To the boy who cheated on me

To the boy who cheated on me, wow where to start... We never did have the best relationship. But I loved you I wanted to love you so deeply but you never allowed me and for that I want to say thank you. Thank you for lying to me so much it allowed me to protect myself for when the time come and I was ready to not let you cheat anymore. I knew everything you said about not cheating or talking to anyone was a lie all along I just didn't want to believe it. You promised you were like no other guy I ever dated and you were right, you are worse. Think about it for a second someone you love or at least claimed to sitting in her bedroom floor crying so hard she can barely breath. She looks in the mirror and doesn't recognize herself she has so much heartache she just wants it to stop beating she wants the pain gone. Now imagine that being your daughter seeing her cry over a guy who is just like you. It cuts deep my parents watched me cry and cry and wonder why then cry some more not be able to hold my food down and then one day it stopped the heartache stopped the cry stopped I could hold my food down I could look in the mirror and recognize myself and for that I want to say thank you for that. I'm stronger than I was before I no longer blame myself for what you did to me because it wasn't my fault and for as much as I hated and resented you now I just want you to be the right one for her don't do her like you did me it hurts, and no girl deserves broken promises. Yours truly, Your ex who loved you.