2010-2011 was the best year of my life na hindi ko inakala until this day... Best yun kasi andun ka. I feel sorry for my 2011 self today, dahil ngayon I regret so many things. Even though I know that I am a good friend, but I was a terrible person. I wasn't nice. I don't know why I was like that back then. But it is what it is, it already happened. That girl is done. Now, I am 29, palagi akong bumabalik sa nakaraan. Tas palagi kitang binabalikan.
In 2015, nag start akong mag work sa starbucks, I worked with a guy that I thought was like you. He is also my sweet friend. Naalala kita. Sana pala, nung araw na naalala kita hinanap kita non, baka sakali maging mag kaibigan tayo ulit.
Then, recently I was able to add you as a friend on Facebook, we had a small talk. Tas nalaman ko, nag...
Love Letters
Carta aberta para Bruna Gomes,
Pois bem deixe me ver por onde começar... O ano era 2020 quando tudo começou de início nunca imaginei oque poderia estar se tornando ou criando algo futuramente, foi uma simples mensagem de elogio em seu story e hoje de tornando um grande amor para mim. Quando me deparei com sua animação e alegria eu senti que ao menos deveria dizer algo.. então foi aí em que eu comecei a responder os story, mas não foi fácil assim demorou um tempo até nós começarmos a conversar os dois nem se conheciam, não sabíamos da existência um do outro, entretanto nós se permitirmos a conhecer um ao outro foi até que engraçado e inusitado akkakak você chegou dizendo " cara seus elogios são os melhores ", " dou várias risadas ". Até aí então nesse momento era só mais uma pessoa...
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What part about "I'm very attracted to you and I don't think I should talk to you anymore" don't you understand? And why don't I have the self-control to enforce my own words? I know my obsession with you is affecting me in a way I don't like but I can't seem to let you go. I'm addicted.
You're married. You said you'd respect my wishes and not talk to me. But you did. Why? What are these mind games? I don't like them. You should have listened to me because I obviously lack the strength to do so myself. You started talking to me again and even though I knew how attached I was and could get again, I talked to you again too. Because you're like a drug to me. I am so very attracted and obsessive about you. I think you feel the same way but refuse to admit it to yourself because why else...
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Una de las peores torturas que he conocido tiene que ver con lo mas maravilloso que existe, ese sentimiento del saber que estará haciendo esa persona, el de necesitar abrazarla, besarla, verla...me refiero a cuando estas enamorado.
Llevo a día de hoy 6 años enamorado en secreto de una persona, una persona que no debí de enamorarme de ella y me siento culpable por ello, una persona imposible que jamás voy a poder sentir, lo se, no esta bien pero la llevo muy dentro de mi.
La quiero con toda mi alma, necesito estar con ella, cuidarla, hablarla, verla, ayudarla, hacerla feliz...abrazarla a todas horas, no me la quito de la cabeza, es una tortura.
No es sexo, no es un enamoramiento tonto, no es un "calentón", ya son 6 años y no cambia este sentimiento. Mi pareja no se merece esto, llevo...
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Mais um dia 12/07 chegou e com isso muitas lembranças e momentos incriveis ao seu lado,voce sempre com um sorriso aberto que é capaz de me ganhar de um forma incrivel,e que mesmo nas nossas divergencias aparece e tudo fica bem.
Obrigado por cada corrida,cada sorriso,cada briga,cada momento em que seu silencio foi minha resposta, cada abraço,obrigado por voce existir e ser tao assim,tao perfeita,tao linda,tao incrivel,tao karateca,tao birrenta,tao nao aguenta ouvir nao,mais tao carinhosa e companheira.
Saiba que sou apaixonado no seu sorriso,em voce e que agradeço a Deus todos os dias pela sua vida,se bobear agradeço ate mais que seu namorado, de tanto que eu te amo......vc é demais.......vc é linda.....vc é incrivel..........e eu nao me vejo mais sem ti em minha vida..aproveite seu dia...
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Here we are, huh?
Seven years ago I found you, in my first year of highschool.
'Technoblade never dies' is not a statement of truth, but a promise to the future.
I hope that even for a moment, somewhere, we can meet again.
Rest easy.
A fan, to their idol.
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i have been alone my whole life and i have been feeling that what i am is meant to be alone.
i know i am hard to be around but i feel that i need love and i need someone to like me back, to talk to me to love me for me.
I am not able to be with women, woman do not like me they talk down to me lie to me they make me feel awful.
I am not a lady's man i am far from that.
I am a virgin and i am not able to tak to women who i want and like. i am made fun of by women and i feel empty i feel that i am not meant to be loved.
i feel sad i am not the man i want to be i am not the man-woman want to be with.
i feel left out i feel out of place and i am not sure what to do.
i feel that i am not meant to have sex with anyone.
i am ashamed to be me and i am not a happy man at all
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To the man I thought I needed,
Never in a million years, did i ever picture I would be sitting here writing a letter of this sort to you. I mean, you - of all people? You came into my life when it was in complete and utter shambles. You reignited a spark that I thought had been deminished forever and gave me hope. You made me believe in a family, in love and in myself again. You treated me as though I was irreplaceable - something I hadn't ever felt before.
In the beginning - I felt as if I were a queen and anything was possible; in the beginning. Then something changed. Somewhere along the lines, between the secrets and lies, trust and respect were lost on both sides. You began to control me and convinced me it was out of love. You wanted the best for me and that of course was you...
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Dear Kris,
First off let me apologize if you feel like I am bothering you in any way, if I am making your family worried, or if I am simply just annoying you that is not my intention. I was very hesitant about sending you this, but I am simply just a man following my heart. This is the kind of stuff people want to say but never say it. It’s exactly how I feel about you. Nothing I can say will be to take the trust I lost from you. Nothing I can say will be able to make you forgive me, the only thing I can do is just share with you how I feel.. When I first met you, I never thought you were going to mean the world to me. Kris, when I first met you, I thought you were going to just be another person like everyone else here today and gone tomorrow. I never could have imagined that the...
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Rico, I'm really sorry. Miss na miss na kita but hindi kita malapitan nor makausap dahil isa lang ako sa magbibigay ng stress sa buhay mo. :)
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