Dear Grandpa,
I miss you…I thought you wont ever leave. I thought you would always be with me. But I guess was too young to understand that but you went away and yes i still remember clearly how you left our lives.
We lived in Mexico with you for like 3 years but knowing you my entire life. I remember the times when me and you went to sixflags and i still remember all the funny faces you made i still have the video of that day. I also remember when we tried making a cake that was and still is my favorite moment when your old rescued hands grabbed mine and helped me bake and store the cake. It was all wonderful when we spend time with you at the park and we made jokes about every single person who walked by us. I know that you will be so proud that i am going on with my education and not quitting like my mom and aunts did and that i am helping out my family with some money that they need for the treatment of my dad, i know you will be proud of me because i'm not arguing with my sister as i promised you, i really would've liked that you could see me now reaching my goals and i am doing all this for you.You was my everything. I loved you so much, I miss you so much. In my mind it never came out that you would ever leave us and never come back. Especially the way you died hurt me the most. Seeing you die hurt me more that you can imagine. Why did i have to be there seeing the only person i cared and loved and trust go away and not coming back.
We all knew you was really sick and that you was not going to ever get well. Well that last year when we was going back to the U.S.A. I saw something in your eyes, and I knew it wasn't good.
It was a regular, normal day, no one image something this horrific would happen. All my uncles and aunties were there in our house. Until we heard you yell telling us all to go over there, you told us that you loved us and that you won't ever forget about us, my mom was asking you if you needed something or if something was going on. Tears coming down your face and you telling her that it was the last time you would ever see our family all together. Everyone was praying and crying for my grandpapa.
My mom told my dad to go get the car to take you to the hospital but you just didn't want to go. But finally my dad picked you up and drove you ...but all of a sudden i look back and you had close your eyes mom telling, yelling you to wake up... but no answer from you. You left me and the worst part is that i will never see you ...again...
Sincerely,
Your granddaughter
