I’m sorry for what I did. It was not my intent to hurt you at all, I was just trying to be there for you during a hard time (one I won’t describe since I was sworn to secrecy and I haven’t and won’t tell a soul). You even unfriended me, adding to the already hostile feeling of our last conversation. There were things I said that were weird that I shouldn’t have said, and I probably shouldn’t have even tried to say anything at all. But you expect to destroy my world and think we’re gonna shake hands? Just because something bad happens to you doesn’t mean you can go into people’s lives like a tornado and destroy all that’s holding them together. That is what you’ve done to me the past few months.
Before I met you, I was without hope. I had a hard childhood, with an emotionally and...
Broken Hearts
To the girl who dates my ex girlfriend, be aware that there's a lot of wonderful and beautiful things about her. She sometimes likes to sleep in but do not be annoyed with her if she wakes you up early in the morning, she wants to spend more time with you, and let her. When she doesn't want you to go home right away when it starts getting late, spend a few more minutes with her, she just doesn't want you to leave.
When you both have days off make sure you wake up early to go see her, it means the absolute world to her. Remind her every single day that she is beautiful, most of the time she doesn't feel like she is, but reminders really do help her. Don't get mad at her for what she wears and the pictures she takes of herself, it makes her feel a little more confident in herself after...
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I wish I would have told myself that I was too young. in middle school when I was talking to boys I didn't know online, I wish I would have told myself that I was too young.
I wish that when I was in eighth grade and saw a boy's private parts for the first time, I could've told my younger self that I was too young.
I wish that at 15 I would have known that I was too young. That even though "everyone" around me was doing it, I was too young. I was not ready, and he was not that dreamy. I wish I would have known that I was too young to be falling "in love" and having sex to prove it. I wish that I could tell my 15 year old self that him breaking up with me because of the "sexual tension" in our relationship was a blessing, not a reason to give him every piece of me.
I wish I would...
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To the girlfriend of my lover,
Yes, I know you exist. I've always known you existed.
I'm not sorry.
Despite what you may think I am not a horrible person. My heart broke but I am not heartless. I am not selfish as you may believe. I feel for you and your current situation and I accept responsibility for what I have put you through, but I'm not sorry.
Sometimes I wish I was sorry, but I'm not. How can someone apologise for something that made them feel so good? I have not betrayed anyone. I have no regrets about what happened between him and I. I would not change the feelings we felt for each other. I would not change the lust nor the desire. I've done some awful things. I've lay on your sofa drinking wine and watching TV feeling at home in his arms. I've had mind blowing sex...
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You were so sly. You knew the way in.
I was naive and stupid.
I was immediately charmed by you.
It was almost too good to be true.
So what did I do?
I followed you, a snake. I followed you.
What I was left with was nothing.
You lied to the world about me.
You made me believe you wanted me.
And I did believe you.
You were true, you were nice.
But anytime I wanted you back, you recoiled like a child.
And you were angry at me.
Now I know it's because you wanted to control me.
I am sick by what happened.
I loved you.
But you never loved me back.
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Hi. It's me. I'm writing this letter because I feel safe in the knowledge that it will never reach you. It will never sit in your hands as your eyes skim over the words and digest their meaning. It will never pop up in your inbox turning everything upside down. No, instead it will stay unaddressed, unopened, and you my friend, unburdened.
I know you're with her and I know it's your way of moving forward. But I can't help but think that after putting in everything. Literally every emotion, every feeling, every ounce of energy into building 'us' I am left with nothing. No hard evidence that we existed. Nothing to show for the ups and downs, the highs and the lows. I loved you with a part of me I didn't know existed! My heart had been tied up and bubblewrapped! It wasn't open for...
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I know I've said I'm sorry more times than you probably care to hear, but no amount of ' I'm sorry 's can really justify just how sorry I am. There is not enough ways to tell you how sorry I am. To tell you how much I regret the way I acted. It was never my intention to ever hurt you.
In no way am I trying or will I ever try to justify the way I treated you. My past relationships had a serious impact on ours. More so than I realized. My perception of relationships had been distorted since I was just barely eighteen and I unfortunately didn’t realize that until I let the best thing in my life go. In those past relationships it was always clear to me that they never cared about me as much as I had cared about them. In my mind this meant they had the upper hand. That they...
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Dear ex,
I don't even know where to start. But I hope someday you see this.
I never thought I would say goodbye to you forever.
I never thought I would wake up and get out of bed and go on with my day knowing I didn't have you in my life.
I never thought I would have the courage to put a stop to you cheating and lying to me over and over.
I never thought I would ever gain my self respect back that you took from me.
And lastly, I never thought I would feel this much at peace not being yours..
But like you told me all the time, it was long over due. I just never wanted us to end. But I am really happy I can move on now thanks to you.
As much as you broke me and let me down over and over and disrespected me I don't hate you. I never could. I'm proud of myself for putting...
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Dear Husband,
I am writing you this letter because I want to keep to my promise not to shut you off, and also that I am a person who is not good at communicating my thoughts and feelings well. And if I were to talk to you face to face over this matter, I’m sure I’ll either break down or break apart. And when that happens, I’ll just naturally clamp up and stop talking altogether. Then I’ll never be able to reveal to you the real reason why I’m feeling so sad and broken now. Besides, I had also promised not to ever use my tears against you in any circumstances.
It has been 3 long weeks that I’d ignored you. You must be thinking and not understanding why I can stay angry for you for so long over a small cause. You must be thinking it is ridiculous that I am ignoring you over you...
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"I love you."
But you never said it back. If I had just a little more sense or a little more self esteem for myself I would have known better. But I didn't.
As I read our old messages on Facebook (because God knows we couldn't talk in person or through text), I smile. I smile because I remember all the pain and bullshit I went through just to be "Seen at 2:48 A.M."
I knew I loved you from the start. You always try to deny it or make it seem "not that important". When you replied within the same minute I sent the message I got butterflies! Was it then that I knew?
Maybe I knew when I saw you in the hall, and you said, "Hey, Shay."
Or was it your smile when I did something for you, something that benefited you but nothing that benefited me?
We connected over music...
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