how I perceive myself. I'm sorry I'm not skinny and fit. I'm sorry I get excited about eating good food. I'm sorry that you feel like I have failed you as a daughter. Though you won't admit it, I know you are thinking it. Thank you though for letting me know how disgusted you were by my body weight. We all can't have a gymnast's body forever. "Lose 15 pounds if you want a sweet sixteen and you can't invite black people. Wait how much do you weigh? 140? Jesus Christ. Ok maybe 20 pounds." Not only was that racist comment utterly sickening, but thanks for saying all of that really loudly in the crowded JC Penney's while...
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Dear laws: Do you think your correct , is it right to make drugs that actually kill legal and drugs that improve the body illegal, for example marijuana vs cigarettes. Cigarettes do harm to their user cause them to die early and making their life a living hell, by causing lung problems and can actually take years off your life. Do you feel proud about that? You have been corrupts for so long especially in my country ,isn't america supposed to be the land of the free yet were not allowing freedom at all. States should be allowed to create their own laws without having to ask permission of the congress. Now laws, let's get on a drug that has major controversy “marijuana”. This drug has not serious harmful effect on the body and actually helps the body and can cure or treat major...
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We've all seen it, or had some experience with a girl dating a guy who won't leave. She shares how awful and miserable the relationship is and frequently says how she wants to leave him, yet, she stays. One day I googled "signs of abusive relationships". There was an article listing 13 signs, and my face turned bright red as I realized that I experienced each and everyone of those signs. So my story begins. On December 21, 2012, my life changed forever. The date 12/21/12 was noted by the Mayans as the date the world would end. I remember watching news anchors covering the story as nothing happened. Little did I know by accepting your request to be your girlfriend, the world itself wasn't going to end, but it was my own world that would come very close. Now onto you, you...
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Dear pain, You came into my life about 2 years ago and you ruined it. You made me feel alone and angry. Tired and depressed. You told me i was nobody and that I didn’t deserve to be amongst the living. You made me feel like God wasn’t there. If I can recall you did tell me that I had no God and you told me that you would even show me that my God wasn’t real. Yea, you really did think you had some big a** balls but you didn’t. You danced all around my life and took me through the craziest amusement park and made me get on every single damn ride. You forced me , I cried and hollered and begged for you to let me off but you didn’t you thought it was funny and you laughed right in my face. You put so much of you in me and you burned me and left scars all over me, and you told me I...
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Dear Romantic love, You know you are not what I thought you were. Where are all the romantic walks down the beach, the warm sand and the cold breeze people should feel while hand in hand with the significant other? Where are all the fun times we should have in the movie theatre? Where is the always and forever? All that I see is you providing us with heart breaks. Broken promises and lies are the only things you show us. Leading on is your favourite game, ruining friendship, bonds and breaking trust is your Hobby. So why is it that you come to our lives? Is it just some sick game for you to see us suffer. I've watched as you destroy my best friend’s heart, you broke it into millions of pieces right after your concept of “Togetherness till eternity” was promised to her. My friend...
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