Broken Hearts

To the boy who cheated on me, wow where to start... We never did have the best relationship. But I loved you I wanted to love you so deeply but you never allowed me and for that I want to say thank you. Thank you for lying to me so much it allowed me to protect myself for when the time come and I was ready to not let you cheat anymore. I knew everything you said about not cheating or talking to anyone was a lie all along I just didn't want to believe it. You promised you were like no other guy I ever dated and you were right, you are worse. Think about it for a second someone you love or at least claimed to sitting in her bedroom floor crying so hard she can barely breath. She looks in the mirror and doesn't recognize herself she has so much heartache she just wants it to stop beating she...
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Dear you, the girl who helped rip the relationship into pieces... I watched. I saw the beginning and after math. The relationship you decided to butt in on, is now in ashes. A total disaster. And you? You didn't care. You don't care, as a matter of fact. You're just happy because you got what you want. Before you came along, the couple was happy. Well, about as happy as a couple could be at that given point. And then everything changed... You popped into the picture, and then worked your way in. You broke not only the relationship, but the other girl. You remember her, right? The one who was dating him, before you? You know, the one you guys had to be careful not to show anything to? The one you guys worked and snuck around? Yeah, that girl. She's devastated. She is wondering if she's...
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It's been five months since you left me after the three and a half years we spent together. Making memories, making future plans, making love. That's what we had, (or so i thought); innocent, pure, teenage love. It's been five months since we've spoken to each other and it still hurts every single day, just as bad as it did the day before. Everyone just keeps telling me it gets better with time but whoever said, "Time heals all wounds" is a damn lie because its been one hundred and twenty-one days since I last spoke to you and I can still feel your hands on my skin and I can still hear your voice floating into my ears like a sweet melody. I can still feel you sliding that cold engagement ring on my delicate finger and I can still feel that sting of pain when you took it back off. Ripped...
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Jagiyah... (Korean) honey, sweetie, love, darling. Used between couples in a relationship to address each other. Normally used by younger couples (old generation does not use this phrase), and can be between unmarried or married couples. It can be addressed to both men and women. What this word means to me... hmmm. You. The one I spent 5 years with. Calling you this meant that you were someone very close to me. Someone who held my heart in their soft hands, caressing it to soften and live. Not just to live, but to love. Could you ever have dreamt, or imagined we'd be together for 5 years? I called you this, because babe, baby, honey, bae, and everything else that is used nowadays just didn't mean it the way jagiyah does. It's my korean side that took over... But the fact...
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Dear Nanny, I think of you every single day, so, so many times a day. There is a hole in my heart and has been ever since the day you went to Heaven, that hole will not ever be filled. The more days that pass the more hurt I feel living without you. They say, "Time heals all wounds...", in my case, time seems to have given me more and more wounds that never heal.
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Listen Boy, I see you everyday. Each day, I pretend that you don't exist. Each day I wake up feeling dreadful, knowing that I'll have to see your face. I dread the time when I'll know you've entered the room. No matter how much I try otherwise, I always know it. I feel it every time. I can smell it. The toughest time is when we each other and smile through pursed lips. We smile on the outside, but I can see the sadness in your eyes; I know you can see it in my eyes too. You also see hurt in my eyes. I know that eats you up. God knows I have no intention to make you feel guilty. You broke my heart; it was me who gave you that choice. And every time I turn back from you, I pray in my heart, to never have to see you again. Yet I wake up every day, knowing that what is coming is my...
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To the girls that “Friendzone” the Good Guys, You are some of the nicest people that men will ever meet in today's society, but you seem to always go for the the men that treat you the worst and when you’re told what he is doing or wanting to do you blow us off and say “That not true,” or “You’re just saying that so I will break up with him,” etc. The thing is you are the best thing that would ever happen to those guys but you are not the best thing that had happened to them. Most of the time you girls are the smartest and prettiest girls us good guys know but when to guys you seem pretty ignorant when it come to his intentions Have you considered that we might actually care about your well being and your happiness? If only a few of you have then you are the real keepers, as a...
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Part 1 Sweetheart, Love. Forbidden fruit it was for me. I had vowed to myself never to take that bite. But i was, after all, only human. I remember the day i first met you. The first time i sensed you watching me, i sensed your dislike for me. You didn't even know me, hell you hadn't even talked to me. I could see the dislike in your eyes. I guess you never intended to like me. I on the other hand, thought you were attractive than the others. Just a general opinion. Nothing harmful of course. Fast forward two weeks and we're on talking terms. We say hi everyday. We're in the same group so we have to interact. You start to get to know me. You find out, to your immense surprise, that i'm not a freak like you thought i was. You even mention that in the time to come. Forward...
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Rest when you need to. You are not melodramatic for staying in bed for three days. You are not crazy just because you almost ran your car off the road. You are just different now. Becoming. I promise that you won’t have to hear that scream again. There will be a lot more screaming, don’t get me wrong — but no more of that primal, guttural sound that you couldn’t be sure had even come from you because you had never heard anything like that. You hadn’t known you were capable of creating sound like that. This past year, you’ve found yourself capable of a lot of things you never previously imagined. That was the sound of the breaking. That was the sound of the beginning. It feels like an ending to you now. And how could it not? It feels like an ending you’re not ready to...
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First off let me start by saying thank you for an amazing year and a half. You have truly made a huge impact on my life and I will never forget you. I am blessed to have met and loved you for as long as i have. With that being said, let me explain myself... -When I say I'm not happy, I don't mean that you do not make me happy. It's way deeper than that. It's like an emptiness that can't be filled. It's a never ending craving for something I cannot put my finger on. It's darkness that over rides your light. -I'm not breaking up with you because of anything you did. You are perfect in my eyes honestly. I just can't do this anymore. I'm mentally and physically drained from trying to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I get too caught up in trying to make you and everyone...
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