For DJB...
As always you seem to be the center of attention on my mind. I still don't understand why I seem to be so enchanted by you. There was a time where talking to you made me very happy and very giddy. We talked almost everyday at some point. Now.. talking to you just leaves me disappointed. It still makes me happy but also in a way just makes me sad. It's just not like it used to be; I feel as though it's gotten dull and bland for you. Almost like talking to me is a chore for you because you feel like you're just doing a kindness. Not to mention I just never know what to talk about anymore. Perhaps the initial attraction has finally run its course.
I understand now that I just became a little too reliant on having your attention and I liked it. I liked the thought that...
Love Letters
This is for Dustin of Dillsboro...may it ever find you.
It can be said that I am to young to have a good understanding of life and all the relationships that come with it...but then again, who really has a full understanding? This letter is intended to expose some feelings that have me in a state of constant internal debate.
Firstly, I'd like to state something I'm sure we are both aware of: that the general consensus of my admiration for you would be considered at most wrong because of these two main things; you are 15 years older than me; you're married.
You may be aware of who I am and if so, great, you have made an impact on me but one I'm sure was unintended. I've only known you for a little less than a year now and if you couldn't tell, it would seem I've developed a major...
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Some believe you are sexual, purely physical, a “pull” if you will. While some describe you as a fairy tale, kind, something you can’t live without, while others can’t even describe you at all. What is this emotion that everyone desires to have, desires to feel, and desires to give. Even the dictionary has a hard time defining something so broad, so different to every individual it comes across. To me love is universal, it’s experienced by everyone and everything. Love isn’t defined by one thing. It isn’t just time spent, gifts given or emotions expressed. Love is everything, it is complicated yet easy. It is everywhere, yet nowhere at all. We love people, we love ideas, we love inanimate objects. Love isn’t just an emotion, but an act. An unconditional act that is not only desired by...
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Heyyyyyy babeeeeee
You know who I am but do you know who you are babe?
I'll tell you.
You are my everything babe. You're my whole world. Babe idk what I would do without you. Everything around me just signals you. We've been through a lot together, and I just wanna put this letter out there to say how much I love you. I miss our summer babe I miss our July. We really made it ours.
You're my angel. I've never met a soul as pure as yours, a heart as golden as yours, a mind so powerful as yours. I can't see it, but I know there's a halo above your head. You're so perfect.
You're my princess. Oh babe how I wanna spoil you to your heart's delight and shower you with anything and everything and give you the most luxurious comfortable happy life. You're the most beautiful in all the...
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Dear, strawberry...
Thank you for being there for me...
Remember the day we met?
Through a zoom, that one of our former friends decided to let me join? at that time I was with my ex. He was ignoring me for that whole week...but you made that week fun...your jokes, you're beautiful eyes..the way they make the stars look dull...did you know...your smile lights up every corner of a dark room?
you came into my life when it was sad and dark...
thank you so much...
And I know it hurts..but remember everything will soon be ok...
^^
I promise, to stay by your side.
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This will be the last poem I will ever write
for you;
I promise.
And yes, I don’t know how long it would be,
Or if it would fit in one piece;
How many pages, how many minutes it would take
So it’s possible that I won’t memorize it immediately, but I promise,
This will be the last poem I will ever write
for you.
I swear,
Even if it takes me all night,
I won’t sleep a wink;
I don’t care if it takes a million stanzas,
But I can’t just let these words continue to live inside of me,
So I swear, this will be the last poem I will ever write
for you.
I will start at the very beginning;
At how you smiled at me and asked me where I lived.
You...
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Dear Cali,
It's is such a shame I am not there with you.I only get to see you in pictures and on TV my heart flatters just at the mention of your name.I am just a teenage girl with a dream of making it in California.People think it's just an imagination some call it a bizarre dream like that one when you dream you are eating ice-cream then you end up eating your matress.To them its probably outrageous but to me it's a burning desire a passion from the depths of my heart.When that day comes I set foot in the grounds of California my love,I wil be more smitten I will cry to my very last drop because California keeps me going keeps me dreaming keeps me hoping.Eventhough I might be worlds apart I'll climb every mountain I'll swim every ocean just to be there I can't wait I can feel it in...
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the weird crush i seem to have on you right now definitely came out of nowhere. i've known you for (going on) 4 years now as my boyfriend's friend. and i've never thought of you as anything other than his friend.
i think the issues in my relationship are what pushed me towards you. yes, we are trying to work through them, but that doesn't mean they don't hurt right now.
i had never looked at you this way, never dreamed of looking at you this way. i've met more than one of your girlfriends in the past, i've been nice to them, and genuinely liked most of them (except that last girl, what happened with her was... really messed up and i feel for you). i've never felt jealous of them or had any negative feelings towards them whatsoever. so how come the other day when you were showing...
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I knew right from the start that what we have might never come true. I initially didn't like you because of the way you look and because when I met you, I was still grieving from a heartbreak. The guy I was talking to right before you was precious, and I have accepted him for who he is. But all of a sudden, he told me that he knew things would be harder if we continued as it was impossible for us to see each other. Then you came along.
You said you liked me and started conversations awkwardly. You would send me photos that had questions listed and we would take turns picking numbers and answering questions. You started flirting with me, and I thought fine, I don't have someone to flirt with anyway. We didn't really have a date for our anniversary. We just said December was when we fell...
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Dear Mads,
I can still imagine you in my room when I sit here alone, even when I have company all I'm thinking about is you. How your laugh brightened my days and how your lips toke my breath away. How we could talk for hours and id never get tired of it. How when I held your hands, it just felt perfect. Your small hands that disappeared underneath mine, you always joked about how silly it was but I loved it. How your body felt pressed against mine when I held you close. And how now all I have from that is memories. Some good, some bad. But to me the good out weighed the bad tenfold.
I blame myself for our falling out. I had my issues that i needed to fix but I thought I could push it away and that being with you would fix me. It felt that way. Every hug saved me. Every touch made...
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