Every time I try to let go, I end up pulling it back.
I hate it each time I can't resist your face. All I see is the beauty of you. The stardust magic on a slow moving scenery that never fails to stun my eyes. Two, three, until all of our fingers crossed left me with unexplainable blank thoughts. As the ticking clock will soon brutally kill the moments of time.
I hate it every time I can say "I'm okay without thoughts of you" and end up longing to feel you. I spent a lot of sleep nights thinking of nothingness beside you. The illusion ends as the sunrise awakes me about reality. I cannot own any piece of you not even a bit of your tainted heart.
I hate myself for putting my purest love for someone like you. At times, I wished I never did. If I could, I will turn back to the day...
Broken Hearts
Hi you,
I doubt you would ever find this letter. But if you do, I hope you get that feeling that you know this is especially for you.
Thank you for breaking me. Thank you for showing me what love isn't meant to feel like. You showed me that love shouldn't feel like you are alone constantly. Do you understand how horrible you made me feel near the end? I thought I had done something to you so I kept trying to keep you happy. And it worked. It's just that that happiness was only given to one person, and I was left with the dust and crumbs.
You were the one that said "I love you" first. I remember how you said it as well. We planned a future together soon after those words were spoken. Where we would move, what type of furniture would be in the living room, how many children we...
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Dear bikers,
You don’t know who I am and you probably don’t remember my dog, but I will always remember you. It’s been a month and the 30-foot tire marks are still burned onto the pavement in front of the driveway where you ran down an 18-month-old puppy like it was some sort of game.
Jinx would not be most people’s first guess for a seizure alert dog. But she instinctually knew when I had seizures coming on. Jinx was the only thing stabilizing my seizures. My seizures are not the obvious kind. I do not get the stereotypical convulsions which makes them much harder to detect. She had me diagnosed long before I even had a clue I was getting them. She would come check on me every 2 hours like clockwork and she would snap me out of seizures by licking me. No one asked her to do it or...
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Liewe skoonma.
Vandag se ek vir jou dankie, dankie vir elke boodskappie slegs op kersfees en op my verjaarsdag en soms sommer na my man se foon
Dankie dat ek dan intussen daai gebeurtenisse nie werklik verder van jou hoor nie, dat jy nooit na ons huiskom vir koffie nie, dat jy my nooit bel sommer om net te hoor hoe dit gaan.
Dankie dat jy eerder verkies om jou seun soms n boodskap te stuur so nou en dan, tenminste dan dink hy dat jy darem aan hom ook dink
Dankie dat by familie gebeurtenise ons altyd laaste genooi word, en altyd laaste is om enigiets uittevind daarvan. En eintlik ook nooit eers gaan nie want ons voel nie welkom nie. Dankie daarvoor ook.
Jy weet jy spaar my eintlik baie moeite… ek kan aan niks aakliger dink as om n hele aand of dag in jou agteraf gesig vastekyk...
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Its 8:09 am, Monday morning. I can hear the the music played by my friend upstairs I guess its "Love will keep us alive" and also I can hear the water from the faucet that were leaked a sound like a beat of a heart. I am sitting here in the dinning table, alone. Thinking whats going to happen today but, I realize what am I doing in this site. what is my purpose why I subscribe in this site.
It's funny cause one thing thing that pops up on my mind is your face. So, this letter is basically for you "my dear you". You know, I am secretly in love with you, when I woke up this morning I saw you lying on your bed with your phone and you look so happy with what you are watching. From that moment, I want to hug you or cuddle you and a part of me wanted you to say "Hi!" or "Good morning" to me...
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Dear Guy,
I'm going to preface this by saying I dont completely hate you. The simple fact of the matter is that if you didn't do what you did I wouldnt be able to call her my girlfriend right now. I know thats selfish but it is simply the truth. However that being said I will always hate you for breaking her heart into pieces so small that I cant put it all the way back together. I hate you for giving her trust issues that she can't set aside because people like you have used her, her whole life. I hate that my love for her has to be stifled because I can't move to quickly for fear of frightening her off. I hate that she can be happy with me one second and then something will remind her of you and put her back into that dark place. I know you said you were unhappy but the way in which...
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Dear me ,
You have survived. you have walked through all the hard times and here you are breathing . do you know how strong you are? do you even realise what all you've been through hasn't been an easy thing. You showed courage and love and compassion.
You cried and you wept. Maybe you stared into space for as long as you remember , hoping it was a dream when you awoke , but here you are , surviving . You are a fighter and you are amazing. You seem to inspire people around you with the kindness you have in your heart and the smile on your face even though it hurts every time you breathe. it shows how strong you are.
You may fall weak once in a while , but isn't that because you have been strong for a longer time? You can be strong and you can be happy . You can and you will be...
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To you:
When you left my house, nearly two weeks after we had broken up, eating my food, using my AC, Wi-Fi, watching my Netflix you could not even look me in the eye and say thank you or goodbye. Instead you thanked my roommate, who I was dropping off on my way to work, for “everything” and you wished her the best of luck. It was then I really realized that the year we spent together was a blip on your radar.
Honestly, I was the fool to believe in our “love” story. It was a shitty movie-like fairytale. We both were on the same walking tour in Moscow. Me an American, you an Austrian, about to study abroad in America. In the PG-tale I told people, I left out the part where we both got really drunk that same night we were partying in Moscow (white Russians in Russia, it was funnier...
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Before I decided to write this tonight, I made sure to send it few hours after the sunrise while you are well and looking forward for a great day.
I'd rather learn how to love people who chooses me than to put myself nowhere in your heart. I'm getting tired of fighting and giving up my heart in the end. This time I chose not to tolerate the pain, just too much. I cannot be in between. I don't want to be labeled as a relationship wrecker not even someone's on call. I know how love should understand but I opted not to. This is the first time that I closed my eyes from all the beautiful thoughts of you and focused on the moments when I broke my heart while holding onto you. I am feeling the real pain hidden for years. You with her in a situation I can't understand made me feel this....
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This isn't a letter to make anybody feel guilty. This is a letter for myself to find peace. With this broken heart of mine it's hard for me to express most of my feelings to human beings directly. I want to get this message to the man that broke my heart, yet, I'm still so in love with. We broke up almost a month ago, which seems like it's been years. I still remember the feeling of my stomach dropping when I could tell you were distancing yourself. Which was odd, because on the phone everything was normal. But when we weren't talking I knew inside that something wasn't right. I remember the day you actually left, without a reason. I remember the exact feeling and running to the bathroom to vomit and then lay in my bed and scream into my pillow with my makeup staining my pillow case. I...
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