In life hundred percent happiness is not guaranteed and same goes for sadness but meeting you is a kind gesture from nature. The day I met you was the day life was ready to take my sorrow away and replace it with happiness. I never had this type of love we share, that’s why I’m always acting as if I’m an idiot. You can’t totally blame whether I act like an idiot because it’s your love that’s getting into my head. I don’t want to know if I go hungry but I’ll rather see you eating your fav meal than me eating mine. I’m a man, full of mistakes and emotional cripple most times, I need you to always see the best in me rather than judge me with my mistakes. One thing happens to human nature, when you have been doing all you could for someone and did not do just one thing right, people tend to ruin your efforts based on the one mistake you’ve made, so whenever I fuck up, sit down and think about when I make you smile in the middle of the night, when you woke up to read the message I stayed up to type, when I tried my possible best to make you smile even though you don’t know if I’m sad. I don’t want to fuck up the progress by rushing the progress. All I need from you is let me know how important I am, let me know if you’ll miss me whenever I’m not there to see you anymore, I want to know if your love for me would stay when our boat is fighting the tides of the sea. I want to know if you’re also afraid to lose me the way I am afraid to lose you. I love you so much to the point of me tasting your meals just to check if there is poison and if I die, I’ll know I didn’t leave a day without you. This is how far I can go for you, I don’t know what you think of me though, maybe I’m one crazy fellow in love with you or maybe I’m just a man who is sent to make you happy for the rest of your life.
AKINLABI TOLULOPE AJOKE