Broken Hearts

I guess now is the time for me to let it out because Lord knows you haven't been listening to me in years and it is about time you did! I don't really know why you married Tom when you know what he did to me and Dawn or wait did you know at all what he did to both of us? All you ever have known about who I am is what he tells you! I bet he was never honest with you about me and I know he wasn't about her either! But i will stick to what he did to me so it goes! He told you our marriage went south because of me and that is lie number one! He was abusive and he beat me down so badly and yet I stayed anyway! You know why I loved him it is that simple! The marriage wore me down so badly that i ended up suicidal 2 months after our son was born! He drove me to going into the hospital and...
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I want to know how someone wakes up one day and suddenly discards the moments and laughter they had shared. How did you decide you were done loving? How did you share pieces of yourself to me...only to leave me behind?
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Dear You, I never thought I would be the person to end up resorting to something like this. I saw myself as the strong one. Boy was I wrong. You broke me. And for that I must say I love you. You broke my down to nothing and built me back up again to the person I have always wanted to be. When we broke up it sent a shock through me, through my life. I always knew the possibility of it was there but I continued to tell myself that this was forever. When it first happened I resented you. How could you hurt me? After everything we went through after everything that we spent time building together, how could you hurt me? After the countless nights filled with memories and all the inside jokes and late night car rides, how could you hurt me? You said things like, it doesn't feel the...
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Hi, I genuinely hope you are doing well and although we don’t speak to each other you tend to cross my mind a fair amount. I’ll never forget our relationship, you were my first true love and I feel like I have to thank you. I want to thank you for allowing me to fall in love with you, for being my shoulder to cry on when I was being dramatic, for always watching the football with me, for giving me advice knowing that I probably wouldn’t listen, for being my best friend and finally, I want to thank you for leaving me. I know when we broke up I was full of anger, full of hate. I didn’t understand how we couldn’t just “fix” things, I want you to be around forever. I lay in my bed and I cried for days, I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep and this was all because I knew you were no longer by my...
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Reeva Steenkamp, your daughter was described extensively in the media since her death. There was Reeva the brunette teenager, the law graduate, linguist and feminist, then importantly also described being a devout Christian who was due to deliver a speech against gender violence on the day she died. Then there was Reeva the sexy blonde model, a cover girl, a girl who loved fast cars and who thrived in the lime light. On Twitter she described herself as “SA Model, Cover Girl, Tropika Island of Treasure Celeb Contestant, Law Graduate, Child of God”. Mrs Steenkamp, you decided to hang onto Reeva the devout Christian girl who was blameless and pure, a young woman who did everything life offered her but still took her Christianity seriously. Quite the coincidence that Oscar agrees with you...
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"No Legacy is as rich as honesty." Stranger, It's time you know the truth about us. It's time I stop making you wonder what the hell happened and just lay it out on the line for you. Even if it means a permanent Goodbye. If you want names of the people who contributed, that's not happening. They have nothing to do with it, these are my mistakes. Let's begin at the tail end of Senior year; I swear, I thought you were molded specifically for me. It didn't matter where we were, what we were doing, as long as I was with you it didn't matter. Yes, I was a pain in the ass. I was overdramatic, pessimistic and an absolute idiot at times. But you somehow put up with every little thing I did without any complaints (kinda). I would talk to my friends about...
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Memories flash through my mind laughter love and dreams we had together I was your Angel you said ...the sunshine slowly disappears ..the devil comes knocking ..I watch my love my best Friend slowly disappear ..your soul becomes consumed by poison you have relapsed ...I dive in wanting to save you from drowning... My love my best friend is returned to me clean ...so I thought this goes on for nearly 4years ..slowly a stranger is before me ..a empty shell with a toxic tounge I search your eyes that were once a beautiful blue that are now grey ..I cry god knows I have cried from the pit of my stomach ...lies distrust ..watching my friends getting on building dreams having normal lived ..slowly I feel invisible to you used...I have tried I fought for your soul ...this is your fight I had to...
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A long time ago I used to wonder why? Questioned and never found real answers to why this happened to me? Often, I have heard the saying “time heals”, but does it really heal or simply help you bury the pain? In some instances, time does heal, but in others it takes time and lots of searching that does the trick to healing. A long time ago when I was just a child, you hurt me. You gained my trust and without a doubt, I did not question your true intentions. I was only 11, trying to gain a better understanding of the world around me and somehow you knew how to take advantage of my ignorance. At such an early age I learned the harsh truth of what the word “molesting” truly meant. Never in my life had I heard such a word, never had I even had to question or find out what “molesting” meant...
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Dear Mariela, I promise. I promise what I’ll never forget what happened the quiet, Sunday night on Firestone. I promise you will never be forgotten. I promise that the girl that decided to drive under the influence will never forget it. I promise that one day I’ll forgive her. I promise that all of our hearts hurt. I promise your memorial was genuine and pure. I promise to make your brother happy in every way I can. I promise to keep your family company. I promise to make your mom smile. I promise I will always tell Juan to follow his dreams. I promise he is my best friend. I promise we will do everything that you weren’t able to do. I promise we will do everything to make you proud. I promise roses will always be my favorite flower. I promise my love for your family is pure. I promise...
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I don’t know why it’s hitting me right now. I usually don’t get so emotional about things because I’m not as expressive as I should be. I like to hide away and only show what I want people to see because I don’t like people seeing that side of me. The side that only one person has seen. That person being my best friend. But the thing is I can’t talk to my best friend about how I’m feeling since they’re the reason I’m so sad right now. We were so comfortable with one another. We could be a mess but would not even notice it because all we ever cared about was our company. How do you get to that level of closeness with another person? How do you replace that? Or develop another relationship as beautiful and understanding as the one before? I believe in soul mates but I also believe a soul...
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