Hey K.
I'm just gonna be honest, I haven't really been ok since things fell apart between us. Am I dwelling on every passing moment, ruminating about every text we sent to one another or literally twisting inside at the thought of losing my connection with you... thankfully I'm past that. Nonetheless, I know I still love and care for you. And for whatever reason, my feelings can't reach you. It seems as though every word I say is wrong, or every action is misconstrued. Even as I write this, I'm almost convinced that you don't care about what I have to say. Whether or not that is true, I may never know... but my only point of reference these days is how I feel. But I don't want to move past this point in my life without properly dealing with these feelings. God knows I truly cared for...
Love Letters
Patrick,
Five years ago today, you and I became husband and wife. I remember as if it were yesterday. I was nervous because I gave you no other option LOL. Yet, I was still excited and full of love. We didn’t know what will become of us, but we knew that our life and love was special and that we belonged together. I’m sure many thought of us foolish for taking such a big leap of faith and after only a year together. Now, five years later, I can say that going to Hilton with you that afternoon was the best decision I have ever made. Marrying you was the best leap of faith of my life.
After countless days of being married, I realized it’ll never be perfect. It is a choice that we make every day. It is a choice of choosing to return to each other again and again even when...
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hey. i don't really know how to begin this so i'm just gonna wing it. maybe it wont suck, it probably will though. a lot of things that you said hurt me. which, i know now, was your intentions. you wanted me to know i was being a complete idiot and somebody was bothered by it. somebody that i made fall completely head over heels for me. you were so in love with me. part of me wanted to get better for you. but then i wouldn't be getting better. does that make sense? i had to get better for me. for my future. and well.. i guess when it's put that way, i was getting better for you, in a way. if i wanted you to be in my future, i had to clean my act up and make something of myself. so, i did. but by the time i finally got it together, you were gone. ignoring all my messages, blocking me on...
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Hi Mahal ko, kahit ganito yung ginawa mo sa akin. Gusto kong malaman mo na mahal na mahal parin kita at kung sakaling babalik ka ay buong puso kitang tatanggapin.
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Hi there! I hope you're doing well. It's your special day. Perhaps, you rarely celebrate "special days" as you already have more important things to do. Even so, I wanted to do these things to express how much I value you as a person and to remind you how your existence means so much to the people around you.
I have so much to say, but can't put everything in words. So, let me summarize the whole idea into one word - choices.
Life is full of choices. Even not making a choice is a choice.
For me, funny but to be honest, I did everything I can to forget you. I even tried to manipulate how I felt and how I thought. Made some regretful choices. Still, dreams about you made up my countless sleepless nights. And, random thoughts about you made up my days. I hear your voice anywhere....
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To my forever:
Someone told me to “just get over you”. As true as it may possibly be, it hurts more to do so. I mean, how do you get over someone that’s had such an impact on your life? Someone that you e shared so much with? Someone that you love with every being in you?
It’s been over a year that I discovered another woman enjoying your love for even longer than I knew of. She enjoyed you playing father to her kids while watching you walk away from yours. She enjoyed the pain on my face when discovering you and her.
I know that we both made mistakes and God knows how sorry I am. God knows I spend every day telling Him I’m sorry and asking Him to whisper it to you each time. How did we go wrong so fast.
Do you wonder why I can’t heal? Because I see you when I see my...
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I love you unconditional because of my life right now everything is going on with you look amazing in control of life she needs to comprehend who else would be left here for you
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An open letter to the person that I let go
Know that choosing your happiness is more important than choosing mine. I left because I know it's time.
You are ready to move on while I am still trying to fix us. You decided for yourself and I had no clue it was done. I did tried my best, they say some people are good with showing affection physically some is verbally, but I was never good at those things and you know that. We all made our mistakes and one of those mistakes is not letting you know how much I love you more than anything else in this world. You were my everything, I'll give up everything for you if you ask me to. I chose you in every ups and downs in our relationship and despite the fact that we always argue at the end of the day I still want to share the same bed that I...
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Hi stranger! First of all I wanna thank you for coming into my life... I have never thought of falling in love again. My heart was broken into a fine dust. But for some reason, you made it whole again like it was never been broken before. I really thank you for giving me hope, strength and positivity in every day that I face.
My dear stranger, I do apologize for the times that I get so annoying... for the times that I make you mad, for the times I disappoint you. I really do appreciate that you never gave up on me. Instead you calm yourself down and finish the argument with you telling me how much you love me.
I don’t know how am I suppose to show you how much I love you, even to the extent that marrying you isn’t enough to let you know. I wanna love you more and more each day of my...
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Us and this world
Dear Y
Please play opera house by cigarettes after sex first.
I know that this is not the first letter I wrote for you and I know that I will keep writing more even if you are not there to read them.
You knew that I wasn’t exactly the type of person who would get into this kind of mess, nor believed in it in the first place. I was a mess and pieces of me were all over the ground then I loved you completely unaware, and unavoidably I picked a piece of you when I built myself again so now there is me and there is you and this world is unfamiliar with us being together. Boundaries were slowly melting and I was wrapped with black and red, my heart and blood rushing me in this feeling a bit further until you had a stain on me, and stains are pretty hard to hide, aren’...
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