You,
It's been a year already, I moved on and I can confidently say that I am totally healed but I can still feel the guilt for living you behind. It is the right thing to do, we both know that. We also both know that you are just too weak to handle me. I can't live with a guy who is not even having his own decisions and dream in life... Well, yeah you have dreams but you are not even making a single step to reach it. You're just literally dreaming. I know I am being unfair but you know that I can't let anybody to hold me down. Not even you. I think, I did love you and I also think that I've been a good girlfriend to you. I have given you my all. I tried to convince myself that you are enough but truly, I know deeply that you are not. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for breaking your heart badly. I wish you all the best though.
You know that I am even praying for you to move on and have a girlfriend once more. You deserve better. It's just may be that I am not good for you and you are not good for me, too. I'm sorry for leaving you. I know you invested a lot in our relationship but it was simply not working, you know. Now... I'm in love with your friend. I'm sorry, I didn't planned this, I just did. And you actually know that I like him before us. I just realized now that it's always been him. I thought I did love you but I didn't. I'm sorry for like playing with your heart. You truly love me. It feels like I cheated. Not only to you but also to myself. I wanna blame you because your friend doesn't want to be with me because of you. It sucks right? Karma maybe. Just do know that I am so sorry. I wish I could undo it, but I' can't. I am so sorry for playing with your feelings. That was a happy 3 years actually but I am regretting. Now it just feels like it was 3 wasted years. I'm sorry. I didn't love you at all. I though I did. I really do. I'm sorry cause I've been unfair from the start. I'm sorry. I am saying these because I can't contain my guilt and don't worry I got my own dose of medicine now.
I am just sorry. Sorry.
