I know you don't want to hear this but I hope you see this.
It's been 4 months since we broke up. We still talk and see each other when we can. I just want you to know that I still love you, I'm still crazy about you, I miss you, I miss us and everything we had. I would do anything to get it back as I've been trying to do. Love is a crazy thing and I have never fought so hard for something as much as I have fought for you. I hope that it means something to you. You still mean so much to me. You are someone that it's not easy getting over and I hate how things are now.
Seeing you this past weekend was amazing but it was also very hard knowing that it was going to end so soon to only go back to what it is now. I loved spending the night with you, but also hated it at the same time. I...
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I hope you know you're lucky, even if you feel as if you aren't I hope one day you understand you are lucky to be in his life. Make sure you make him feel special. It's the little things he gets happy about. If he's playing ANYTHING, watch him play his game, like really watch him, he'll talk a lot while playing the game, and he'll expect you to listen and respond about it. He wants you to pay attention and get into the game with him. He loves it. He gets mad very easy, he wont mean to take it out on you, but sometimes it happens. When it does happen don't make him feel like shit about it. He'll most times punch things and yell about everything. Leave him alone, he'll come back and he'll explain to you that he's sorry, that he didn't mean to get so angry and definitely that he didn't...
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A heart will do some crazy things that go beyond what's morally right or wrong. A heart won't care about the consequences of its feelings. A heart just feels. You can't always come up with a rhyme or reason for why your heart falls for someone so shitty. Just like you can't always explain why your heart just isn't into it with someone else that's so great. The heart is so unpredictable. So when I fell for you, I didn't feel guilty for very long about the way I felt. My heart couldn't have picked out anybody better to fall for. Your blue eyes are so comforting, and your smile will light them up brighter than anything else I've ever seen. And the more we talked, the more I realized your personality tied it all together. That's a beautiful thing when it all comes together. My heart just...
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How on earth did it happen?
It makes me laugh, it makes me smile, but I don’t understand how we came so far into this friendship that you’d share with me and I with you our idiosyncratic insecurities and neurosis, and yet we both seem so incapable of sharing our burgeoning feelings for one another?
I feel I’m in a game, a silly one!
A game I feel I will remain stuck in until I wake up and get honest with you!! I want you, you great twit of a man! Don’t you see that???? And, I feel you want me too! Otherwise, why on earth have we Skyped every Sunday for 2 hours for 6 months when you tell me you are a schizoid with narcissistic overtones and have no desire for friends or relationships, un-yet you are contemplating finding a wife and starting a family, but not now, next...
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Last year i fell in love with you.
You looked cute, goofy, nice and really beautiful in my eyes.I was really happy around you, until i started liking you.
Months later everything turned into love.
I was getting more miserable everyday.
You liked me as a friend, but you didn't really care.
I've never opened up to you about my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts.
I was scared that you'll push me away.
I love the way you sometimes close your eyes when you laugh.I find it extremely adorable.
Of course you aren't bi/lesbian/pan...you're confused.
I know that, because you told me.
I had a really hard time at home.
My parents fight everyday.
My sister bullies me every single fucking day.
And yes, i do get bullied at school...
ANYWAYS!
Let's say you kind of made me mad.
I...
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My dear friend,
I feel that I have two halves that rarely form a whole: my heart and my lust. They also cannot be simultaneously and equally satisfied. I have tried attentively to reach this emotional and sexual union, but one of the two seems to monopolize my attention. This is the problem with us my friend, you encourage my lust and it’s greedy intent to distract me from love.
The nature of my capacity to either love or fuck, and also, to love fucking is so expansive and boundless that it cannot be easily satiated. We had some moments many years ago, when you would exhaust me with late nights filled with tension and release. But I still remained hungry the next day. It was as if you were just putting kindling on a fire that could grow to swallow the whole forest.
Our fucking...
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I love you. Not because I'm trying to prove something to you, or trying to make up for who I once was. Not because I'm forced to, or because I'm changing myself in order to allow you to exist in my life. But because I am completed by you, only you, and that I am able to find myself in you, and can see bits of me in you.
You're 4,396 miles away right now. Somewhere in a small house in a large suburb east of London, and I'm somewhere in an arguably larger house, by a lake, in a city east of Tampa, Florida. You're 4,396 miles away... that's 3,820 nautical miles.. 7,075 kilometers, and spanning the breadth of an ocean, no less.
It's a daunting distance to overcome in love, but nonetheless I fervently await the day, adamant in my wait, in which you arrive on the foreign soil which is the...
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You don't know it, but you're the reason I'm still alive today... That first night we met I was so ready to give my life, I felt as though I'd lost everything. When your hand touched my face, when you looked me in the eyes and you told me I was beautiful... that was the first time in years I'd believed it.
I remember being kind of drunk, and I tried so hard to hook up with you that night. But you remembered when I told you I didn't put out right away, and so you waited, and you made me wait, you made us wait until you asked me if I wanted to be in a relationship with you.
I remember the moment I knew I loved you, you were already asleep and I was almost there. And in that moment I realized I had never been able to fall asleep with anyone like that before. Your arms wrapped around...
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Hey, reader. This is for the guy, who taught me how to love and how to get over the past. He is that guy who will be there for you anytime you need him to be. And if you don't repay that to him, he would be disheartened but he won't complain. Within his body, exists a universe of patience. That guy taught me how love, when real, won't make you ignore the faults. Love is, embracing the imperfections. He is a person who doesn't mind kissing my scars. We can sit together for hours and say nothing, yet it feels perfect. Real love is rare, and it is something that doesn't fade away. He is the one who fills up the space of every single person i don't have. So, don't let your magic die. *don't let your magic die love, we are gonna keep it alive.*
Thank you.
You loved me enough to make sure i...
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