Hi. It's me. I'm writing this letter because I feel safe in the knowledge that it will never reach you. It will never sit in your hands as your eyes skim over the words and digest their meaning. It will never pop up in your inbox turning everything upside down. No, instead it will stay unaddressed, unopened, and you my friend, unburdened.
I know you're with her and I know it's your way of moving forward. But I can't help but think that after putting in everything. Literally every emotion, every feeling, every ounce of energy into building 'us' I am left with nothing. No hard evidence that we existed. Nothing to show for the ups and downs, the highs and the lows. I loved you with a part of me I didn't know existed! My heart had been tied up and bubblewrapped! It wasn't open for business! But you tore down the fences anyway. Walked straight in and whisked me into an unknown world that I willingly came with you. I felt such a calm and contentment that I don't believe everyone has the honour of experiencing in life. Only thing I didn't know was that with the yin comes the yan. With the sugar, the salt and with heaven, hell.
Long story short, I hear you're about to break another heart soon. Our friends told me you're in love with three women you told them! Three!! My oh my! I'm privileged to be the 2nd one but honestly I just want to be set free. I just want you to let me go so I can be with the man who will look after me properly and treat me kindly. At the moment I cant imagine you ever leaving me mind and thoughts but I know every day I am getting stronger.
You have a nice life and I really pray you stop making these mistakes. Good luck.
