I’m honest, too patient and understanding. I’m also strong enough not to care how much I love you, I would never talk to you again if I had to. I get bad anxiety sometimes and all I could do is cry. There’s time where I’m sad and I don’t know why it’s hard to get up from my bed and do normal things. Idk why I’m sad and it makes me feel worse so I cry myself to sleep and pray for everyone I love because I hope they never feel this way or go through what i go through. I have secrets no one knows and I don’t trust anyone enough to tell them. I know I have people who love me and they’ll understand but I just can’t. There’s times I try hard for my mind to be present but it’s somewhere else. I lack letting go because I hold on to things that meant more to me than it did to them. I can’t...
I am not really sure whether I should or not… but I want to say some things to you. I've known about you since you came here. Everything I've got to understand you is based entirely on the activities that you took part in at the club, sometimes on your moments in games; no more, no less. Believe me, I have no idea where you grew up exactly, what are your hobbies in detail, etc. The earliest impression you had on me was when I saw you in your first competitive match. I felt something different in your face. Just like that. With time, you became more familiar to me and I was fond of you the way I am of the others. Watching the Rapid Fire you first did was great fun, I loved the atmosphere both of you brought out. It was also when I could articulate what made your face different to...
Dear you, You should know that I'm very excited to meet you, and love you, and find my happiness in you.
I know your hurt. I understand your pain. You gave him everything and he took advantage of it, but there is so much more out there. There is so much more that you deserve. You deserve someone that won't give up when things get hard. He will always find a way to work it out, even if it means clearing his head first. You deserve someone who will never ask for more than you're willing to give. He won't pressure you and will always accept 'No' as an answer. You deserve someone who wants to grow with you, not apart from you. He sees the future that he wants and works hard to include you in it. You deserve someone who will be devoted to you. He won't entertain other women because he respects you. You deserve someone you can trust. He gives you no reason to suspect that he is...
We were both broken when we met, but we didn't care. We were so much alike that I sometimes wondered if we could read each others' minds. I have loved before, but I have never loved anyone the way I loved you. I loved you despite the fact that I was broken. I loved you so much, I wanted to help you tape and glue yourself together rather than fix myself. For some reason, you refused my tape and glue. The tape and glue that could have held me together. You let me waste it, knowing that you couldn't and wouldn't accept it. You continued to talk about her and it broke me even more. It broke me because I was ready. I wanted everything with you. The only problem was that you would never be ready for me.
To my first love, It's been 4 years since I met and fell in love with you. All it took was one look in those green eyes and I was hooked. There was something about you that I couldn't let go and still can't all these years later. You are by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can only hope you'll be in my life forever just like you'll forever be in my heart. Thank you for being a part of my life I will always be grateful for you. Love Always, The girl that will always love you
The day i saw you in flying school i already knew that you're going to be a lesson of my life... to be the best version of myself. Indeed i had a crush on you, it's not about your charming look or sweet smile. It's because i always look up on you. You inspires me alot Pilot. Even though u never liked me back, it's okay. If we're meant to be, it will be. I never assume or demand to you just to like me back. It's because of you my standards of a guy is high. And you're the reason why i am pursuing my dream to be a flight attendant even though i had no confidence, weak in english grammar and fat ass girl. I ask God, i know one day there will be a guy who loves me for being me. No more begging and crying, just love and knows how to appreciate me. To my crushy- Pilot who...
I’m sorry for letting you fall for me. I’m sorry if I allowed you to come into my life like this. I know this shouldn’t be happening, but as you told me, you can’t change what the heart dictates. I’m scared, really really scared. I’m still not brave enough to give you the rejection I’ve been meaning to tell you. I’m afraid I can’t trust you, for the man I used to love trusts you so much. He broke my heart. He treats you his most trusted friend. I’d rather see you choose him over me, but you chose otherwise. I don’t know what else to do. Perhaps I’ll give it a month or two. If I am still afraid to fall for you, I’ll be fair and end it soon. Thank you for the genuine care and love. And I’m sorry if I can’t reciprocate for now.
I remember the first few times we spoke. From our first encounter i knew you were different. I never realised just how special you were. i remember the first time i looked into your eyes and i saw such incredible kindness , they say eyes are the window into the soul and what i saw that day made me realise i met someone incredibly special. A truly beautiful soul. Over time you became my friend, my confidante, my everything. You were the first person i could really be myself with, and something about you just put me at ease. I loved every minute spent in your company. No one had ever made me feel like you have. You made me smile. I was sooo happy around you. You gave me confidence and a spring in my step. Oh how i relished and cherished every moment with you. I was so flattered as...
9/7/2018 Dear you, Quietly, I tell myself it isn't all that bad to miss someone...that feeling lingers deep in the pit of my stomach, curling viciously onto me in a way that makes it almost seem beautiful. A sense of proof-a proof in my existence-lives deep down in that feeling. I miss you though I don't know you, I can't fathom your name or how you look when you laugh. I cant remind myself of how you smell or what it feels like to walk beside you in silence, in those moments where all I want is to look at you. But I miss you. I don't want to love you already but I suppose I do, and I suppose its much more than love too. Its more like a KNOWING that you're out there walking around the world, you cant know me. Sometimes in crowded places I have to stop and just breathe, because it...