Dear Friend,
For the past 2 years, 8 months, and 9 days, my heart has not been my own. My mind hasn’t focused on anything other than his words, my eyes haven’t seen anything but his, and my heart has not been my own. I am hopelessly, dreadfully, pathetically, completely in love with this boy. Maybe you knew, or maybe you didn’t. Maybe he knew, or maybe he didn’t. Neither of which makes a difference.
He is your ex-boyfriend. You loved him with everything you had and he talked about your future together. But slowly, your insecurity and paranoia took over your life, and he saw you become something he couldn’t love anymore. So forever was cut short.
Since then, I’ve been picking up the pieces of your heart, his heart, and my heart, because he’s my best friend, and so are you....
Broken Hearts
You weren't a stranger at a party. You didn't put anything in my drink, or follow me through a dark alley. You took the long way and gained my trust.
You were the funny boy in my church group and my English class, someone I had known since I was in grade school. We had the same pool of friends and I told you all my secrets...
You knew just what to say to tear me down.
The red flags went off soon after we moved from "friends" to a "couple". You immediately were very serious in our relationship and needed to know about every aspect of my past. You were interested in me, hanging on my every word- this was all new. You had to know where I was at all times and needed constant contact with me. you changed your class schedule to be close to me more often and you were late to many of...
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I'm not sure why I'm writing this considering your probably never going to see it, but I think it's kind of theraputic. Maybe one day I'll have the nerve to tell you all of this. First I wanna start off by saying I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being that crazy ex-girlfriend from 6 years ago who can't get over you. But I cant. You were my first love and I haven't found one that compares. If I knew how to stop it, I would. Because I'll be the first to tell you nothing hurts worse than loving someone you can't have. It's been years since you've even told me you loved me and I still can't get over you. Tailor once told me that she could see us getting back together in the future, that she had this feeling. And I held onto that, it gave me hope that someday you could love me again as much as I love...
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When i was in second grade i had a crush on this boy. He was funny and cute, and i liked him the way any girl likes a boy in second grade. When i was in seventh grade this boy became my boyfriend. He came to my house and watched movies, picked on my mom and my sisters and hung out with my brother. When i was in 8th we were still together and I loved him. I know I did. He made me happy. Just seeing him made me smile. I wrote him poems and he drew me pictures. He bought me a cross knecklace and i bought him a dog chain knecklace. When I was in 9th grade, we broke up. He started seeing other girls, but would still come to my house because of my cousin. He was still there for me, told me loved me and that he always would. When i was in 10th grade he got with my bestfriend. She asked me if it...
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Since 1993, I am working as a full time Human Rights Defender, for rights of survivors, in India. I live under constant death threats for my human rights work. Threat, intimidation, attack, false implication and defamation are occupational hazards of the process of social transformation towards a plural democracy based on rule of law, non-violence and justice. But, mysterious non-support of the National Human Rights Commission (NHRC), a premier human rights institution of India, in my cases as a Human Rights Defender, is a real life-time surprise for me.
I am busy in supporting the NHRC to deliver justice for the survivors of Human Rights abuses, since its inception. However, some system in the NHRC is bent on helping malign my image, or delaying the support process, or eye-wash tactics...
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Dear Coffee,
When me and daddy got you, we had no idea the love we found that day. We adopted you Christmas Eve, and you were the nippiest, loudest hound dog ever! Your name suited you a little too well, and if whoever named you hadn't given you your name, daddy and I would have.
Daddy's in the military. I'm not sure you quite understood that, but he loved you, and I too, very much. Even though he was gone all day and for months at a time, he could not wait to be home with you again. You were so dear to him, and you two could not stop rough housing with each other no matter how much I insisted you be trained first.
While daddy was gone, you and I had so much bonding time. You were my boy, my baby, my best bud. You made me so angry when you'd chew on everything that your teeth and nose...
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Dear Master
The day has finally come. Those who didn’t want us together seem to have finally won. But what have they won, truly?
As much as they tried, they could never kill our love.
Yes, I still love you, and to a certain extent, I believe you love me too. I fell for you, real hard. I fell for your words, too hard.
I believed in your promises, I trusted you with my heart and soul. When you showed me (without words) that who you truly love is her, I grew to love her too, because I must love your True Love in order to love you. Yes it isn’t fair to me; it was too tough on my already broken heart. Some of your deeds had broken my soul several times. Nonetheless, I love you selflessly even though I wanted and needed you selfishly.
When I was finally made to understand...
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Why aren't you with me Allen? You don't need to dump her. I just want to be with you once in a while.
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Dear Love of my Life.
The day I first saw you in conditioning class, I did not know what I was in for. Just over a year later I look back on that day with great joy. I had thought that I had met the person of my dreams. You were beautiful, funny and clever. I instantly formed a crush on you and tried to work up the nerve to talk to you. I wont lie I looked at your twitter page to try and find a way to talk to you The first thing I noticed was that our birthdays were only one day apart. Mine being the day after yours. I was formulating my plan to talk to you. A friend of mine was wondering if she could get a job at the place that you worked. I told my friend that I would ask you for her. So there was my chance. I messaged you on twitter and asked for her. You responded and the best year...
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Dear Daddy,
Everyday I think about all the fun things we did when I was little. We made so many memories together. I feel that after you started getting sicker that we weren't as close. I wish all the times I ignored you or rolled my eyes at you or made a smart remark, I wish I could go back and change how I acted towards you. I am so sorry for acting that way. I just needed you to tell me good things instead of the fact you were going to die. I was so scared of you, honestly. I was scared that I would be all by myself with you when it happened. I know its kind of morbid. But I was only 11 years old. I am so very sorry for having my outrages over ridiculous things. I know they gave you headaches, back then I didn't realize how stressful I was.
It has been three almost...
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