First off let me start by saying thank you for an amazing year and a half. You have truly made a huge impact on my life and I will never forget you. I am blessed to have met and loved you for as long as i have.
With that being said, let me explain myself...
-When I say I'm not happy, I don't mean that you do not make me happy. It's way deeper than that. It's like an emptiness that can't be filled. It's a never ending craving for something I cannot put my finger on. It's darkness that over rides your light.
-I'm not breaking up with you because of anything you did. You are perfect in my eyes honestly. I just can't do this anymore. I'm mentally and physically drained from trying to love you the way you deserve to be loved. I get too caught up in trying to make you and everyone else happy that I forgot to make time for my true happiness.
-I need to do this alone. I need to find my true self and become happy on my own. I need to teach myself how to love me with out anyone. I need to teach myself to see me the way you and others do. I also need to learn how to cope with my depression and anxiety. Teach myself to control them and my thinking.
-I don't want you to change for me. You are perfect the way you are. And honestly you are going to make some woman very happy one day. I'm sorry it is not me.
Lastly, I would like to say that even though it sucks to have to part with you, inside I feel like this is what is best for my mental health. The amount of stress I put on myself due to everything is just becoming to much for me. And though I love you, I know it's better to let you go than to drag you down the rabbit hole with me. You have been a great mentor and an amazing man to me. i appreciate everything you have done for me and my family. I will miss you and your family very much. I truly wish you the best in life. Good bye.
XoXo... k.
