Friends

I went to the hospital today. I walked in not knowing what to expect. I almost didn't go. I didn't want to make it about me. Because it's not about me, it is about all of those lost souls who could not find the will to keep going. I'm not angry at you, I'm the opposite of angry. I can't find the word to describe how I feel. Because there isn't one word that can describe the puzzle going on inside of me. I know what that feeling is, to feel like there is nothing left. An emptiness that splits you open causing a pressure so strong that feeling and emotion are no longer there. This sense of urgency to make it all stop. Maybe if you knew that sometimes it's okay to feel like this, you would still be with us. When I held your hand it was still warm and I became hopeful that this wasn't...
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We all walked into the dorm for the very first time freshman year and questions were racing through our minds. These questions were as simple as "How do I decorate my room" all of the way to "I wonder who I will become friends with in this place". We all may not having started in the same dorm, or the same year, but little did I know somehow this journey would lead me to you. We've all heard over and over again that college is the place, the place where we will make the friendships that last us a lifetime. Did any of us think twice about this statement freshman year? How and where would we meet these forever friends? We still held onto our high school friendships that were made, and most would surely fade. There are a lucky few that stay close after high school, but high school is...
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