Mr B
I don't know that I'll ever be able to stay away from you. I don't believe I'll ever be strong enough to walk away and stay away. The attraction is too strong, the desire to be near you, to look into those eyes and to get lost in them.
Truth is I pray most days for two things. Your happiness and mine. I always ask that things work out for you and you are happy in your marriage and that I find my soulmate and learn to love all over again. Problem is, I keep bumping into you. Over and over again and again. I had a thought last night that maybe my prayers actually are being answered? Perhaps it always was you and more to the point, always will be you.
I imagine a life twenty years from now... Married, settled, children etc. But still sneaking off in the unspoken moments to...
Love Letters
Dear B.,
We haven't spoken in seven years. When you left, I don't think that you knew how I felt about you. I don't even think that I knew how I felt about you. How I still feel about you.
When you left it was like I lost my best friend. I didn't have anyone to tell everything to anymore. Sure, we kept in touch for two years. You were literally on the other side of the world, but we still found time to text each other all day every day. It felt like you were still here. Like you were still with me.
But distance began to take it's toll on us. The replies took longer, the texts became shorter. Soon enough we stopped talking all together. You had become a distant memory in my mind, and I have no doubt that I'd become the same exact thing to you.
I still talk to...
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To the girl I loved and lost forever,
I woke up yesterday from a dream that we were lying in bed together on some lazy Saturday morning like we used to love doing.
Awaking up and hugging you like if it was the first time. And looking into your eyes I would say "Have I ever told you, how amazingly beautiful your are"... just to bring a smile to your face...by saying that " I'm so lucky to have you by my said, "I love you so much".
I could almost smell your skin and feel the warmth of your naked body against mine until I woke up and you weren’t there beside me. Your absence from my bed served as a painful and palpable reminder that you are gone.
I know we’re not talking right now, but it’s late on the day that I start my new life and I can’t sleep. I can’t sleep because I’m...
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Hi babe, my bestfriend and and my king... This is for you.
Dont worry I didnt do this letter to bring you back or to make you love me back.
yes, I already moved on it was about 2years since we broke up, or let me say since you left me without any words.
its just that theres this time that I cant help but to reminisce does moment with you it was and i cant help but cry and smile at the same time it was soo priceless.
And remember does sweet long messages we have for each other almost everyday ? its soo gay for you to do that but you do it anyway. And i find it soo sweet :)
remember does late night talked? those dreams we shared.. I still remember our dreams our future wedding, future kids, and everything.
And remember those I love you fights? I WIN! and until now Im winning. Because...
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Letter to D
From Aru
Dear D. Whatever everything, you will always be “dear” for me.
Our story began like story from movie. We accidentally met each other in square, when I was learning to ride bicycle. I was standing just with my friend and you with your friends came to us and started to talk. We thought it is dispute between you and your friends. From the first day me and you we discussed different things and it was interesting. After this day I wrote to you ( 8th of May). From this day we started to meet each other. Our views to life and even interests were totally different. But despite it we continued to talk. I am with my difficult personality and you are something strange - together were in harmony. You always said “ Why you are not looking at me, why you are so shy”? I...
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Dear , Him
We taught each other what it was like to be someone's world. I still think about how you have been i go through my phone every once and awhile and replay the memories in my mind when i look at our pictures and videos that i will always cherish for the rest of my life. I get downhearted because the miserable thoughts also consume my mind. But i also start to realize that you have taught me and gave me experiences i've never had before i know that there was a reason we had the bond that we did and that was because all the deep thoughts and secrets we shared with each other . All of our texts were full of bliss and joy we were perfect . We taught one another how to love the feeling of hearing someone's voice every morning and every night. You were just like every other boy i...
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Heey annoying!
Last year we were inseparable. We were always together, in every class you were right under me or more like I was under you but oh well same difference. We stayed on the phone until we fell asleep and when we were awake it was never a time I wasn’t laughing. We just had a bond that no one could understand but us and that made it more special. I never thought I would catch feelings for you but I did.
One thing I remember is the day of my birthday I came to school and I was mad at you because you didn’t say happy birthday all day. We were in the computer lab surrounded by all our friends but i made sure not to sit next to you. I was doing my work then you came up to me and grabbed me and told me happy birthday and then you gave me a kiss. My whole mood changed I was...
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Well Hi,
It's late at night and I'm laying here, longing for your arms to be wrapped around me just because of the way they keep me safe. Longing to hear your heart beat, just because of the way it speeds up and slows down. Longing to feel the forehead kiss from you, just because it's the last thing I feel before I drift off into sleep. Some times it all feels like a dream until I wake up and realize you're still here. It's real. The way you make me feel is real. And it's deeper than any love that I've ever experienced.
I've hurt. I've cried. I've been torn and stomped on numerous times. But it was all because the wrong people had my love. You take my love and turn it into this energy that fills a whole room. You turn everything into bliss.
Now I know you're not...
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Well Hi,
I'm not sure if you'll ever read this but if you do here's the truth behind us getting back together. At the start I didn't want it...at all. I hated you. I hated you for treating me the way you did and not appreciating it. The smallest things that mattered to me, you didn't bother with even though we had talked about them before. You took everything for granted and I knew it. And I knew it was going to end soon, I just didn't know when. I loved you too much to let go and you cared for me too much to say good bye. And some how at the end of the day, I always found more love to give. At the beginning of 2016 we broke up and I was shattered, but relieved. I could breathe. No more accusations. No more fighting. No more crying. Just me.
Now it's October and we've been...
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Hey. I’m very unsettled right now. I don’t like this incredibly wide range of emotions that I’ve been experiencing…
Where a day will feel like a year, and within that year, I spend a few months in agony over the thought of being hated by you and the next few months high off of the idea of you… But actually? It isn’t the idea of you that I want to be close to. It is the concrete—it is what I have seen and heard and felt that draws me toward you.
But I’m confused. In no way is there any obligation towards me, whether that’s smiling as I pass, texting me back, or being my best friend. There aren’t any strings tying us together in force. Your kindness is unparalleled, and your generosity towards me in particular is appreciated in more ways than you realize.
However, I feel the brick...
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