I just spent two powerful weeks with my fiancé before watching him board a plane to head back to his bride. His ‘bride’ is the Military for the next two years. It is hard being so far apart. We fight all the time when he is away. We bicker about dumb shit like what time to facetime or if he thinks about me when he is away. Hell we even fight over whether or not we are still in love. This fight phase doesn’t last long before we find our routine again and look forward to talking but it is hard.
If you are in a relationship with a soldier you know what I mean when I say we don’t see each other very often but when I see him coming toward me in the airport he makes my heart race then he grabs me up and hugs me so tight I can’t breathe. There is no better feeling than that moment because I...
Love Letters
Dear Cashier Boy,
I guess I couldn’t keep how I feel about you to myself too much.
You figured me out. I guess you could read me more than what I anticipated.
For the longest time I’ve been dreaming of what it would be like to grab your attention. I had it in the palm of my hands for only a little while, but I think it has slipped through my hands. Maybe I shouldn’t read too much into this because there’s nothing too serious going on between us, but I feel like I have ruined something. I had your attention for a short amount of time, and I only did what you wanted. Showed you what you wanted to see. I exposed myself, and that’s something I don’t do for anyone. I don’t let anyone see me the way you’ve seen me. I did it because I thought maybe we could be something. I think you saw too...
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Dear Cashier Boy,
Back in 2000, if someone came up to me and told me that one day I was going to like you, I wouldn't have believed them. I wouldn't have believed them because I was so young, and boys had cooties. I didn't see you for years because I transferred to another school.
One day, I was looking around my stuff and I stumbled across our yearbook. I, of course, immediately looked at our class picture, and I wondered if you had a Facebook. For shits and giggles, I searched for you, and I found you. How funny. I was surprised to find that it was actually you. I didn't think much about talking to you because we didn't interact in school.
You were a grade higher than me, and you had your own group of friends. I, on the other hand, was an outcast. I didn't have very many friends,...
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To (Insert Name)
I remember the day we first met. It was random; luck of the draw. The first time I saw you, I didn't know you'd mean so much. It was instant though. We clicked right away; not romanticaly though. It was only a couple weeks before I began calling you my best friend. It was only a couple months before we were together constantly. If we weren't together then we were constantly texting. You taught me what real friendship was. I could talk to you about anything; good or bad. You never judged me. You were always there for me when nobody else was. You didn't know it then, but you were the only reason I made it through the hardest time of my life. It wasn't long after that you told me you were falling for someone. I mean, you had always been in a long distance relationship, but...
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When I met you, I thought I was in control. I ignored the pain I had endured and I thought I had recovered. When I met you, I was so deeply in love I wanted you to know the truth about everything. And so I did. I threw in a white lie then and again, but you usually knew and you made me tell the truth. I had never been so honest with anyone in my life. I have always had a bad habit of lying. I used to lie when it didn't even serve a purpose, I used to lie to build an image of myself that wasn't true. I was so afraid of what people would think or say.
You were the opposite, you didn't care about what other people thought of you.
We had a rough relationship. My mental health, that was more serious than I could've ever known, made you work extra. And it made you extra tired. My mental...
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Dear Brandon or any future lover my best friend has,
I know you'll never see this but my best friend is quite in love with you. Her whole schedule is dedicated to thinking about you. I'll never understand why this is. You're an asshole. Nonetheless, here's a guide to dating the love of my life.
She's the most beautiful person I know. But she's so insecure about herself. It breaks my heart to hear the way she talks about herself and see the way she looks at herself. So when she asks you why you love her and starts a big fight. Just know that she genuinely doesn't understand the love you hold for her. Constantly remind her why and she'll eventually understand.
If you can't treat her like she deserves the world than you don't deserve to be near her. When she loves...
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Dear C,
I won't ever forget the day I gave you that hickey. We had music playing in the back, my bedsheets were flying off the mattress and your heart was completely and utterly beating out of your chest. That was a moment for me, a moment that just made me want to kiss you. How could I ruin my friendship with you like that, though? The only reason you wanted the hickey was to show off to the guy you liked. It had nothing to do with me, but it broke my heart once more.
I've never been the best at love and you know this. I always hurt people. I finally figured out why I do this. My first love was you, Cheyann. I was completely and utterly falling in love with you. You broke my heart and maybe it was for the best, but after that day I couldn't seem to let my guard down to potential...
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Hi My Love,
As with all the letters I have written before, I don't know where to start. Andami ko nang sulat na naisulat para sayo... yung mga sulat noon na walang sagot na bumalik sa akin
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Lately, christmas tunes are always around... and you always come to mind, my habitual christmas wish. Christmas tunes, sad sad songs, dance songs, love songs, flirty songs, even disney songs...reminds me of you and makes me wish for you.
I knew you've been nearby for a while now, I knew you were there, I knew you are just a call away. However, I chose to sit still..to let you be..to stay mum..to let you go. It was not long ago when I vowed to avoid you, blocked you on facebook, deleted previous conversations, decided not to look into your profile. I was doing well...FOR A WHILE, or so I thought.
Fate (or whatever you call it) is really playful, I was doing well..why does it have to tease me?!
Why do you have to be nearby?
Why do you have to be here?
Why did you move so near...
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Its just another one of those nights since you left me, I am still confused as to how I feel about you. Its funny, the other day I was thinking about all the things you can tell people thats bad about me but when I thought about what I could say about you I was surprised I couldn't think of one thing, I don't know what that means and I honestly don't wanna explore it (too sad). I know you are probably doing great without me your very strong, but I miss you. Its crazy how even today it feels as if you broke up with me yesterday. I think a lot about us I miss your smile, your voice, your smell, your laugh, your everything I hate how cheesy I may sound but its true, I realize a lot of the problems were my fault but then again I don't know. I thought disappearing for a while would be good but...
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