Love Letters

I'm sorry I told you your new black diamond earrings looked bad in front of your friends at the lunch table. I'm sorry I was so hurt and offended by pornography and put that blame on you. I caused myself that pain because I relied on you for confidence and wasn't accepting of my own appearance. I'm sorry I got mad when you wouldn't take your shirt off on the beach. Now I'm self conscious, too. I'm sorry for complaining on my 16th birthday when you felt like you ruined everything and I pressured you to fix it, and I acted like a little brat and I didn't try to make you feel better because it was my birthday. I'm sorry that I searched for approval of my appearance from other boys and men, when I should have only looked for my own approval. I'm sorry for seeming sad so...
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Don't talk to strangers. They say. But, you are an exception to the rule. I answered a random question from a stranger and that was you. That question was followed by more and more questions but this time it is not from you but from me. Why of all the men on earth it has to be you? Why did you came to my life all of a sudden? Why did you make me feel special? What if I do not answer your question? Will I be happier? Will I meet you some other time, on the right time? You always say that you haven't experienced to be in love. And i assumed that this is the reason why you are afraid to fall in love. I do understand. I will always understand. For I did not find you. You came. But maybe not in the right time. You came, at the time I am afraid to fall in love again but then you regained my...
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The funny thing is you reached out to me first. Knowing my situation, Knowing things would be difficult. But, you didn't seem to care and you were new, fun, mysterious. So, I took a chance on you. I'm not so sure if now that was a lesson or a blessing. You don't text, or call unless you're drunk or need a bootycall. Which is what we agreed upon so I'm not even mad about that. I'm not even necessarily mad at all honestly. But, what gets to me.. What really gets to me is that you claim to have no attachment. How can you sit there and tell me you have no feelings towards me. I'm not saying that you should be in love, because I'm not in love and I don't love you. I do however like you. I like you because you're a good person, I like our conversations, I like your attitude about...
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One word comes with fiancé that is of the upmost importance to me; commitment. Any first experience can be either the best or the worst. I'm hoping and praying you will be my first and last fiancé. Relationships are never easy with all of the physical and mental temptations. Making it to the decision where you want to spend the rest of your life with someone takes time. Whether a relationship has been ongoing for a few months or a few years, once you find the one special person of your dreams, all the temptations will seem to go away all at once. It seems all that you now care about is her/him and supporting them at all costs. You would give your life for them, but will they sacrifice theirs for you? That is the question that one must figure out on their own. All of the time and...
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I'm writing this to say "thank you", "Yes, I do care", "I'm Sorry" and for you to possibly understand me a little better. First I want to say thank you. Thank you for being my friend, my go to people. I've met you at all different times in my life and I am eternally grateful for you. We've celebrated, we've laughed and we've cried together...
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There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say. I don't know what I did to ever deserve you but I will never question it. .. You have always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind you never gave up on me instead you chose to love me anyway ..As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show But you still chose to love me anyway I remember the first time you ever saw me cry you didn't know why and honestly neither did I .. But you just held me tight and chose to love me anyway .. After that things began to change I felt different...
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Prom! That was the highlight of the year for my highschool! Everyone rushed to the stores and looked at every dress until they found the perfect one. There were mermaid style, long ball gown, strapless, halter top, and every color you could imagine. It was the perfect time. The one night every girl waited for. The night we got to feel like a princess. My junior year was one of the more stressful years and I couldn't wait for prom. I bought a beautiful ivory, strapless, Princess style dress! I loved it!! From the moment I put it on I felt beautiful! I just needed a date to make the night complete! But here's the sad truth: nobody asked me! I waited and waited but nobody asked me! Luckily I had a very handsome friend who didn't have a date either so we went together but still my night felt...
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I'm an overly-dramatic-eighteen-year-old girl. I get mad over insignificant things, I laugh at things that really aren't funny, and I'm over dramatic. Most adults talk to me about college or they talk to me because they saw something my mom posted about me on Facebook. Other than these two reasons, it seems that adults tend to steer clear of teenagers in general, but you didn't. You came into my life at the beginning of my senior year. I was stressed out 95% of the time and when I wasn't stressed out it seemed that I would find something to stress over. At the beginning, I was unsure of you. You were unsure of me. I had a recently had year of heartbreak. Not from my first love. My biological father and I had some troubles getting along and we went months without communicating. I...
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This is my last chance to really try and just explain things and try to write everything thats going on in my head, please just read this and know everything is true. Well ill start from the start...yeap. When we first started as you know already i didnt know the real you and i thought we really wouldn't get along at all, the first night we properly we spoke you were drunk you made me laugh so much cause you were doing crazy stuff and saying stuff i didnt really understand but i still really liked it! That same night you said there was something about me and you like me and i felt the exact same way, that night i went to bed with butterflies in my stomach and i felt excited and nervous about the way i felt. I knew before i met you i never felt love for anyone and everything people decribe...
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An Open Letter to the Boy I Loved More Than Myself: I love you. There it is in black and white, the words I’ve only said to you once when you were drunk and telling me you loved me back. I’ve wanted to say these words to you for so long but I’ve held it in more times than you’ll ever know in fear of ruining whatever this thing is we have. From the moment I first saw you when I was just 18 I knew you were going to be trouble, cue Taylor Swift… But really, I’ve never met someone who could make me feel so much with just one glance, heck I didn’t even know your name but I was hooked. Little did I know years later at the age of 21 you would still be doing this to me. In the years that passed you became someone to me that I never could have imagined. While we never technically dated...
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