This time last year I remember smiling every time my phone went of because there was just something about you that had an effect on me that I never felt before.
I remember when I would pass you in the hallway and you would say "there's my girl" and I wouldn't feel butterflies my whole body would tingle as if it was on fire.
But, in the end we were both dumb kids and you found something about me (something that I still don't know) that you didn't like. So you left. Just like that, the messages, the pictures, the smiles were gone.
It ate me alive for the longest time that someone who swore they cared for me so much could just leave me like that.
But I realized that maybe in a years time maybe two, you and I might be perfect for each other again. Until then, you're just the right one...
Love Letters
Dear boyfriend,
I just want to let you know how thankful I am of you. Every time I come home at midnight after a long hard day of school and work seeing you sleeping there is the best feeling in the world. There's so many little things you do; every time you smile, how you look at me, even the time when you annoy me I know that you are something I am truly blessed with. I really sit back and think to myself "How did I ever become so lucky?" There are millions of people out there in this world, but you just so happen to be my lucky number. I am so thankful for everything you do for me, all the kind small acts you do. I want to let you know they do not go unnoticed. Thank you for always making me smile even when I am being a pain in the @#$. Thank you for the kind words you tell me that...
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It took me seven years to finally see how lucky we are. How God works in the most unexpected ways. That eight years ago in are sophomore year geometry class when you came over and said only two words to me my life would change forever.
It was a whole year before I would even let you talk to me. October 2008 is when I finally let you in. By the new year you were asking me to be your girlfriend and like any seventeen year old girl. I obviously said yes.
Over the next five years we experianced a lot of big moments together birthdays, graduations, college, our first apartment. Our relationship was tested again and again. In the sixth year we thought it might be the end but something in both of us told us to hang on.
In the seventh year we realized we never wanted to be...
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I remember it like it was yesterday, 3am laying in bed because I had that feeling, you know the feeling you get when you know something is wrong but you can't figure out what it is. Luckily for me I got the call at exactly 3:24am. "Something's happened, you need to get here." Instantly my heart drops, what happened? What do I do? So I rush out of bed, put on a pair of leggings and a sweatshirt and rush to the hospital.
When I got there there it was mass confusion, just as you would imagine a typical Emergency Room would be. I walked to the front desk and told them my name and they tell me they already brought you to a room, so we walked down a maze of hallways to finally get to your room.
You don't look good, I've never seen you so weak and lifeless. They tell me you crashed your...
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It's not too late. I know you think that we're over. I know you want to be honorable. I know that you are loyal, but just this once, please don't do it. Don't let us die. We have a future.
You don't find what we have every day. We are a rarity. We deserve forever. Come back. Come back to me.
I love you. I love you always.
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To my second love, the one that really matters in this book of mine,
I want to thank you. There are so many things that the first love gets credit for, but you deserve some recognition, too. You made me believe in love again after my heart was crushed into a million tiny pieces. You made me laugh again. You made me stop believing that all guys treated girls badly because of how you cared for me. For that, I am eternally grateful for you. I know it wasn't easy. I know I'm hard to love. But you did it. You pushed through the walls I used to protect myself because I had been hurt so badly before. You were patient, caring, understanding, and protective every minute of every day. You brought me so much happiness that I never thought I would feel again. For everything you thought went...
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To be honest, I’m not sure why I’m writing this. Maybe a confession? Maybe to just get things off my mind? Although the reason escapes me for the time being I feel the need to say it nonetheless.
I can’t recall a time I’ve had to turn to others for help. I tended to be the “strong, emotionally distant” type who thought he could conquer the world without letting anybody in; then after many years when I was finally ready to let somebody in I was reduced to rubble in the blink of an eye when that person made the choice to leave my life. I didn’t know how to handle the situation, or even myself at that point. Emotions flooded through me like they never had before, but then you somehow managed to make it all okay.
The funny thing is I don’t even think you realize that you’re the reason I...
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This is not written because of any heartbreak, lost love or sadness experienced by me but rather a little bit of wisdom which I have received through observing others’ situations…
What is love? It’s a stupid feeling right? I have fallen in love but it never lasted so love can’t make one happy. The dictionary describes it as an intense feeling of deep affection, but that makes no sense. You can’t feel, see touch or hear it so how can it be an actual thing? Some say that the L word cannot be used early in a relationship because then your partner might think that you are too hectic or ‘jumping the gun’. I think that some already experience love at the moment of their first kiss or maybe in the first few weeks of their relationships but are just too scared to admit it. Some don’t believe...
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I just want to say that I'm so sorry for leaving a love as pure as ours behind. I thought I was doing what was best for you and for I at the time and I was dead wrong. It took my heart getting broken more than a few times to realize that the kind of love we shared, I may never find again. I miss when you would call my phone over and over again until I answered when we would fight because 1) you cared...
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Dear First Love,
Sometimes relationships don't turn out the way you had hoped or planned. Sometimes they don't last forever. Sometimes they end abruptly. Sometimes things change and people change and it has to come to an end. And when the time comes to move on from that person, you'll face an endless amount of obstacles, but nothing is impossible. With pain comes strength.
Someone will inform me that you’re seeing someone someday and that you’re happy, and my hands will stop working. I'll have to work hard to hold onto whatever I’m holding. Hopefully, it's not breakable. Suddenly, I'll remember everything I ever loved about you--everything that ever moved me to tears, and made my insides feel like they were tying themselves into knots. I'll remember that you were loyal, that you...
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