Broken Hearts

We were best friends for twelve years. Ever since you moved next door, we were hip to hip. I truly new what it was like to have someone I could tell anything and everything to.You showed me on how it felt to trust someone, wholeheartedly. Our friendship was the tightest it ever was 8th grade through about 2 months after freshman year. We went through so much together. The first day of highschool, we were in it together. Our first REAL boyfriends. Our first real heartaches. And you can't forget that freshman year drama. That was rough. But your were by my side through it all, you best believe if someone was messing with you, they were messing with me too and vise versa. We had so many stupid fights, but we could never stay mad.. We connected with each other on to many levels to...
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I am sorry. I am sorry that you do not understand what it is like to only confide in yourself. There is a constant battle, tearing me apart on the inside. The emotions I feel cannot be expressed to others simply because I have never learned to trust. Believe me when I say that I tried to trust, and over time my trust for you grew. But, the question always came back to haunt me: What happens after I tell you something that I have never told anyone else? Finally, that one person came along whom I’ve never felt happier with. That one person came who could pick me up when I was down. You were always there for me. Over time, as hard as it was, I told you things. In the midst of telling you, I cried. I stopped to leave the room, hating for you to see me like that. But, you waiting for me to...
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To my 'what if' I know you, I may not have known you long but I knew you long enough to know that you thought about me for more than a second when you decided it was her and not me. I want you to know it's okay you choose her. You were hers to begin with anyway. I won't pretend that it didn't hurt because truly it did, but here I am. I survived although I thought I wouldn't. You will forever be the guy I have those 'what if' moments for, you know the kind I'm talking about. Moments like When you're sitting there hurting because your significant other has made you feel worthless or when you feel like they is taking you for granted, which whoever it is will even if it is just once. I know you were confused. you had just broken up with this girl and there I was, trying to help you...
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Before I begin, I want to thank you. You still are my everything, you've given me so much that I will always cherish. You hold a special place with me. And I will never forget you. We had so many fond times together in Skype and texting. I tried to give you anything you possibly anything I could. I bought you games, and now I'm even buying you and your parents a house, all because I care about you, love you and want you to be happy. But you betrayed me, you could never choose between me or the other guy. and always led me to believe I would be the one to be chosen, and then he faded out of your life. I was the only one, or so I thought.. Then a few months later another guy comes along and now you want to date him, you want to say yes to him. and eventually you DID say yes to him....
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A week ago we were talking about forever, you were moving with me to Boston and we were going to be happy. Then Friday you ended it because you said you weren't happy. Monday we got back together. Today is Tuesday, we almost broke up again today but I gave up all of my morals and college dreams to convince you to try it for another week. Everyone is telling me I'm dumb and you don't want me but you're telling me you love me. You're also telling me you don't see us working out. You asked me not to text you as much and I respected it you asked me to let you smoke pot when you know that I am in an NJROTC program and if I get caught near weed my dreams are ruined. You know I get anxious when you don't text me BUT I'm letting it slide. We have been fighting a lot recently but I think we will...
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Hi. Musta ka? Alam mo lagi kitang naiisip. Pero sa tuwing iniisip kita tinatanong ko un sarili ko kung naiisip mo din b ako? Alam ko din naman un sagot: Hindi. At kung maisip mo man ako, negative things lang un about me. All my errors for sure. Sa tuwing makikita ko un name mo sa pag vouch ko or khit marinig ko un pangalan mo, alam mo un tinatamaan ako. Namimiss kita. Pero controllable naman. Alam ko kung san lang ako. I know my place ika nga Ron sana mahalin mo din ako kahit mali. Sana may gusto ka din saken, kahit konti. Kasi kung tatanungin ako kung bkt wla akong boyfriend ssabihin ko "Gusto ko kasi un maling tao. Nakita ko na kasi un lalaking gusto ko, un lalaking gustong gusto ko. Kaso mali, hndi pwde"
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You were the one who I was supposed to be in my baby pictures. You know the one; that picture where the mother and father are holding their beautiful baby, gushing over how beautiful she is. I didn't get that. Instead I have the pictures of you holding my brothers and sisters. You were supposed to be the one supporting my mother. I didn't get that. Instead I watched my mother struggle just to provide for her family. I watched her have to depend on everyone else because YOU chose to walk away. YOU were supposed to be the one helping her change diapers, feeding me during the times she was too exhausted to function, helping her with every day life. No, you were out there living life without a care in the world. You were supposed to make sure I had everything that I needed and that...
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Wow. Things drastically changed. It's heartbreaking because I was always afraid of something like this happening. We don't talk anymore.. I check in sometimes just because I miss you but I don't get a response back. It makes me feel pathetic and I feel dumb because I care so much. I'm not mad at you. I could never be mad at you. After everything you've done and helped me get through, it just isn't possible. If anything, I'm more pissed off at myself. I caused this. I pushed you away. At first, I dealt with my depression on my own but even though you were my swim/water polo coach, you were kind enough to reach out to me and let me know that it was okay to confide in you. That it was okay to trust you. It wasn't easy for me at first but as time went on, I realized that you had a genuine...
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This is an open letter to the boy who mentally and emotionally destroyed me. Let me start from the beginning. We met and I instantly felt a connection. You seemed so perfect, so amazing. I thought you could be the one. We talked for hours. I felt so comfortable around you. I opened up to you. I gave you parts of me... I gave you everything. I sat by your side when you needed someone. I sat there texting you and checking on you,  even though you weren't talking to me. I told you I loved you. Then one day you disappeared. The cute messages stopped,  the random I love yous, everything.... I was heartbroken. I felt like my world came crashing down.... After about 2 months I picked myself back up.....  You came back... I immediately started talking to you again...  Giving you everything.... I...
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An Open Letter To The Boy Who Planned Our Wedding: I met you when love was the last thing I wanted. I met you when I wanted to kiss all of the boys I could. But then you came along and you changed me. You took me on our first date to the ice cream shop by your house, and our second to the dog park. You kissed me on my forehead when you hugged me. You told me how I made you open up, and come out of your shell. You sent me songs every night. I became cheesy and sappy, and we became the couple I hated. We were disgustingly cute, and we loved every second of it. You became my best friend, my confidant, my shoulder to cry on, my pillar. When you first said “I love you”, I couldn’t stop crying because I couldn’t believe you felt it too. You told me you knew how you were going to propose...
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