Love Letters

I'm writing this to say "thank you", "Yes, I do care", "I'm Sorry" and for you to possibly understand me a little better. First I want to say thank you. Thank you for being my friend, my go to people. I've met you at all different times in my life and I am eternally grateful for you. We've celebrated, we've laughed and we've cried together...
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There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say. I don't know what I did to ever deserve you but I will never question it. .. You have always handled all my flaws and "weirdness" with an open mind you never gave up on me instead you chose to love me anyway ..As time went on my insecurities and anxiety began to show But you still chose to love me anyway I remember the first time you ever saw me cry you didn't know why and honestly neither did I .. But you just held me tight and chose to love me anyway .. After that things began to change I felt different...
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Prom! That was the highlight of the year for my highschool! Everyone rushed to the stores and looked at every dress until they found the perfect one. There were mermaid style, long ball gown, strapless, halter top, and every color you could imagine. It was the perfect time. The one night every girl waited for. The night we got to feel like a princess. My junior year was one of the more stressful years and I couldn't wait for prom. I bought a beautiful ivory, strapless, Princess style dress! I loved it!! From the moment I put it on I felt beautiful! I just needed a date to make the night complete! But here's the sad truth: nobody asked me! I waited and waited but nobody asked me! Luckily I had a very handsome friend who didn't have a date either so we went together but still my night felt...
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I'm an overly-dramatic-eighteen-year-old girl. I get mad over insignificant things, I laugh at things that really aren't funny, and I'm over dramatic. Most adults talk to me about college or they talk to me because they saw something my mom posted about me on Facebook. Other than these two reasons, it seems that adults tend to steer clear of teenagers in general, but you didn't. You came into my life at the beginning of my senior year. I was stressed out 95% of the time and when I wasn't stressed out it seemed that I would find something to stress over. At the beginning, I was unsure of you. You were unsure of me. I had a recently had year of heartbreak. Not from my first love. My biological father and I had some troubles getting along and we went months without communicating. I...
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This is my last chance to really try and just explain things and try to write everything thats going on in my head, please just read this and know everything is true. Well ill start from the start...yeap. When we first started as you know already i didnt know the real you and i thought we really wouldn't get along at all, the first night we properly we spoke you were drunk you made me laugh so much cause you were doing crazy stuff and saying stuff i didnt really understand but i still really liked it! That same night you said there was something about me and you like me and i felt the exact same way, that night i went to bed with butterflies in my stomach and i felt excited and nervous about the way i felt. I knew before i met you i never felt love for anyone and everything people decribe...
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An Open Letter to the Boy I Loved More Than Myself: I love you. There it is in black and white, the words I’ve only said to you once when you were drunk and telling me you loved me back. I’ve wanted to say these words to you for so long but I’ve held it in more times than you’ll ever know in fear of ruining whatever this thing is we have. From the moment I first saw you when I was just 18 I knew you were going to be trouble, cue Taylor Swift… But really, I’ve never met someone who could make me feel so much with just one glance, heck I didn’t even know your name but I was hooked. Little did I know years later at the age of 21 you would still be doing this to me. In the years that passed you became someone to me that I never could have imagined. While we never technically dated...
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I don't think I could ever express to you how thankful I am. You literally saved my life. Okay, maybe not "literally" but it sure felt like it. It wasn't the "save you from a burning building" kind of life saving. It was more like saving me from my depression. Saving me from the thoughts I had every single night. From the feeling that I would never be good enough for any one. Before you came into my life, it was rough. I've struggled with anxiety and depression ever since I was 14. I've battled drug use, bulimia and a toxic relationship. Those things destroyed me mentally. But one day, you came into my life. You made feel better than I ever have. Just when I thought I'd never find a decent man to treat me right you walked into my life and changed everything. You made me feel beautiful in...
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We met at the beach, but there was something more to us. You headed back to your home state and so did I. We stayed in touched and always texted and kept up with eachother on social media. There was gradual flirting here and there, but we both knew it couldn't work. We stayed in touch and we grew closer and closer. You were there when nobody else was. A year came and we were still friends. I was torn. After all this time of getting to know each other's hopes, dreams, and life goals we grew closer than ever. You asked me to be yours, and I wanted to so badly, but I had to say no. It definitely wasn't because I didn't want to be yours, but I just knew the reality of the situation. We were 400 miles apart.. Although our texting and contact with each...
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I admit it, I hated you at first because of jealousy (everyone has it with someone) But now, when I think about it, I wish you the best of luck with whom I didn't belong with.. It's been about four years since we cut it off, me and him. I can still remember everything about him. His favorite cologne, the way his eyes would sparkle, the way he laughed, how great he was around kids, his favorite late night snacks, and I knew exactly how hot he liked his showers and how crispy his bacon should be. He was the guy who showed me what I know about hunting and who made me love even just the thought of going fishing. He was the guy who enjoyed being around my family, the one who would help my mom out without even asking. He was the man I thought I would be with for the rest of my life. Those...
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This time last year I remember smiling every time my phone went of because there was just something about you that had an effect on me that I never felt before. I remember when I would pass you in the hallway and you would say "there's my girl" and I wouldn't feel butterflies my whole body would tingle as if it was on fire. But, in the end we were both dumb kids and you found something about me (something that I still don't know) that you didn't like. So you left. Just like that, the messages, the pictures, the smiles were gone. It ate me alive for the longest time that someone who swore they cared for me so much could just leave me like that. But I realized that maybe in a years time maybe two, you and I might be perfect for each other again. Until then, you're just the right one...
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