You,
I do not exactly understand why you're thinking that way. You told me that you will be just "toxic" for me. You didn't even give me the chance. You just assumed.
It hurts me because you are all I ever wanted and I know somehow it crossed your mind that there could be an "us". You've always been so good to me. We shared a lot of things, experiences, even our own lives. Why can't you just drop it all those excuses and at least follow what your heart is telling you? Yes, I am like this... I am like that... but didn't you even realize? You are one of the reasons why I am reached all of these. You keep on slapping me the things that I achieved, but you're not even giving me the chance to at least achieve the man that I love.
Sometimes, I'm thinking how stupid these achievements are, does it made a superhuman or what? I never wanted any of these at the very first place. I tried hard. I did my best just to be the right person for you. Here I am now... being ditched by you, just because you think I am out of your league already. I guess, you will never see that I am also worthy of you. We could achieve great things together. I thought, I could be someone that you can be proud of, but it seems like... There would NEVER be an "us"...
Me
