Part 1
Sweetheart,
Love. Forbidden fruit it was for me. I had vowed to myself never to take that bite. But i was, after all, only human.
I remember the day i first met you. The first time i sensed you watching me, i sensed your dislike for me. You didn't even know me, hell you hadn't even talked to me. I could see the dislike in your eyes. I guess you never intended to like me. I on the other hand, thought you were attractive than the others. Just a general opinion. Nothing harmful of course.
Fast forward two weeks and we're on talking terms. We say hi everyday. We're in the same group so we have to interact. You start to get to know me. You find out, to your immense surprise, that i'm not a freak like you thought i was. You even mention that in the time to come.
Forward two months and we're sitting side by side, with our friends like we have zero worries in the world, laughing and teasing, making sarcastic comments and shipping each other with the people we hate. Ah good times they were.
Forward a month and we're on a trip to a far far place. A trip i'll never forget. Some true faces were revealed. While I grieved on losing who I thought were friends, you were the one who promised to be on my side. And you meant it.
Time flew and we met again after summer vacation. You were a lot different now. I remember you were even more nice to me than before. To me that was really kind of you. I thought yeah! now that's a friend. You tried to shelter me in every way and i was grateful for that, but i never mentioned it.
Slowly our friendship grew. I remember the day you said you loved me. I was astounded. I was so convinced that I wasn't in love with you that I told you no. But as I looked at you from those eyes, I thought how wrong I was. This was love.
My dear, the time that came next was the best that you could have ever given me. It was more precious than anything I owned. Little did I know my heaven was coming to a quick end.
