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You. You forced me to choose. Why is that? After everything I did...I helped you find a place to live. I let you drive my car. I loaned you money for rent and bills you "just couldn't pay" that month (yet you were able to buy yourself a new smartphone.) I found love. I found someone who thought I was beautiful inside and out...I found someone who completed me. Yes, you were my best friend...and you had your flings, and I didn't judge...and you would leave me all the time for your one night stands...you would ditch me to be with whats-his-face...Sergio? I think that was his name. Didn't he have a girlfriend while he was with you? I'm getting off topic here. When my boyfriend proposed to me, I told you about it. I was so excited for you to be part of this new chapter in my life....
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Here it goes... Dear Shane, I would like to start my letter by saying I do miss you lot and everyday I never missed a day not thinking of your well being and how I wish I could have save a part of me to remind you that I always wanted to be your friend. I am better person now because I slowly did everything things what I told you before I left Ireland. I got myself a place so in future my parents have their retirement home that I said I would do. I had challenge myself to my certification like how I mentioned it to you. You probably think by now I should have just let go and have forgotten everything about you. That I cannot do. I still think that it was never a waste to have met you. I do regret kissing you. I do regret making love to you. I do regret loving you as a lover...
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It’s kinda ironic, isn’t it? How you can call someone your best friend for so many years and the next thing you know, they’re your worst enemy. Instead of remembering you as my other half, I now just think of you as the best friend who broke my heart. I’ll never understand how someone can treat another person so cruelly. You constantly put me down and hurt my feelings. If I was wearing something you didn’t like, you’d let me know. The worst thing was, you always blamed me. Everything was my fault, and you almost convinced me that I was the bad friend, and that I was the problem. It took me many years to see it, but I’ve finally realized I’m not the issue, you are. All of the hurtful things you’ve said about me, behind my back and over text message. Would you have said all of those cruel...
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Who would have ever thought we would have become so close like we did?! Before i truly got to know you i honestly thought you were a bit "special" just the way you spoke to people, woman in general was a little odd. But i was going through my own stuff back then and was rather judgmental, I sure wasn't the person i am today. I can still remember the very first time we truly meet with out having a lot to drink, I had just moved into my new house and you were on your way home and stopped in.. You sat on top of my tv cabinet and we just talked, from then on the friendship started one that i will never forget. You would pop over in your free time, we would just hang out eat (cook together), have a drink or watch some crapping tv, it never seemed to matter what we did.. I guess because we...
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 Dear friend,  Thank you. I guess that’s how I really want to start this off (since this is a thank you letter to you). We have been through many things together and no matter what, you have never left my side. Through highs and lows I have never questioned where I stood in your life and that is something I am always grateful for.  Going through the hardest time in my life has opened my eyes to the people that are going to be here for me in the long run, and I don’t think I would be able to go through this without you. I have come to realize that I don’t need anyone in my life who does not want to be here and I’ve finally been able to accept that thanks to you. You have taught me so much and I am so thankful for that. I am thankful for you. You are a constant in my life that I know...
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Hi, I’m just going to be blunt. Leave. If you don’t wanna stay in my life, go, please, for both of us. Don’t let me get attached to you. Don’t let me put my energy into something that in the end is going to disappoint me. I can be naïve, I try and think the best in people, I will give you the benefit of the doubt. To my detriment, people like you have made me more wary of the good in this world. I only want to be surrounded by people who value and treasure my friendship as much as I treasure theirs. I know I am not perfect, I can be moody and difficult but I want the same acceptance, love, and support that it seems you give so unconditionally to everyone else and that I have given to you. And no, I don’t need it from you if it isn’t genuine. That’s my point, I have others giving it to me...
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I would like to start this by saying it is difficult for me to write these things. For a long time, I felt like I never had support or anyone to take what I am about to say seriously. It affected me to the point where I had to get up and leave my home state. I wish there was an easy way to do this, I wish my ex partner could just come out and apologize to me, be open about the things he has done, and be accountable. Unfortunately, this hasn't happened, and here we are. Around the time of late February/Early March 2011, I had hung out with Sturgeon from Leftover Crack about 3 or 4 times. Once was at a show that his band played, and later that night in his hotel room. I spent the night there but in a separate bed. I later went home that morning by myself. The last time I hung...
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I have an overly caring heart. Ive had people take advantage of that. Its hurt. Its been heart breaking and its made me care for people who dont deserve it. Maybe i didnt realize it at the time, but i should have noticed the signs of someone taking advantage of me. Im the friend thats there for you at 3am if you need me. Im the friend that took up for you when you were to afraid to, even when i was afraid. Im not really sure why i care so much for people or try to find the good in them, its just a gift and a curse ive always had. Ive had those friends that used me. I probably still do and just dont realize it. They were the friend that only talked to me when they needed something. Can i have a ride somewhere? Can i borrow 5 bucks? I would usually always say yes. When i stuck up for you...
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No words in the English language can accurately describe my love for you. You have become one of the biggest influences in my life, and I couldn’t be happier that I get to call you my best friend. You have taught me that it’s okay to love myself and be confident-you are the reason I am who I am today. But on those nights where I just didn’t feel like I was ever enough, you were the one who I ran to, and you never hesitated to take me in and make me realize I was enough for you, which was all that mattered. I’ve never laughed so uncontrollably to the point of hyperventilation with anyone else but you, and I want to keep it that way. I love how you still listen to my problems even when they sound like a broken record, and I love how you come up with different advice each time. You are,...
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About a month ago, I lost a friend, a friend that I had gotten to know pretty well over the summer. He was the kind of person that I thought to myself in the first few weeks of knowing him, "He is so kind to everyone even when you can tell he's having a rough day. And his spirit, his spirit is full of life and happiness. I want to surround myself with people like that. I want to have that spirit." My friend made an impact on me before I got to even to call him a friend. I went back to school in the fall and then life got in the way. I didn't see my friend. I got endless facebook messages about coming and visiting and taking the boat out but I just didn't and couldn't leave. With coaching and practice and school, it was nearly impossible. But that's what gets me... nearly....
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