Dear Self,
I’ll never let you see a tear fall from my eyes. There will be a complete blank stare with some blood shot cries. It was all downhill so I slammed on my brakes; I never knew that the slow cruise would reveal so many snakes. I thought for sure it was so easy this way, At least uphill you know the ones around you are earning their stay. I’m not writing this to try to bribe you and make you stay, more or less to convince you to go away. God knows I never wanted to have to beg this way.
So you did what you wanted, everything was about you; it turned your life so grey. How long did you think you could hide behind those knock off shades? What or who are you pretending to be anyways? Now you leave me with the confusion of this mess of a life we have made. Honestly I just don’t...
Broken Hearts
You were never the perfect choice.
I knew that from the beginning, but I didn't care. I refused to listen to my friends' warnings that we clashed too much. I refused to listen to the little red flags at the beginning. All I knew was that I saw a caring person who needed someone to help them, and I wanted to be that person.
What I didn't know until months out of our relationship (if you could even call it that) is that you are the worst kind of abuser: one who doesn't even try to abuse someone but just does.
You see, you're the kind of person who believes that you really want to help people be the best they can be. But the problem is that you want everyone to be your version of the best they can be. You want everyone to meld and form to your version of a perfect world. That'...
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I met the most wonderful girl I could ever possibly meet. We became a couple and fell very much in love. We enjoyed being together, talked on phone everyday. Never missed saying good morning or good night. She was pure beauty. Her face, her smile, everything was great. When we kissed I was on another planet, when we made love I was in heaven. I was getting ready to propose and she had no idea. Suddenly she says she stopped loving me, this hurt so bad, for three days all I did was lay in bed and cry. Now she has accused me of doing something that is not true. I am so lost without here and she wont even talk to me, not even to try to be friends. I do not know what to do but I do know I do not want to live life without here. Mary if you see this, I love you so very much
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I put together the puzzle you destroyed
I tore down the walls she put up because of you
I made her realize she was worth everything in the world to someone
I love her like you could never love her
I lassoed the sun on her gloomiest of days
I believed in her when you wouldn't
I claim her when you refused
I would give her my last breath where you would suck it out of her lungs
I've caught every tear she's cried because of you
I've rebuilt what you've so effortlessly destroyed
I've shown her how a father is supposed to love their children
You have never loved her the way I love her, and you never will
But I will always be there for her
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Dear Hutchins
This letter is probably the last thing I will ever mention of you ever. I'd like to start of by saying you are probably the worst person I have ever met in my entire life. I hope I never meet anyone like you ever and I hope that we will never ever have to cross paths again.
When we first met, you made me feel like I was someone so special to you. Even though you had her in your life, I had the tiniest bit of hope that maybe you'd choose me in the end. That maybe I was worthy of being chosen for once. But boy was I wrong.
You went back to America two years later and not a word since. The last thing you said to me was that you loved me, even then I found that hard to believe. What does that word even mean ? Love ? Well just to let you know, I never did believe it...
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You don't remember me. I don't expect you to. I'm that girl in the cafeteria who sits by herself and never meets anybody's eyes. Did you know that I'm depressed? That I have no friends? That I silently beg that someone will talk to me? I bet you didn't. I still remember the name of the boy in 7th grade who asked me if I was okay after I started crying on the bleachers. I never got to say thank you because afterwards he ran away.I never understood that, did I have "outcast" tattooed on my forehead at birth? So you know what I did? I sat and cried and made friends with the characters in my books. All because of everyone who walked away.
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It's 5:41 p.m. on a cloudy, but hot soon to be summers eve and as I sit out back sipping my sweet red blend wine after a long day of work alot of emotions consume me. June 6th 2017 to be exact. So I just recently found out that my ex (also my 6 year old sons father) recently got engaged! Not just got engaged, but engaged to the woman he cheated on me with! The same woman who was a married woman and cheating on her husband with my son's father! The way I found put was probably the worst way anyone could find out!! Third party (mutual friend) good ole facebook or aka fakebook as I like to call it! I felt set up and ambushed! This so called friend of mine had been a "friend" for several years. She actually met me and my ex at the same time. At the time she was dating his friend (that...
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Dear My true love,
I am truly sorry for everything I have put you through. You are the most amazing and beautiful woman I have ever met. My love and passion for you runs deeper in me than I ever thought possible. Although you may now feel different I know you are my soulmate, we think the same things at the same time, we have the same sense of humour and the passion is more electric that I think 95% of the population would ever witness.
Despite all this I am not the man you deserve, you deserve much, much more than I. I held on to a failing life and felt no ability to cut it off, I held on to the loose ends and will never understand why I couldn't just cut it off completely. In the process I dragged you along and hurt you in the hope one day I would find the strength and we would be...
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This is a shout out to my ex...
Thank you. Thank you for allowing me to trust you, and to fall for you, only to cheat on me.
I'm not mad about the fact that you cheated. Honestly. I'm glad you did now.. At the time it was the worst thing I'd ever gone through. And I've had some awful times in my life! But if you hadn't done it I'd still be under your spell. I'm so glad I'm not.
Thank you for treating me so badly when we were together. For the times you belittled me in public or in front of our friends. For making me change myself so you'd love me more. For walking out after huge arguments, leaving me on my own to deal with the panic attacks I had because of you.
Thank you for making me feel like I wasn't good enough. That I couldn't speak to you about how I felt about...
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In my eyes you were the hero,
You saved the day every time something bad happened.
At the end of the day a hug and kiss goodnight from you made it all better.
Anything that was funny to you was 100x funnier to me,
Anything that was interesting to you was 100x more interesting to me.
I lived by your side, I wanted to walk and talk like you.
I wanted to make you proud.
That was the past.
I finally opened my eyes,
You're not the hero, you're the villain.
You ruined the day everyday.
I hugged and kissed you goodnight but you just sat there,
Like a stuffed animal.
Everything that used to make me laugh, makes me mad.
Everything that I used to be interested in, I hate now.
I didn't live by your side, I lived off your shadow.
I hope to never walk or talk like you.
I think...
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