Dear mom
An so my day begins.i get home from school,do the dishes wipe down counters.feed baby change baby. Feed dogs walk the dogs go to take out the dogs. Re sweep because my little brother can't sweep right. Clean up behind my brother. Dont go outside, don't go to the park.dont go to the mall or movies. its rare.an so is a nap, i sleep then wake up my day has started over.You raised me from birth. An as i got older things became so hard for us but you always made sure we were okay. When i was younger you worked a lot, kids at school would ask me why i didn't get to see you as much or why didn't you pick me up from school. And why she always late. An i would tell them that you work. I never implied that you worked too much because i understood why you did what you did for me an including what you do now.but since i was young i was scared. You worked so late i would cry because i didn't know if you were coming home.an i had a big amagination all i watched was scary movies.i thought you got eatin by zombies,i know sounds silly right. An i was smart i knew what was going on in the world. People were getting killed raped, shot, kidnapped and anything could've happened to you.you never called you never had anyone stop by for us, you never took me to disney world. But i still loved you, even if my childhood wasn't so great growing up. you did the best you could and your best was the best even if you didn't have the money you made it still work. And that's why i love you.
As of now,in the present you still put everything on my shoulders because i am the oldest an only girl.An i understand.you make sure i dont have alot of friends becuase it causes drama.but i understand. You make sure i focus on school,home,dance and anything else i'm good at and not talking or worrying about boys.i understand. You made sure i was in check and was respectful all these years. An i understand. I understand that everything you do, pays off at some point in our lives. I love you to the moon an back because even though i'm hard headed you still put up with me everyday all day from my goofiness to my serious moments from bad times to good times you never gave up on me. I get frustrated from time to time but then i look at you and i see determination. Your like my super woman.
You work so hard so that we can eat get nice shoes and clothes, can take hot showers. You put me and my brothers before yourself, your the real MVP. sometimes you would work all day and still have energy to wake up and do it again.an now you have a third child 10yrs later,time to start again.An So this is a thank you letter to let you know that i know that i haven't always been grateful or the best kid in the world but i do apologize. When i get older i wanna be able to take you out and buy you gifts. I wanna repay you because i realize now you're preparing me for the world, you weren’t just doing it to be mean or unfair. Only you know what’s really best for me. You taught me that the world is real everything's not all sweet and butterflies an adorable hearts. Things get hard at times. But you made me see that everything you do is for a reason. Everything i can’t do is for a reason. But i love you and,i understand.
Love,
kela
