To my beautiful ex J,
Thank You. For Everything.
From the first time I met you in the mall parking lot, I felt it. This energy between us. I didn’t recognize it at first, but as the day went on, it was clear as the sky was blue that day. It was that day I found myself falling for you, with no regards to the hell I had just been drug through from another broken attempt at love. My heart knew that this time was different. You were different. I never had so much fun on a first date as I did with you riding four wheelers that day. I remember washing off in the water hole and your beaming smile as I playfully splashed water on to you. You took me on the grandest adventure of my lifetime and that is something I will always be grateful for and never forget. You found me at a very difficult...
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Fifteen years ago was the day I first saw you standing there. That was day I lost my heart to you and didn’t even know it. Full of life and energy you looked at me and I felt like my world was complete. Every heart break I had, you were able to pick me up and put it back together. I became your world, letting me fly beyond the clouds and live amongst the stars. Why don’t you want to be there with me? Why do you feel you need to stay on the ground? Can’t you see what you can be up here with me?
My heart can never belong to anyone else. You were my first love and my forever love. When I left she broke you down. She made you feel like you could never be amazing, but my sweet man you are amazing. She stole the light inside you my love, but you are the only one who can get...
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Hi, mom. I was sitting around tonight after our argument and thinking of ways to make it up to you and I thought about writing you a letter. You know, back when I would write a few measly apologetic sentences on a piece of scrap paper in my hardly legible handwriting and slide it under your door after knowing that I had hurt you? I actually started to write one when I realized two things.
The first being that getting a sad letter from your 19-year-old daughter isn't nearly half as cute or effective as it was 10 years ago. The second thing that I came to terms with was the fact that even after 10 years I'm still trying to make it up to you.
The truth is that no matter how amazing of a mom you are, and no matter how many times I tell myself that I am not going to argue with you again...
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I first want to start this off by saying that I'm sorry. I honestly don't think that there are enough times I could say it or enough ways that I could word it that could truly convey the way that I feel. All that I can do is sit here and replay the memories of you and repeat to myself over and over again "I'm sorry".
I also want to say thank you. Thank you for giving me the time of my life. Thank you for leaving me with memories that will endlessly flood my heart and soul with the love and joy that I have for you. Thank you for being such a great person and for all of the laughs and wonderful times you have given me. You are the best person I have ever met.
I don't know why I never appreciated you the way you deserved. Maybe it was my past, or fears, or I just loved you too much and...
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in 3 simple words you saved me. You met me at a park for the first time. literally thats how we met you wanted to met up and there we were talking about random shit for a good 2 hours just walking in circles in that damn park. i never thought that you would be the one to change everything for me. I had just gotten out of an extremely bad relationship. Some of my friend knew what sorta happened but they never got the whole story. I was reluctant to let you in. Seriously im extremely stubborn and i dont know how you lasted that long. But you did and you always make me feel safe and loved and you let me make my own decisions and go out with friends and you never raise your voice at me when your are upset about something you just say what you need to and we talk it out. I think the part that...
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First and foremost, thank you for putting up with my shit.
No one really gets me like you do and that kind of scares me. I have opened up to you more than I have with some of my friends. It scares me that I am now feeling with more depth than I ever had before in my life and I am still trying to grasp that I have the power to love, to fear, and to fight for someone so deeply and I don't know how to deal with it. But now I am starting realize that my feelings are becoming stronger each day.
I may seem distant because I am trying to figure my shit out, but in reality, I just want to be near you and have you love me for all of my flaws (which you already sorta do and I have no clue how...)
I have never felt jealously so strongly before and it put me in a funk. Yes, I have gotten...
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It seems like just yesterday when we met. Holding hands and staying out late with the music blaring and the windows down. The feeling of your hands holding my face and the sound of your voice begging me to never let go, that will never fade away. But those summer nights did. For three and a half years we fought to stay together. We beat all the odds and always ended up on top. We did things I told myself I'd never do and you brought out the best in me. You taught me what freedom felt like.
But you also taught me pain. I remember the first time you yelled at me and pushed me down. I didn't care. It was my fault. I apologized.
I remember the first time you lied to my face when the truth was right in front of me. Again, I apologized.
I remember giving up my dreams and my future to do...
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I'm sorry I told you your new black diamond earrings looked bad in front of your friends at the lunch table.
I'm sorry I was so hurt and offended by pornography and put that blame on you. I caused myself that pain because I relied on you for confidence and wasn't accepting of my own appearance.
I'm sorry I got mad when you wouldn't take your shirt off on the beach. Now I'm self conscious, too.
I'm sorry for complaining on my 16th birthday when you felt like you ruined everything and I pressured you to fix it, and I acted like a little brat and I didn't try to make you feel better because it was my birthday.
I'm sorry that I searched for approval of my appearance from other boys and men, when I should have only looked for my own approval.
I'm sorry for seeming sad so...
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Don't talk to strangers. They say. But, you are an exception to the rule. I answered a random question from a stranger and that was you. That question was followed by more and more questions but this time it is not from you but from me. Why of all the men on earth it has to be you? Why did you came to my life all of a sudden? Why did you make me feel special? What if I do not answer your question? Will I be happier? Will I meet you some other time, on the right time?
You always say that you haven't experienced to be in love. And i assumed that this is the reason why you are afraid to fall in love. I do understand. I will always understand. For I did not find you. You came. But maybe not in the right time. You came, at the time I am afraid to fall in love again but then you regained my...
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The funny thing is you reached out to me first. Knowing my situation, Knowing things would be difficult. But, you didn't seem to care and you were new, fun, mysterious. So, I took a chance on you. I'm not so sure if now that was a lesson or a blessing.
You don't text, or call unless you're drunk or need a bootycall. Which is what we agreed upon so I'm not even mad about that. I'm not even necessarily mad at all honestly. But, what gets to me.. What really gets to me is that you claim to have no attachment.
How can you sit there and tell me you have no feelings towards me. I'm not saying that you should be in love, because I'm not in love and I don't love you. I do however like you. I like you because you're a good person, I like our conversations, I like your attitude about...
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