Two years ago, I was deeply brokenhearted. I only had my eyes on one person and that person broke my heart. Then I met you. For me it was really not the perfect time for us to meet because I wasn't ready for a relationship and you were in a relationship. It was totally faulty for us to even begin a romance.
But, we started as friends. I got to know you even more and me to you as well. But there was already something between us. I was starting to feel happiness again. But I was terrified with the emotions I was feeling towards you because you had someone and if I will pull our relationship off I could be destroying what you and her had built. And that was the last thing on my mind because it would be the second time that I would get to destroy a relationship. I chose to let you go and...
Love Letters
Dear me (future wife)
I promise to encapsulate the moment when I realize that I am in the most magnetic, amorous and erotic love with you, not to let that feeling dissipate to the best of my ability and to relive it with you constantly, always.
Thank you
Ur sweet ♥ ranju
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When we met, I was broken from a previous abusive relationship. I told you my story and you listened. You listened to me as we sat there as two complete strangers. That could have been the last day I saw you. You could have walked out and that would have been a pointless conversation, but you stayed. Eight months later and you are still here for me. You have no idea how much that means to me.
I know that I can be a lot to handle at times..
I'm sorry that I still break down. I'm sorry that I am still sensitive at times. I'm sorry that I shut you out. I'm sorry that I am not always honest or up front with my feelings...I'm just used to bottling things up. I'm sorry that I am not the most social person...it's just hard for me to open up to people.
Because of you, I do have a lot...
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Hi. Kamusta? I hope you're doing well; I genuinely do. I know how much you hate reading. But I swear this would be the last time I'd be writing you anything. Kaya please lang paki basa. Huling hiling ko na sayo to. Basahin mo hanggang huli. Pero if hindi mo naman basahin, wala naman akong magagawa. As always.
I want to begin with saying one thing: I'm writing this to find peace in myself. I'm not trying to hurt you or guilt you; I would never intentionally do either of those things. So let's begin. It's been one week since you've decided that you needed space. It's a week without you. It's weeklong freedom for you. Seven Hellish days for me.
We started out great. Unpredictable yet bound to happen. I never expected for us to be together. I remember everything like it was just...
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I’m sorry. I know that doesn’t matter to you, and that your mind is made up about me. I know that what I did may have affected you more than I’ll ever know, and I know that it hurt you. I know that it probably hurt worse that you found out from someone else. The phrase “I’m sorry” can never make up for what I did, but I’m at a loss on how else I could ever tell you how much I regret what I did. I want you to know something though, the situation was so much more than what you believe it to be. I know that sounds like an excuse, but I could never explain to you what happened that day, if I did you probably wouldn’t even believe me. I’m stronger now than I was when I was eighteen. I’m happily in a relationship now, full of trust and respect. I don’t say this to upset you, I say this because...
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I woke up this morning thinking about you for the first time in over twenty years. I was thinking about how cowardly you were then.
I wrote you a letter telling you I loved you but it was mailed accidently. Once you received it, instead of talking to me about it and letting me know you didn't feel the same way (that wasn't true) you left a message on my home answering machine while I was at work to tell me not to contact you again; which I didn't.
I didn't plan to have you receive that letter, it happened by accident. I was getting you out of my system and by writing that letter, it was closure for me. Imagine my surprise when I got home that day and found not one but two messages from you asking me not to contact you again.
While I did love you and still do, I never wanted...
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Falling inlove is easy, cause thats the basic thing that any human can do. Staying inlove with the person, now thats a tricky one. Many have failed and tried. Theres only a few whom succeeded, but what can you really do? If the love that you once have vanished into thin air? And yet there you are, still staying beside that person you once loved, unable to move. Just because you stayed doesnt mean that you still feel the same way, sometimes the reason why we stayed, is because we forgot our path, and also because you've depended so much to that person that you forgot how it is to live by yourself again.
They said that its a pathetic thing to do, and yet there are still a few of those people who chose to stay, with a mind thats thinking and hoping that everything will still be okay. Im...
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Maturity was never your issue, only mine. I’ve always thought of myself as immature but you haven’t. I will always reason out my immaturity every time we argue but you didn’t.
You have this picture of me: a woman who’s bold, rational, and strong even though I would often question it. You would always point out that you liked my maturity but I would often doubt it.
How you saw me made a difference. How you described me changed my perspective. You saw me as strong and now I owned it.
However you did not only see me as bold but also fragile.
When life was rough for me, when difficulties seemed to wear me down, and when I thought I want to give up, you showed me I could be strong by leaning on you.
I appreciated those moments that you would not treat me as a lady but as a...
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I was 12 and you were 11 and we became best friends. I fell for you and I didn't know you fell for me too. I hid my feelings since we were just kids and you had a girlfriend. I was very supportive. But unknowingly we, slowly drifted apart.
After 6 or 7 years, you talked to me again and we relieved those moments. We were like best friends all over again but we were older and more mature than before. Unexpectedly, history repeated itself. It felt like destiny was playing with us. I fell for you but like before I never told you. Why? Because you had a girlfriend. Sadly, my heart had enough and I needed to say goodbye. Even though the situation was unfavorable, I'm truly grateful for a lot of things.
Thank you for making me feel loved. Even though the love was not real and it just...
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Dear you,
You are the most amazing man I've met thus far in my life. However you found me at a bad time. The man before you destroyed me. Ripped me open, and tore me apart piece by piece. He beat me physically, emotionally, and mentally. Because of this mistreatment, that went on much longer than it should have, but when you feel trapped, you deal with what you have to in order to survive. I am scarred. I am beaten down and battered. I am fighting so hard to make myself better. I want to be better. I want to not have to ask you about that girl who liked your picture. Please understand, when I ask question that seem stupid, or seem like I may not trust you, that's not how I feel. It's just I get nervous sometimes, I get these little thoughts that plant themsevles in my head. If I don't...
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