Love Letters

To- A It’s the 31st ,I still haven’t stopped waiting ,for you mimo , so here I am in this snowy Shimla evening inside a warm library on the rusty desk, high enough to jot my feelings down and write this open letter to you . July 2021 , for the first time in a long long time there was you , sitting next to my drivers seat , someone whom I thought of going though the speed breakers of life with , you.What is it that five months passed by and my love for you hasn’t melted one bit .Apart from making all those embarrassing playlists , google searches, posts it never seems to go away one bit so much so that I feel numb to the core of my chest ,this void of ours seems to deepen every second ,every inch making me realise that I wasn’t just infatuated with you ,there was more to it . Do you...
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Dear Sasha, I can’t wait for your kids to hear your love story. Not classy. Tell him he has big shoulders, he eats that shit up! Dear Niko, You are a beta. You just play a role. You don’t know who you are. What makes you evil is that you can’t even find your identity alone, you drag others into it. You are not authentic. You’re a copycat. If you really think about it, it is so obvious, but you can’t look in the mirror. You will never be tough no matter how many fucking patches you collect or GoRucks you do. You are not strong, lift all you want. Do you think that Ranger would write a reference for you now, He wouldn’t even shake your hand, what does that say about you? You literally had to run away to another state, and start drinking because you are such a fucking coward you...
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I did not keep track of when I lost you. The day you parted ways with me, atleast romantically, was the most helpless I've been. I could not blame myself, nor blame you. I would never have the strength to blame you. And I will never. Didn't I say so? I would respect whatever choice you wanted to make. And when you said you wanted us to end, that you couldn't anymore, I stared at the ceiling for a good ten minutes trying to absorb reality because losing to me will always feel like a sharp painful bliss. To be honest with you I tried my best to forget you and ignore the pain that made itself known to me that early morning while I was fresh with salty tears, I almost feared and jokingly tried to convince myself it was poison and that if I cried more I'd die a peaceful death. But of course I...
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Ni hao! It was really funny how I got to know you. Out of all the people gathered for the opening event that day, I find it funny that I recognized you when you are not even in my direct line of sight. My friend used to talk about you, your accomplishments, and your family business in general. You were a 'then director' at their office. You launching a product, is a common passing subject we talk about. One time we were at a store opening, you were again mentioned as your brother got engaged before you - apparently this saddened a good population in the company. A mention of you being different from him, of you being career driven, and you being better looking ( ;) ). My friend showed a photo of you when I asked for proof - which convinced me of the fact. As we were patiently...
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Hello dearest, I'm sorry for all the emotional rollercoasters and heartache this week. I love you more than I know how to say. Sushi date on Thursday? - N
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Dearest Anand, When we first started talking I couldn’t help being so overwhelmed with the way you’d adore the little things I did. I wanted to be with you the day you accidentally said that I should marry you. Your childish approach to me, as a crush, felt so pure. The innocent and loving language you’d use from time to time, made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. It still would but you have seemed to have forgotten me. Our spark has died. I wish you’d still want to talk about random things. I wish you’d still want to sing to me. I wish I could remain special to you. But that doesn’t seem to be the case. You. The 1975. Your Pictures. Your passion for creativity. It’s serene. It’s harmonious. There’s nothing like it. That’s why I fell in love with you. We never got a...
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Dear unfaithful wife aka my husband's girlfriend, You will never trust him. Everything he tells you, he told me first. You are not special. You are easy. His "always" has an expiration and his "no matter what" is conditional. I can't wait for your children to find out how you met! You don't look like Rachael McAdams. PS. Tell him he has big shoulders, he eats that shit up. Dear Husband, Does your married girlfriend know that you cheated on her with your wife? You know that whole day I knew your plan to fly the next morning to be with her. I bet it was such a thrill to plan your adultery together. I knew you were not meeting your friend Justin; he was never even there. I told you, I know everything, you unimaginative, worm. For months I kept my mouth shut and watched you make...
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For DJB... As always you seem to be the center of attention on my mind. I still don't understand why I seem to be so enchanted by you. There was a time where talking to you made me very happy and very giddy. We talked almost everyday at some point. Now.. talking to you just leaves me disappointed. It still makes me happy but also in a way just makes me sad. It's just not like it used to be; I feel as though it's gotten dull and bland for you. Almost like talking to me is a chore for you because you feel like you're just doing a kindness. Not to mention I just never know what to talk about anymore. Perhaps the initial attraction has finally run its course. I understand now that I just became a little too reliant on having your attention and I liked it. I liked the thought that...
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This is for Dustin of Dillsboro...may it ever find you. It can be said that I am to young to have a good understanding of life and all the relationships that come with it...but then again, who really has a full understanding? This letter is intended to expose some feelings that have me in a state of constant internal debate. Firstly, I'd like to state something I'm sure we are both aware of: that the general consensus of my admiration for you would be considered at most wrong because of these two main things; you are 15 years older than me; you're married. You may be aware of who I am and if so, great, you have made an impact on me but one I'm sure was unintended. I've only known you for a little less than a year now and if you couldn't tell, it would seem I've developed a major...
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Some believe you are sexual, purely physical, a “pull” if you will. While some describe you as a fairy tale, kind, something you can’t live without, while others can’t even describe you at all. What is this emotion that everyone desires to have, desires to feel, and desires to give. Even the dictionary has a hard time defining something so broad, so different to every individual it comes across. To me love is universal, it’s experienced by everyone and everything. Love isn’t defined by one thing. It isn’t just time spent, gifts given or emotions expressed. Love is everything, it is complicated yet easy. It is everywhere, yet nowhere at all. We love people, we love ideas, we love inanimate objects. Love isn’t just an emotion, but an act. An unconditional act that is not only desired by...
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