Love Letters

I often imagine that moment when I open my front door from a long, hard day at work and be willfully welcomed by my stinky, furry companion. I sit here and think about how I long for a best friend who will love me if I leave my dinner out for a night (or two), who will give me kisses and hugs even though I am late for work (again), and who will comfort me if I decide to eat too much ice cream for dessert (like last night). Like many people, I dream about the day that I go pick up a sweet, snubby face - or maybe a courageous bold faced dog and bring him to his new humble abode to live his life surrounded by love and care for the rest of his (or her) days. Though I work in a vet clinic and own many pets like a house trained pig, a bearded dragon, and two cats, I have never owned a dog. I...

Hey You, Maybe what you’ve done is just a typical activity in a day in your life. But for me, it’s something. Something to treasure and indeed worth remembering. Yes, I still remember what you said last night. I cannot believe the words you said and how spontaneous they were. I don’t know if you and I will be able to talk again. Maybe that’s just it – it ended when you got all the details you needed and called it a night . I didn’t want it to end but you took the lead and left me curious. I don’t know if we’d say “hi” or “hello” when we pass by the narrow hallways or the elevator in the remaining days. But I know we won’t. Because we didn’t. But I know that you see what you’re doing to me. I wish we’ll be able to talk again. You’re interesting and I can’t forget how brave you...

To ... I have often heard it is hardest to write the beginning of a novel than it is to write the end. Well writing this letter is no different. How do I begin what are likely to be the last words I write to the only woman I have ever loved. How do I tell her the very things I need to without the fear of knowing that I very likely will never speak to her again. So this is my attempt to explain my feelings an actions so that one day she may know truly how I felt. I never expected to fall in love, I never wanted to nor felt that it would make my life happier. Years of laughing at the stupidity of romantic movies and novels I was not ready for when it hit me. Like a freight train. I still remember the moment I first saw her across the vast expansive room, waiting at the same crossroads...

Dear my, Penny Lover, I'm sorry for everything, i really am. Our relationship is like quicksand, the more we fight to better it, the more we sink, sadly. I respect your decision on taking a break, it's really hard to say that, even harder to do it, unbelievably painful to think we had to come to it. Believe it or not, i have always wanted to do right by you. Seems like i failed that one, huh? For that, I apologize. It was never my intentions, and I can say that a million and one times, but it will change nothing. Just forgive me if you can. Remember the good parts of me, and forget the bad, and always know that you have me in your heart, as I have you forever in mine. My true one desire, baby, our love has expired.. I want you to know, I was thinking about a certain...