Memories flash through my mind laughter love and dreams we had together I was your Angel you said ...the sunshine slowly disappears ..the devil comes knocking ..I watch my love my best Friend slowly disappear ..your soul becomes consumed by poison you have relapsed ...I dive in wanting to save you from drowning... My love my best friend is returned to me clean ...so I thought this goes on for nearly 4years ..slowly a stranger is before me ..a empty shell with a toxic tounge I search your eyes that were once a beautiful blue that are now grey ..I cry god knows I have cried from the pit of my stomach ...lies distrust ..watching my friends getting on building dreams having normal lived ..slowly I feel invisible to you used...I have tried I fought for your soul ...this is your fight I had to...
Broken Hearts
A long time ago I used to wonder why? Questioned and never found real answers to why this happened to me?
Often, I have heard the saying “time heals”, but does it really heal or simply help you bury the pain? In some instances, time does heal, but in others it takes time and lots of searching that does the trick to healing. A long time ago when I was just a child, you hurt me. You gained my trust and without a doubt, I did not question your true intentions. I was only 11, trying to gain a better understanding of the world around me and somehow you knew how to take advantage of my ignorance.
At such an early age I learned the harsh truth of what the word “molesting” truly meant. Never in my life had I heard such a word, never had I even had to question or find out what “molesting” meant...
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Dear Mariela,
I promise. I promise what I’ll never forget what happened the quiet, Sunday night on Firestone. I promise you will never be forgotten. I promise that the girl that decided to drive under the influence will never forget it. I promise that one day I’ll forgive her. I promise that all of our hearts hurt. I promise your memorial was genuine and pure. I promise to make your brother happy in every way I can. I promise to keep your family company. I promise to make your mom smile. I promise I will always tell Juan to follow his dreams. I promise he is my best friend. I promise we will do everything that you weren’t able to do. I promise we will do everything to make you proud. I promise roses will always be my favorite flower. I promise my love for your family is pure. I promise...
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I don’t know why it’s hitting me right now. I usually don’t get so emotional about things because I’m not as expressive as I should be. I like to hide away and only show what I want people to see because I don’t like people seeing that side of me. The side that only one person has seen. That person being my best friend. But the thing is I can’t talk to my best friend about how I’m feeling since they’re the reason I’m so sad right now. We were so comfortable with one another. We could be a mess but would not even notice it because all we ever cared about was our company. How do you get to that level of closeness with another person? How do you replace that? Or develop another relationship as beautiful and understanding as the one before? I believe in soul mates but I also believe a soul...
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this letter is in no way a justification for my actions or the actions of others. there was a guy i met and at the time we had no idea we were even attracted to one another. He was in a relationship and i respected it. When his relationship ended i helped him meet new women and we bonded. he shared all of his ridiculous stories of hook ups with random women, we seem to bond over life changes. i kept his secrets, he kept mine-there was trust but still no attraction. Not until New Years Eve, when i basically witnessed his girlfriend cheat on him standing only 5 feet away from us, then he was humanized to me. he continued to come to me with his issues, problems and secrets. i listened and took his emotions into consideration. now we were both single and i did not want to spend the rest of my...
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To my husband's past girlfriend, his High school Sweetheart. I just want to tell you one word and that is ENOUGH.
Enough of You being in our lives, enough of your fond or any memories of you and My Husband. for the past 2 years of our Relationship, You are just there waiting for something bad to happen. You think I' m stupid enough not to know what You are up to from 2012 to 2014? You are still keeping in touch with my husband, such as sending personal message in social media sites, sending holiday greetings, messages saying you wish us Good luck and You wanted my husband to keep in touch with you by being friends???. REALLY??? Ex Lovers to be friends? Are You Literally OUT OF YOUR MIND???.
At first I felt sorry for you. But for Your information My dear We all made our choices. So...
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Maybe I was naive,maybe I was really the one to you. I don't know.
I'll never get the closure.
I really thought you were old enough and mature enough to talk about it to me,but you aren't.
It's been about 3 weeks since you decided I'm not the one.
After almost 11 months of me sticking by your side.
You red flags seemed like welcome home signs to me.
In the end maybe I should've left the first time you got so angry over a game that you threw stuff.
Maybe I should've told you ,when you were yelling out angry;that you scared me.
That I was scared. That the louder your voice got;I shook.
You never saw it,you never knew.
And how bad it stung everytime since your oh so bestfriend told me after we started dating that you use to have a thing for her.
You said she lied...
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I knew when you stopped loving me, not completely but just enough for me to notice. I’m stubborn and prideful, yes two really bad things to deal with, I know. But I was me from the start and you loved me for it. I knew this would happen. I knew you’d stop loving me so I pushed you away since day one. I purposely showed you all my flaws to give you a head start to run. I knew you stopped loving me after you knew me. I knew you would stop loving me when I told you “you’ll get too comfortable and not care” yet you promised. I knew you the moment you broke that promise. But I knew you stopped loving me when you didn’t text me the same. I knew you stopped loving me when you weren’t as affectionate. I knew you stopped loving me when we’d argue and I’d go on ranting through text messages because...
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You are stronger than this. Wake up to the reality, and stop romanticizing the abuse you have been going through. Stop protecting him. Loosen yourself from his grips, completely. He thinks he is charming, he proudly boasts that he gets away with everything, he is extremely full of himself, he enjoys belittling others, enjoys gaslighting, and you know he enjoys getting more than he does giving - do not believe him. He has been here before, and he will continue because these men don't change - they're cunning and they are consumed with an unnatural aura and desire for material pleasures, and they're proud, self-proclaimed actors and liars - but you need to rise stronger than ever, for yourself first, and then for the ones who love you dearly, and genuinely.
Don't you see, sweet little...
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I just want to thank you for helping me create such an amazing little blessing. I hate how you left me when we were supposed to be a family. I hate how you chose another girl over your daughter. I hate how you got her pregnant barely a month after you left me and our daughter that I was pregnant with at the time. I hate how you called our daughter “retarded and inbred”, which by the way, she is neither. I hate how she will never have you in her life. I hate how you deny that she is even your and how you haven’t even checked on how she’s been during any of my pregnancy. I’m due to have her soon. And when you first left I thought I couldn’t do this on my own. But I’m not doing it on my own. I have my family, friends and even your family there to help me. It’s sad that you’re family even...
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