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You walked up to me today. 3 months after I blocked you on every social media platform and my phone, you actually walked up to me and asked me "Why?". You claimed that if you had decided to stop being friends with me, out of respect for our 8 year friendship, you would have at least told me why. You want to know why I can't be your friend anymore...Here it is. You hurt me. You emotionally abused me. Your narcissism really took a toll on our friendship. You are toxic and we are incompatible as friends. You never take responsibility for your mistakes. You always play the victim. I could no longer just stand there and let you ruin your own life and the lives of those around you. So I eliminated myself from your life. I didn't want to argue about it. You are not worth my time. I...
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Right now you are walking on a tightrope. Above you is where you feel at ease, where you are high, where for just the moment you can take you mind off this world. Below you is where it all ends. Where each person you’ve known gets the phone call, where you’ve been removed from our lives in an instant, where we are left wondering what we could have done. You have demons inside you. As you walk on this tightrope they pull from all sides. On the right they pull to being alone, and afraid, and they tell you “just one more time can’t hurt”. These demons tell you things that were tucked back into the corners of your brain. They tell you right and up are the only directions you can go. They tell you must balance and walk this line until your feet are bleeding and blistered. Their voices...
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I have a late night conversation with the pillow you gave me, he tells me about my dreams and I tell him about everything and especially you! I love late night conversations, late night walk and late night snacks. And for some reason everything is better at night, I don't know why, I just love it but I guess, it is because some of my loving family, dearest friends and foes have time for me, for some walk, for some snacks and for the best part of the night, good conversations. I guess everyone may agree that it saddens us if we don't have anyone to talk about how our day went, someone that we can talk to. About last night, one of my dearest friend called me on the phone. We talked a lot and lasted for a long time and when we ended our convo, it just happened that this time My friend...
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The day we met we instantly became friends, that was about 10 years ago, we were in the 8th grade. In the 10 years I've spent with you as my bestfriend we've had ups and downs but we never let that get in the way of our friendship, I think the longest we ever went without talking was less then a month because we couldn't not be around each other. You are one of the most important people in my life and not because youve been my best friend for 10 years, but because you've never left my side when things got hard or when other girls didn't like me. You've always had my back but knew how to tell me when I was wrong. Through the years you've known about my struggles with addiction and you never made me feel like I was less of a person because of it. You've held me countless times while I...
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Thank you for every laugh and smile we had. When we met I was in a dark place and I had no idea how to get out. I struggled leaving my house. The one time I was brave enough to go outside I met some pretty cool people. I could feel the confidence radiating from you. You picked me up when I was lost and helpless. And I’ll always remember that. I was shown that even though I had something awful happen to me, I was still me and would come back with my bat swinging. It took a few months for me to really give in and trust. But arms were always open and welcoming. You helped me grow as a person and taught me many lessons. Some of us may no longer be friends, and we may not talk much; but I wanted to say thank you for finding my broken self and helping me put it all back together.
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Just last weekend, I was sitting in the living room at a family function when a few of my aunts and my mom pranced into the room. They started to friendly ask me questions, how was school, any boyfriend yet, all of those types of questions, you know. Then aunt Mary said, “You’re going to college right sweetie?” My mom replied before me, “Of course she is.” Then right after, aunt Karen asked, “So, well whaddya wanna study then?” And I couldn’t really think of anything. It made me realize well I don’t know. So that’s what I said, “I’m not sure yet.” “Aww, really?” was vocalized in semi-patronizing voices. Later that night I started to think a lot about this. So whadda I wanna study then? Erin wants to start her own little clothing boutique. John’s going off to...
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Hey baby girl! You are my best friend and you mean the world to me. You've helped me through so much and you've never given up on me. You know when I am upset and you make sure I get better and not worse. You care about my feelings and you listen to what I say. You know when I need you. You never ignore me because you know I need help and someone to talk to. When we first met, I wasn't so sure about you but now I know I want to be friends with you forever and ever. I could not and will not live a day without you by my side..Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thanks for being by my side every step of the way. Thanks for helping me through some tough stuff!!! I love you so very much, baby girl!!!1
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To the friend who got away, You’re gone from my life. I’m not sure if you’ll ever return. But before that let me go back to the beginning. I still remember the first time I met you and how anxious and nervous I was to meet someone that I felt like I had a connection to after talking for so long. I still remember how I was more eager than you were to meet and how I was barely settled in and you wanted to come over. I remember texting my best friend and freaking out because what if I said something stupid? What if you hated me and I wasn’t good enough? But you came and I was okay. I was glad I got it over with. From here, it could only go up. I counted the days and I saw you for the first 18 days of the semester. I think after thought I knew you’d be around a lot. As each day passed we...
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Hey Alright, so, im gonna make you a long message again, and hopefully this will be the last time. I dont wanna bore you with too much shit you know hehe. Remember when we first started talking, like really started talking. It was when you wanted to donate and you were desparate enough to trust someone you never know, nor never even talked to that much. I remember too, how you told me about the extra pbp Dorin gave you and how, you asked me not to tell anyone, and how you asked me to be there in ren discord voice just cause you can talk to Dorin about the that stuff. I'm really confused that how can someone like you, easily like trust me even though most of your friends hate me especially Demon. Through that you earned my respect, and tru though honestly i didnt trust you, i decided...
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Hey:) Freshman year homecoming dance. I regret wondering off when we got inside. All these years later I STILL feel bad about it. Truth is I liked you and I was trying to play it cool. That was lame I'm sorry. Regardless, glad I found you in the last five minutes.
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