2 Boys 1 Girl

I was having problems with my boyfriend so I stopped talking to him. I told him that I need space. And after two months he came to me. Tears were rolling out of his eyes when he handed me a letter he wrote to me the night before he came to see me. I was heartbroken to see him the way he was. It was early in the morning on a week day. He didn’t even go to work. The reason I asked for space was because we had a big fight. And after that fight he left me. And that’s where my first ex-boyfriend comes in. He was my first boyfriend 4 years ago. Well he was always there since I broke up with him. In those 4 years he never once went away. He always asked if I’m doing okay and if I’m happy. He is a good guy and would ask me if I need anything. He was there to make sure I’m happy. He knew about my boyfriend and when we had a fight, I had told him that he left me. So he made sure I was okay, he would send me gifts, flowers, chocolates just to make me feel better. And that really made me feel better. Then he asked me out. Well I was in a confused state that I just had a fight with my boyfriend two months ago. I didn’t know whether to say yes to him or just nothing. My second boyfriend or say ex-boyfriend came back because he misses me and that he realized he can’t live without me and that he loved me so much. That’s when he drove from his place to my place to convince me and give me the letter he wrote. They are both being amazing guys now and I’m confused who to be with. My first ex-boyfriend would have just left. Why would he be here for me for 4 years while I date another guy? And he always kept reminding me that he loves me every single day even though he knew I had a boyfriend. And my ex-boyfriend would have just left after the fight, but he came back and drove 100 miles with tears in his eyes and pain, just to see me because he realized he can’t live without me. I guess I don’t know what love is, because if I did I would have known who the right guy is for me.