My name is Parker. I'm a 21 year old guy who, I'd like to think, is a good person. I'm a good athlete, who's a good looking guy. I have some of the best friends and the best family in the world. On the outside I seem like an extremely confident young man. However, on the inside, I am someone who is a prisoner in his own head.
The last few months have hit me like a truck though. I've dealt with concussions my whole life, and I had my 10th diagnosed, and its affected me a lot. It's caused my attitude to change on a dime. I fight with my friends, and I fight with almost anyone i meet. My girlfriend, who I absolutely loved, broke up with me at one of the worst times in my life, and started seeing someone else a week later. As much as it hurts me, I hope that she's happy. But I watched her...
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I hate that your personal memories involving me will live on throughout your art. I feel as if my own private story is being taken from me and distorted. I hate being the gasoline muse to your painful and fiery life experience.
In your eyes, I’m some villain who kept you from your prize for being a good girl.
Yet, I don’t know any stories where the hero lies about having cancer to manipulate the love-interest.
A few months ago, I had my own cancer scare. In the waiting weeks that followed my test, I was haunted by the memory of you, and somehow thousand of miles away, without a shred of communication in almost a year, you had already stole the thunder of that crippling moment. I get retested in Oct, I’ll be reminded of you again then, just in time for your smoke signals of...
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Almost 4 years since the day I met you, 3 years since we have been best friends, 2 years since I knew this was something, 1 year since I realized I was in love with you, 1 day since the last text I got from you.
I think it is appropriate to say that it is possible for two people of the opposite sex to be best friends and nothing more, thats what I believed we were. I believed wrong. I didn't come into this thinking I was gonna end up head over heals in love with you, shit I didn't even think we were going to be friends. You were one of the most cocky, arrogant, and self-absorbed pieces of shit that I had ever met in my life, yet you were also one of the sweetest, kindest, caring, and genuine person I had ever met. That's what made me want to spend hours constantly talking to...
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You won’t be able to know this and I don’t want you to. But against my better judgement, I am writing this now assure myself I have done the right decision.
I miss you so much. I never enjoyed anyone’s company as much as yours. Being with you has always been mentally stimulating, like I’m always playing a mind game. I miss how fast you speak; your choice of words where most of my vocabulary came from; and the topics you want to chew over. I could talk to you for four hours straight without running out of something to discuss about. Well actually, we had been doing that.
You have taught me to be more outspoken and direct. And because of your sky-rocketing arrogance, ironically I have learned to be humble. I’ve become comfortable with you and not long after I’ve understood how your...
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Love is such a bittersweet feeling. When you have it you feel alive and free, but when you lose it, its hard to just breathe. I was 14 the last time we were ever considered boyfriend and girlfriend. 14 the last time we held hands or kissed. Im 20 now and for some reason after all that time, i love you. Throughout the years i have watched you, girlfriend after girlfriend, and waited for you to realize how much I love you. I have listened to you talk to them on the phone when you would stay all night with my cousin. I still stay up all night crying over you. I still have dreams of you coming back to me. In the dreams im happier than ive ever been in my life, but when i wake up and reality sets in, the pain overwhelms me. And now your getting married. And every day i realize that you will...
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I'm not the same person I used to be when I was with you.
When we were together I was so happy and had such an innocent mindset. Little did I know people are fucked up.
You put your entire life in my hands.
You made me think I changed you and you were this perfect boyfriend because you were "so in love with me". You are a manipulator and a liar and I want to thank you for doing the things you did to me because now I am a stronger person and I am a smarter person. I now know people don't love the same and people lie. And they lie a lot. You had me thinking I made you so happy, but you also had me thinking I was the only thing that made you happy and for that, I hate you. To feel like you could jeopardize someone's life that you love if you do or say one wrong thing is one of...
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Dear People
This is an open letter I am writing after accumulating a lot of courage inside me.
Remember that good looking guy, Robbie who ruled every girl’s heart at one point from Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham? Well he’s my ex-boyfriend.
We were seeing each other for around an year and that’s when I started noticing the perks of being a failure in industry.
I was still a newbie in Mumbai and had been here for only 3 months when one day my friend asked me, “hey you want to meet Vikas Sethi?”
I wouldn’t deny the fact that I jumped at the idea.
We became very good friends and initially I hadn’t noticed his alcoholism that much.
Soon enough he started asking me for money.
Correction: After gaining my trust, sympathy, friendship and love...he started asking me for money and time and...
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Hey, I hope you’re doing fine. It’s been weeks since I decided that I no longer wanted to be with you. Although it hurts most of the times, I am also doing fine. All this time that I’ve had for myself has allow me to dig deeper into the circumstances that lead to our separation.
I understand you think I gave up so easily, and trust me, I would probably think the same had it been the other way around, but that is not the case. You see, I was naive and failed to realize that you already had a relationship with someone else. The red flags were there since the first time we hang out together, but I failed to see them. Allow me to explain.
Remember the first time we met? I do. I was nervous and glad at the same time. Nervous because I didn’t know what to expect, and glad because I...
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Dear ex boyfriend-
I want to start off by saying thank you for all the great times we had together. It was amazing to have a prom date like you, and someone who seemed to truly care about me. I appreciated all the things you did for me, (Helping me carry my dress at prom, cute notes in my locker, Subway cookies when I was in a bad mood, and the expensive steak meals you always wanted to buy me). It was fun to cruise around, and have you right by my side. You also always said the kindest the things when I was feeling down or insecure, and you made me feel loved.
Then the arguing and fighting started. I'll admit I was probably at fault for all of the arguing at first. I also acted jealous when you were with a bunch of friends and girls were there snapchatting me. It wasn't that I...
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Hello to anyone whos gonna read this,just bear with me. I have lived a real crazy life,always struggling to make ends meet. Ive worked since i was 16,all these odd and end jobs just ti struggle even more. I wanted to finish school but life had other plans for me. I was in school in newyork ready to start high school when my dad decided to buy a house in puerto rico to send my mom and me over there to start a new life. The real reason we left cause my evil aunt,moms sister,was a down right cunt who is greedy and thought she was better than everyone. She was jealous at the fact that my mother married my dad and he provided for all of us,he wanted my mother to stay home and raise me and my sister. My mom graduated from high school and by far was no dummy. My aunt is one if those carrer...
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