Love Letters

Us and this world Dear Y Please play opera house by cigarettes after sex first. I know that this is not the first letter I wrote for you and I know that I will keep writing more even if you are not there to read them. You knew that I wasn’t exactly the type of person who would get into this kind of mess, nor believed in it in the first place. I was a mess and pieces of me were all over the ground then I loved you completely unaware, and unavoidably I picked a piece of you when I built myself again so now there is me and there is you and this world is unfamiliar with us being together. Boundaries were slowly melting and I was wrapped with black and red, my heart and blood rushing me in this feeling a bit further until you had a stain on me, and stains are pretty hard to hide, aren’...
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Dear you, I hope you are reading this without anger or upset. I hope these words find you happy and well. A difficult year this has been and it seems to me that whether the times be good or bad, my thoughts drift back to you. I fear they always will. I am writing this as a thank you. Time was never our friend and nor will it ever be. We have both grown and move forwards in our lives and no matter how much I wish I could have had you to myself, I have come to terms with the fact it was never meant to be. I find it strange that life could lend me an experience to fall in love with you so deeply with such little time together. Every memory I have makes me smile, even the ones where we disagreed, because it reminds me of the genuinity of the feelings I have, and I am so grateful for them...
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Dearest Lover, I dont even know how to start so I started writing randomly, whatever came to my mind. I know you will be angriest of all when I will be gone and I know that you will make multiple attempts in hopes of joining me so I want you to stop. Stop it. Do not do anything reckless or stupid. I wont force you to do anything, okay? But just read this letter once. You came into my life in the most unexpected way. You were not only my lover but my best friend. You made everything easier. I remember, when we first time spoke on call till 3 am when I was going through my breakup. You were my support, you made me feel I was good enough and nothing was wrong with me. It was YOU who picked me up when I fell hard. You made pain look easier, you never missed a chance to make me laugh. I...
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I’m turning 47 next month. I’ve been divorced and single 12+ years. My story is complex, emotional, and lonely. Really, I’ve been single much longer. He rejected me early in our marriage, before we even said “I do”. We became pregnant while dating, and at 27, it was my first time ever to be expecting. I didn’t expect him to stick around...but truthfully I’m glad he did at least long enough for me to also have the 3rd pregnancy. The first we were blessed with a son, the second miscarried, the third a daughter. I’ve raised them alone, no regrets. Yet, I would welcome a loving man to share my life with now that my children are teenagers and thriving well. Over the years I’ve been single I chose not to attempt relationships with other men cause I desired putting my children first....
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When we first met, i was a 17 year old high school failure. I was failing everything in school and in my social life. I mean i’ve never even had a real girlfriend before. But then i met you. I remember everything about that day. Your big beautiful blue eyes, your long brown hair and your surprisingly big ears. I always that they were cute. We talked for a while i think til like 3-4 in the morning and we clicked right away. I always remember the feeling i had whenever we talked. Wether it was in person, text or facetime. At the time, i couldn’t describe it, but i loved it. Then you dropped the bombshell, that you actually live 4 hours away and it would be difficult to be a couple. We never officially began dating but we definitely liked each other. One of our first times hanging out was us...
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As we all know wedding showers can be very stressful to plan for. You want them to be as fun and entertaining for all to remember years down the road. Well if you are trying to plan a bridal shower for a friend or family member, why not be unique and let all have fun including the men. Most bridal showers I have been to were very nice, but all we did was just sit around and eat and open up gifts. So to make it more interesting a little creativity in your mind and include all. Heres an idea for that bridal shower I have for you. I came about this idea, because of one of my hubby's friends are getting married, and I needed to think of something different for the brides' shower, to tell hubby's friends fiances friend that's planning the shower. First, you want to create that bridal...
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As I sit on my bed, listening to so many songs I just want to write to you, I know you won't see it.. But I like to think you're there Ally, I really miss you.. I go by what you said to me, that rainy date, 'Always find the light in the shadows' I know you want me to be happy, be happy on my own... But girl, really... It's so difficult.. No girl is like you, It should upset me but to be frank with you, It makes me miss you even more, but It makes more cherish the moments we've had together even more. I really think about you, like a lot.. I know it won't bring you back but thinking genuinely does bring me such comfort. I reminisce our time together, most notably our date on the beach and your friend's party... Surprisingly though, out of a lot of stuff we had in common.....
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This is to say that I will always remember you. I will always love you... Even years from now, even decades... Even if we have moved on and have a family, I will always love you and remember you. To this day, I'm still comparing others to you... I remember how you looked in my arms, how you slept, and how you did little things... I hope you the best, and I hope you find the one that will love you more than I ever did and could, and also, this is to that person... Don't ever let her go... She is one of a kind... Adorkable
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This journey with you is not easy. As we continue to build something that will be meaningful, I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always be with you. Your heart is safe with me, I will nurture and protect it. These bars do not hold my heart. You do. You've captured it, and I want you to treasure it. My love for you is pure, real and sacred. I never knew that I could care about someone the way that I feel about you. I'm drawn to you, connected to you. I would love to look into your beautiful green eyes and tell you just how lucky I am, to have you in my life. I know that I'm not the woman of your dreams, but you are definitely the man of mine. I no longer look at clocks, or other devices that tell time. I don't pay attention to it. I treasure each moment that I'm allowed...
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Dear Future Husband, I am 31, and full of Wanderlust. I spent some of my twenties and early thirties exploring the United States. I have always been a curious person, feeling the need to see new places and taste new foods and touch interesting things and listen to new sounds. I have always been of the belief that my Future Husband will have that same drive to explore, and travel, and experience all things new. I yearn to have you with me, on long flights, endless car rides, walking aimlessly through new cities, excited.... curious. I want to go to New Orleans. I crave the smells and sounds and sights I've read about, heard about. I want you with me when I pick my first voodoo donut. I've thought about taking this trip alone, but my Spirit is holding me back, as if you'...
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