Broken Hearts

To whom it may concern, Look first things first let’s talk about your self image issues, you try so hard to make people who already love you, love you. You are the funniest person I know so that’s a plus. You are intense and to make things worse you are hyper aware of how insanely intense you are which only makes you more self conscious of it causing more problems. You are messed up when it comes to issues of the heart, we all know this but we are patient and remember time heals nothing it just gets filled up with other things to care about along the way. Your worst fears may come true but relax you are still here and it’s going to be OK, learn to make the best of what you have. Forgive yourself…for EVERYTHING, whats done is done and you can change nothing so embrace who these...
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Let’s just be honest. I had my heart absolutely ripped out recently, and it hurts, it hurts really badly. The reason why it hurt so much wasn’t because of the promises that were made, the conversations that took place, and the reassuring that she would be there through thick and thin, even though that hurts so much, but what hurt was the fact that she did not know how to verbalize what she wants. I was attracted to this girl more than I ever thought possible. Every little thing made me love her more and more. When we got into fights, she would say, “Just love me” and it put a smile on my face every single time, and it made me do just that, love her. In a second, a literal second, everything changed. She suddenly said that it just wasn’t working. We were doing a long-distance...
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dear dexter.. miss na kita lagi parin kita naiisip kahit na pinipilit na kita kalimutan.. naiisip ko kung ako kaya namimiss mo din? kung kahit minsan ba naaalala mo din kaya ako? sana gunawa ka naman ng way para magka communication ulit tayo.. sana kahit wala na whatsapp ko sana i unblock mo na ako sa fb mo at i message mo ako kahit kumustahin mo man lang ako... napaka imposible ng hiling ko no? alam ko naman na hindi mo gagawin yun kasi ayaw mo mag away kayo ni blendz... dahil na oopen din nia ang fb mo kaya malabo na i unblock mo pa ako... miss na miss na kita dex.. dito parin ako umaasa na sana maalala mo parin ako kahit na wala na tayo communication.. dexter ian mahal na mahal parin kita..
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We met summer during high school. it was my friend's sister debut. I was so excited and nervous that time because you are there. When I arrive, I immediately saw your face. I actually, literally froze at that moment you smiled at me. What a creature... I guess your an angel huh? That smile kills me. We didn't even talk that time but I know you want to talk to me but maybe your just shy. Well, your my friend's cousin and I know she will do something about us. And know what? My friend came to my house the next day telling me that you want to know my phone number and also invited us to have coffee n his place. I shouted and jump in excitement. I wasn't expecting that though. Then we talk for hours and drink coffee. It was so exciting to know more about you. In short, I instantly fell for you...
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Preface: I have thoroughly considered the potential consequences of publishing this open letter. I expect that some of my family members may judge me harshly; they may attempt to guilt me or may even decide to cut off contact with me forever after reading it, and that’s OK. Everyone is entitled to their feelings and emotions! My personal, most heartfelt desire is for peace and healing in my own life. My goal is to weed out negativity and drama and leave toxic relationships behind. ____________________________________ Mom, I’m not sure if you will ever read this; but if it happens to find you, I am almost certain that you will not care at all. So, I am writing this letter for me, and for anyone like me, who feels like they are a broken shell of a person desperately trying to...
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Remember when we were messing around with that old video camera I found in my room? “Are we going to show this at our wedding?!” “We have to! Hi family…!” “Here let me record you.” I found those discs, but the camera doesn’t work anymore. I thank that camera for breaking. Maybe it knew I shouldn't look at those recordings. Not because it would make me miss you, but because it would make me even more angry. And yes, I am certainly still angry. I think that’s why I’m writing this. I really don’t want to be angry about this anymore. It’s been years, it may even seem longer to you, but I remember the moment you broke my heart like it was an hour ago. God I was so excited to come home from work that day that I was actually giddy, smiling as I walked through my door. Stupid....
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There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that you held up for me to see. This is the reason I can never shake you. I don't know what I did to ever deserve you, even if for only a short while... You always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind... I remember the beautiful way you always looked at me, like you knew the depth of my soul from day one...As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show, but you still chose to love me anyway...After that things began to change I felt different I wanted space and time i wasnt ready to let you in let you see the mess I truly was .. I began to imagine how my life would be without you I began to go out and...
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He and I grew up together. We were raised by our grandma together while our parents were gone. We had some of the best times growing up. When he had to move away, it was probably one of the saddest times in a five-year-old’s life. When he moved back nine years later. Everything changed. It took an adjustment period, but we started getting really close. I helped him and his parents move into their new house. We helped our grandparents move into their new house out in the country. We started taking walks and talking about his life back in Maryland. We talked about music and video games. He’s the reason for my love of music. He got me interested in video games. He is or was one of the most influential people in who I am today. After we got closer, we were inseparable. We played games...
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It's been a year since we ended. I don't know what happened. To this day i still don't know what went wrong. I'm doing better. I don't know if you care, but I got my life together. I got myself back together. I'd be lying if i said i don't miss us, because i do. But i saw your Facebook, and i can see you moved on, and i know i have to as well. I think we were right but we did it wrong. At first i was a fantasy, it was paradise. But then, we just found that we couldn't make sense. You said we'd still be friends, but i knew that wouldn't happen. I understand that you've moved on, but you didn't have to cut me off. You can't pretend it never happened, because it did. We were a thing. I loved you and you loved me. At least i think you did. I saw you the other day, with your new girlfriend. I...
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To My Abuser, I was so young when you touched me in places that, at the time, I wasn't even old enough to know that they were private and sexual places on my body. All I knew was that something was deeply wrong. All day you came up with excuses for touching me like for example, my underwear were showing. I kept my distance the rest of the day. I didn't want you touching me... That night, my friends and I thought it would be so much fun to camp out in a tent in the backyard. Our parents said yes because after all, what could possibly happen 10 steps away from them. What could happen just in the backyard. A lot, a lot can happen and it did. My whole life changed that night. I was molested. You came into the tent and took my friends place beside me. Did you even know how...
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