Let me start out by saying. I know WE put each other through hell and back. I'm just as guilty as you. If not more. I'm even more sorry for not realizing what I was doing until it was too late. I had someone who loved me for who I was and nothing less. And I threw it all away. And for what? To have my heart ripped out by someone else. And when I finally realized what I had done. When it finally sank in. It was too late. You moved on and told me we'd never work. And I should have known this day would come. When you finally got the balls to tell me things were completely done. I just didn't prepare myself well.
And now I feel like I'm drowning once again. I was only ever upset about a guy this bad one other time in my life. And that just proves how much I loved you. I really truly did....
Broken Hearts
I don’t hate you but I’ll never like you. A couple years later from that first night I went home with you which led to many more and eventually a relationship, you still creep into my mind. I remember how happy you made me in that first month and I thought “wow could this be it?” Now I realize how naïve I was.
The nights we spent laughing together turned into nights of shouting at each other with it usually ending in tears. I remember all the times I thought, this was not the kind of relationship I want and yet I still stayed with you praying for that honeymoon phase to come back. The fighting went on almost every night and slowly my self esteem got worse until you made me feel like I had none at all. I remember at one point you made me feel so bad if I didn’t want to have sex for one...
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The first time I met you, from the moment you said hello, I knew something would happen between us. I never acted on it though and nearly forgot about it since you had a girlfriend of many years already. I knew right away that you were a great, kind, and funny person. After we met, we soon began to dislike each other. Neither of us had any real reason for this dislike but nonetheless, we could barely stand talking to each other.
As time went on, we slowly began to grow a friendship. It took many months, but we got to the point where we could talk for hours and never run out of laughs and things to say. We became best friends to one another. Not long after, you and your girlfriend of many years broke up because you found out she had been cheating on you for quite a long time. You were...
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As I sit and write this I look at the clock and its 11:35pm on August 10,2016. That means in exactly 25 minutes my little sister would've been turning 18 years old.
Tiffany would've been starting her senior year in high school. She would've been dating, working, and so much more.
If not for YOUR one mistake. 6 years ago on May 20,2010 my sister left for school and never made it back home.
Tiffany was 11 years old. She had her whole life ahead of her. She was loving, funny, stubborn but most of all she was loved!! Loved by so many. It was your job as a bus driver to make sure every child was seated before you pulled away. Yet you didn't. My sister was being a child. She had an impulsive moment where she stuck her head out the window to yell goodbye to her friend.
You cut a 30ft...
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Heartbreak. It sucks right? Recently I got my own dose of it that I never saw coming in a million years. When my five and a half year relationship ended I was left with empty dreams, a broken engagement, and a wedding dress hanging in my closet. I kept replaying scenarios in my head over and over thinking of different things I could have done to try and save the relationship. Maybe that is where you are at now. Maybe you're kicking yourself, blaming yourself, doubting your worth, wondering what was the point of it all. Stop. I know more than anyone how bad it hurts, I won't sugar coat that. I don't know you, but I hate this for you. I hate that you're hurting like I did. I hate that a stupid boy failed to see your true value. But at the same time, I'm so happy for you.
You see, a...
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I don't know how or when did it started . Some people got confused, became supportive but most of them, unfavorable.
We started as friends. Normal conversations everyday, laughs and jokes, bondings. But I'm started to feel changes. I've got more question to myself. I've got jealous, affected and even smiling everytime i saw you. But all question left unanswered. All i know is that I'm beginning to have feelings for you. Not as friend, but more than that. I'm a little bit confused because this is my first involvement on same sexuallty. Yes I'm a girl. I had boyfriends in the past and I've experinced sex.
At first I want to tell you what inside me. I want to say I like you. But I don't want to ruin our friendship so I've decided to keep it to myself. But one...
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Dear Universe,
I have read about this phenomenon whereby whatever you ask for comes to fruition. Your dreams become reality and your wishes are fulfilled.
I guess I am in need of something right now and I don't know who else to ask.
My heart is broken. Tatty, scarred, crushed and I have tried everything to fix it up and mend it. But to no avail.
I hereby ask you to send me an angel who will look after me, heal me, make me laugh, make my days bright and help me realise why my previous relationship didn't work out. I would love to meet someone who looks after me and knows how to treat me. But I cant wait very long. With each day the pressure mounts and I just need to be freed.
I suppose after trying everything else, I feel that perhaps a new man to stamp out the old is...
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Dear Bimz
Hi.
Its been a while. Two years in fact since you got married and left.
And 1 year and 1 month since you last contacted me.
Firstly, I know you are facing turmoil in your marriage and there are issues with your husband which you are tying to deal with. I hear you're trying to sort this all on your own too. You always were brave! I wish you had come to me and told me what was going on in your life rather than shutting me out.
I heard that you are pregnant too.
The joy I felt when I heard this news was as though it were me myself about to face the joys of a new arrival! We were more like sisters than best friends after all. We'd talk every day, we'd send each other silly pictures that would never make sense to another human being! We'd stay up late into the...
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To those who couldn’t stick around and to the World,
To the ones I loved that couldn’t stay:
I miss you. I’m happy your pain is over but it doesn’t make you being gone hurt any less. As different as I thought we were, the older I get and the more I look at myself the more I see you. I wasn’t ready for you to go but now I realize that it wasn’t “Good Bye”. I’ll see you all again, not in this life but in a better one. There is so many things I want to tell you but it will have to wait for now. It’s hard moving on but I’ll be alright. Your memory gives me strength. I love you.
To the ones that didn’t want to stay:
Thanks for the kindness you showed for a while. You meet a lot of people in a lifetime and unfortunately most of them don’t make it past the first fork in the road. I...
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To those who couldn’t stick around and to the World,
To the ones I loved that couldn’t stay: I miss you. I’m happy your pain is over but it doesn’t make you being gone hurt any less. As different as I thought we were, the older I get and the more I look at myself the more I see you. I wasn’t ready for you to go but now I realize that it wasn’t “Good Bye”. I’ll see you all again, not in this life but in a better one. There is so many things I want to tell you but it will have to wait for now. It’s hard moving on but I’ll be alright. Your memory gives me strength. I love you.
To the ones that didn’t want to stay: Thanks for the kindness you showed for a while. You meet a lot of people in a lifetime and unfortunately most of them don’t make it past the first fork in the road. I’m not...
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