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Hey, Boo. It’s weird I can’t call you that anymore. I miss you like crazy, I want to hate you but I can’t. It really hurt when you abandoned me. But it hurt worse when you pretended to care only to turn around and relay everything I said to him. I’ll probably never talk to you again and that really sucks. Remember our plan to finally meet in person next year? I do. What about building houses right next to each other and raising our families together? Those dreams were just fantasy. I miss us staying up hella late and talking about anything. Or watching our shows together. Did you hear about The L Word coming back? All I wanted to do was text you freaking out about it. But I stopped myself. I’m sorry for what was said and I’m sorry if I’m the reason you chose his side. I know I...
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To those about to read this.. Why do we not talk about friend breakups?! I feel as though they are worse than an actual relationship. I don't know about you, but I've never felt this way before. So many times I tried planning this out, but with all the speed bumps along the way, on both ends, has only further prolonged it. Many mutual friends also suggested I shouldn’t speak out, but I can’t live my life based on the opinions of others. So, here I am.. ~You never apologized for hurting me but, I've apologized multiple times for being angry about it..~ Life happens and a series of a unfortunate events transpired between us and I wish that wasn't so. If I could change the outcome of all that became, I would. I would start from the very beginning and alter anything to have changed...
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hey best friend, I wanted to write this letter to you for so long.28th may 2017 is the first time we met and i had no idea that you would end up meaning so much to me . But look, now you are very important to me" my precious" is what i call you now
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I didn't mean to hurt you nor play you dirty like that. I was foolish and took things far for my own benefit. I had a crush on you so I pretended to be someone else. Please dont take my stupidity for insecurity, I was juvenile and lost hope of us ever making up. Id say that our friendship was short-lived, I took it for granted. Looking back in the past, Some days I would acknowledge you and some days I would ignore you completely. Im sorry. Just so you know I never hated you, I felt out of your league, so thats why most of our encounters with one another was awkward AF. Anyways the person I impersonated as was quite the catch, so I see why you took interest. The things discussed in the chat was not my business, for I was given none of your consent. It was between Val and you, not you and...
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To the little sister I got to choose, I’m writing this to you because there are a few things I need you to know. I am writing this to you because I want to see all of your dreams come true and because I want to see you succeed and change the world one day, just as I know you can. I am writing this to you because I want you to be able to understand the things I had to learn on my own. I want you to know and understand that life isn’t always easy. Things will get hard. You are going to be overwhelmed. At times you may even feel lost. I’m here to tell you that I believe in you. Step back and take a breath; I know you will make it through to better days. I know this because I know you are stronger than anything this life has to challenge you with. I know this because you have a God...
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An open letter to the best and most amazing friend I lost, My mind is full of words now, words that are mixed up and I don't even know where to start. Maybe, to be able for me to express myself I have to start with where we left. Lost. That's what I am right at this moment of my life. When I lost the most amazing friend I had, I also lost myself. Well, if I think about it maybe I have always been lost. Maybe I was already lost in the beginning that's why I lost you. I guess, if I'd like to find out I need to look back at what was. I was browsing through the pages of my high school year book when I thought "who was I back then before I became someone that even my bestfriend would have a reason to remove me from her life". My classmates described me as someone who is "undeniably a...
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Dear Alisha, Happy birthday to you I am so happy that you are going to be completing the 18th year of your life. We have known each other for the longest time and I know what you must feeling like to take a step forward to a new phase of your life. This is the time we have been waiting for…. Completing school and heading for college. For all these years, we have dreamt of going to college together and this is the year when our dream is going to come true. I really pray to God to that we both stay together even in college because there are many more things to do, many more things to explore and more life to live. You are the closest friend I have. You are that one person with whom I can sit and talk to for the longest time. We don’t need to go to a restaurant or engage in...
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Dear ex bestfriend, I wanted to start off by saying, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there when I needed you the most... for the thin stuff. You know, how friends will say 'Thank you for being there through thick and thin' well, you nailed the thin part. Unfortunately, when life became unbearable, you were nowhere to be found. I asked you for help, and you brushed it off. I told you I have anxiety and depression, you said 'it'll be okay'. I understand being busy, but is that really an excuse to not even check in? I've been thinking of the words to say to you, that wouldn't hurt your feelings, or make you feel like a bad person. That has never been my end goal. Unfortunately, I still care about your feelings and how you're doing. That being said, you'...
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I don't know what would I have done without you. The time we spent, the conversations that we had, the nameless bond that we share, I bet; no one can name this thing. We are the craziest and funniest people on this earth, I guess so. I am so so waiting for our next adventure. Even if we never had any before. But sooner or later, we are gonna be those hot chicks on the beach. And I am dying for that. You consider me..you make me feel worthy and you make me feel myself. I am so grateful that God chose me to be your best friend. Te Amo ;-)
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We had a huge fall out in the end. But it didn't end how most friendships end. Ours ended with a fight. It wasn't a small fight or a big fight for a matter of fact. It was just a fight. I don't really remember what it was about or why it even happened. But all I know is that the last few text messages we sent that day, we said things we'd forever regret. One thing that was said is you called me a complete bitch. I mean I am and always will be but when it cames towards you and the people I love the most I wasn't. I'm sorry I got caught up with Frontier. I'm sorry I'm trying to keep Olmsted in my past. But you didn't help either. You didn't ask how I was enjoying Frontier. You didn't ask if I met some cute boys. You didn't ask how big of an adjustment it was. You didn't ask how I was...
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