Broken Hearts

You know who you are. He still has fears about cheating and he still looks back and is hurt of the thought of you cheating on him. You didn't deserve him. He would go out of the way for you and treat you like a princess but all you could do was be with other guys. He's a great person, an amazing boyfriend but above all that he's the most forgiving person I have met. You aren't here anymore, you aren't part of his life anymore. I don't know what you are up to or how you are doing but I hope that the fact that you cheated on him stays with you forever. I hope that you never know what it feels like to be cheated on, because it hurts. I hope you are doing well and I hope you have everything you want. He forgives you. I know he does. He regrets the relationship but he...

I drive by a broken tree every day, we are both split down the middle, but it is not as broken as I. I drive by a lantern hung in your memory, the only difference between I and the lantern is - I do not light up anymore. I drive by tragedy , I put my head down, I close my eyes. I try not to think of your pain. I go to our home - but what is home without you? It is your scent without your presence. It is a longing for your touch. I hear you pulling into the driveway - but it's not you, What a somber feeling. An echoing in my ears. I see your book - where you left off, you'll never finish that chapter. You'll never finish the last page. Your favorites - I know them like the back of my hand, Colors, flavors, places. They make me feel frail, A...

Why god? Why? Didn't you create me with love? Why so much disappointment? Am i asking for something which is not possible? Am i asking for more then i deserve? Can't you give me the reason.. why me God? What else you can expect from a girl who just got rejected nth number of time. I too had dreams ... i too had desires.. like other girls i always had daydreams about future and my love life... but as the time moved on... reality hit me hard... i met with a guy named ahil through social networking site and within just short span of time we became very good friends.. after 6 months of our friendship , first time we exchanged contact numbers and started talking over calls.. it was a beautiful period .. we used to call each other friends but it was something more then a friendship .. after a...

I'm hurting too. I know that's selfish to say, and I know my actions were wrong, but my heart aches too. My feelings were real and I know what you are going through, to doubt when someone tells you they care for you. I know what you think of me now and I have to face that because of the choices I've made in loving a man that I knew belonged to you, I have become those names you called me. That makes the sting worse because I know I can never change that. I want you to know I knew better and I will never try to justify my actions to you, I admit my wrongs. Hurting you like this was never my intentions. He was always meant to be yours despite the way he spoke to me and made me feel. Each time he tells me he needs me still, it drives the knife in my chest a little further knowing what it's...