I didn't write this down to discourage you from him,
First of all, Congratulations, 'cause yea, you win this time.
seriously, when he chooses you over me I really felt sad and broke.
but even if we admit it or not its not your fault for falling in love with him, like who wouldn't fall in love with the man who is with you now.
I felt like my world stop, I already built my future with him and we almost made it but suddenly you came and our story ended just like that.
don't be sad when he's playing video game and when he doesnt give you any attention, he's just like that but trust me he knows what you are doing and what you are thinking :)
funny how I still able to forgive him after all.
but I guess that's when you know you really did loved someone, being able to forgive him despite the fact that he broke you so bad.
i always see you guys hanging out, like is it destiny to meet you every other day ? haha But as the time goes by I got use to it. And when I saw his smile when he looked at you? i must say youre such a lucky girl to have him. Thats when I decided ill let him be happy with you.
but there was a time when Im talking to his bestfriend and he open up something that changed my whole perception towards him. I thought he just fell in love with you when he left me, but no Honey its his attitude, its his Ego to collect girls he like. He has another girl aside from you.
Remember, when I told you to take care of him and to never broke his heart?
Im sorry, 'cause I think i say that wrong, let me rephrase it "take care of yourself and dont let him broke you."
I dont want any other girl to feel the pain I felt.
because I promise you its so depressing, and its very painful.
believe me, I really wanted to tell you about this but I dont like to be labeled as hypocrite, I hope youll found everything about this sooner.
I will be here, I promise we might never liked each other but your a girl and Im a girl and I already know how it feel to betrayed, to played with, to hurt with, and to suddenly left without any reasons why.
So, I promise I will help you get thru this.
we will gonna make it :*
