I watched you. Pinned at the throat. The man is yelling at your face, and you standing there, unbothered. A mere few seconds before, I had unknowingly walked a few steps back to grab something I left on the table. Then right after... BAM! You were slammed onto the concrete post. My friends shifted their glance to you and me, wondering if I was going to react. The man let go of you for a few seconds, and then he slammed you against a wall this time. This time, anger surged through me. You looked at me and I stood there, able to do nothing. But I wasn't the only one just standing, all your friends were just watching! What kind of friends are those? I waited there until everything was sorted out, but many of your friends had walked away.
As the week progressed, my friends...
Broken Hearts
Your broken pieces don't define you. You will encounter people in your life who will not understand your pain, and you will lead yourself to believe that this broken self is who you are. But how can everyone have the same level of understanding when we have all had different life experiences? Our experiences shape our perception. How we see things. How we feel towards things. So how can we understand something we have never experienced? We are also all different. Some of us can breeze through a certain situation where others will struggle. If you asked the dolphin what it's like to swim in the ocean, he'll tell you it's exhilarating. Speeding through the water then launching yourself through the air
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...if the Universe sees fit, then this letter will somehow make it's way to you. If it does and you feel like this letter is for you, it is.
I miss you. I miss you so much that I can hardly withstand the pain. Every single day I want to text you...but I don't. I do not excuse what you did to me, but I don't think you are entirely yourself at this point in time.
I remember all the things we did, the words we said, the laughter we shared. I miss getting your texts all day long. I miss cuddling with you. I miss the way you that you loved me, quite simply.
But the thing I realize now is that I don't think you know what love truly means. This could be due to your age, I am not sure. Maybe you never had anyone love you the way I did. I think that you loved me the only way you knew...
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I am hurting. I feel like my heart has shattered into a million pieces and I will never be able to find them all. It's been a long while since we last spoke. Admittedly, things didn’t leave off on a good note… no matter how badly I wished to message you. Things between us will never be the same. Though I do miss you. I miss you more than you could ever know or ever believe. I still love you.
To sum it up, the last words you said to me implied that the time I spent with you, everything I did with you, and everything I said to you was a lie; that everything was a lie. That I was selfish; that no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I did, I only cared about myself and not the slightest amount for you.That I said “f*** you” because of your mental illnesses. That in the end...
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To who I used to be,
I remember when you were me and we were comfortable and safe. I was able to make it through the day when we were together. It has been a struggle without you by myside and it is hard to do the things we used to do together. I didn’t notice you slipping away from and then just one day you were just gone. I never realized how happy we were until you disappeared. I am sorry for letting you slip away, but can you come back please.
Since you have been gone it has been harder to do everything. There isn’t even a trace of you to help go through the day. I can’t smile like you would for me. We used to be perfect at that, no struggle just natural happiness. But without you I can’t even feel happy, even around my friends. Every joke that is made comes with a fake laugh...
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Dear Ex,
You broke my heart. Not only did you break it, you shattered it. Now I am left with all of the pieces that don't quite fit back together correctly. My heart was already cracked and broken in several places. When I met you I thought that your love was the glue to help mend what was broken. Instead, you held the weapon to destroy it once and for all.
You told me every day that you loved me. I love you so much, you said. Then the minute that there was a true conflict that arose, you chose to walk away. I was always there for you. When you needed me during your hard times, I was there. You told me that my sadness was too much for you. When I needed you, and you knew I did, you left. True love does not evaporate when there is an issue in the relationship. Was there someone else...
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To whoever needs this,
To start this, I have to introduce myself, I am A. That’s the name that I will go by at least on here. This is to both allow the people that have hurt me to remain blissful ignorant of how much they have truly affected me, and so that I can go around without people looking at me with pity. I don’t know if anyone ever feels the same way I do but I feel that I am always the friend that everyone forgets. I am forgettable I guess, no matter how long we have been friends or how much I have done for that person they will just up and abandon me. I don’t know why, but it has made me guarded of my feelings, so much so that when I do let someone in to just hurts ten times more when they ultimately leave. I am writing this not because I want sympathy or pity from...
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My baby, my sweetheart You heard my yearning and found your way to me. Your tiny soul made this long journey and traveled a distance that I thought was beyond any reach. But you still came looking for me and against all odds you found me. You quietly resided in my womb for two weeks before I finally found out that you were there. But instead of giving you a secure home, I told you that you would have to leave soon. The thought of letting you go broke my heart. But my angel, you deserve the sun and the moon and all the shiny stars in the sky. So I wanted to send you back to a better place where you will be wanted more and loved more. Please know my darling, that your Aai and Baba love you a lot. That’s what you would have called us if I had given birth to you. I knew that both of us...
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You can't see it or hear it, but it slowly devours you. Day by Day, it grows stronger. It wants to be your only friend...
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Dear korey,
I still dont understand it. How could you do this? How are you okay with this? Did you enjoy hurtting me like this? You made me into to someone i dont even recognize and you dont care. You told me that we were a forever thing no matter what but then all the lies came out and now I'm the only one who is hurt. Was she worth it? Does she make you happier? I just dont understand. You treated me like crap and you arent sorry for it. You still text me everytime yall fight and tell me you made a mistake. You asked if I would come back but to be completely honest, i wouldnt. You made me hate everyone and everything i hated myself. I gave you everything and it was never going to be good enough for you. You freaked out when i started dating but you were already living with someone...
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